“Once you've been loved once and have loved once, you cannot forget it.”
― Natsume Takashi, Natsume Yuujinchou
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Natsume Yuujinchou
Mushishi
Boku no Hero Academia
Gachiakuta
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“I don’t have much power and I’m trying to get stronger. But I’m not afraid of sharing my heart.” – Natsume Takashi
“If you throw your life away, you won’t even have the capacity to feel regret.” – Ginko
“I’m happy that the things I care about can help people out, that’s how I find worth in things.” – Gris Rubion
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So most stories take place when Events are Happening, and this means that no matter what kind of job the characters have, they’re probably not too focused on them. Fanfics, on the other hand, often show the down time. Which means that the writer has to figure out what the hell these characters do in their jobs. Unless the characters have a job the author understands or knows well, the author is often at a loss for what to have the character doing.
So they sit them at a desk and give them paperwork. What is the paperwork for? Rarely specified. It is Paper Work for the characters Important Adult Job they have and they need to read or sign it or something. And there’s always a line about how Character Hates Paperwork. Doesn’t matter if Character is a Mafia Boss or a General or a Diplomat, here they are in an office trying to get out of Doing Paperwork.
There’s also a sense of, like, humor and mundanity that comes with it. Like the examples above, it always particularly stands out to me when a dangerous individual is griping about some paper they need to sign or something. The less you can picture Character doing paperwork, all the better to force it upon them. If Character is saddled with Paperwork, they’re usually now concerned about the physical damages their motley crew causes, because damage = More Paperwork.
Anyway I just think it’s fun or funny, Sephiroth doing paper work and Sawada Tsunayoshi doing paper work and this just in, Tony Stark is doing paperwork. Sorry, Phoenix Wright can’t play right now. Yeah, it’s paperwork.
Your Royalty or Nobles in your feudal society should be doing this constantly unless you want to show how they're losing the kingdom and about to be usurped or overthrown.
petitions, speech-writing, complaints, requests, assignations, disputes, judiciary forms, declarations that need signing off on, matters requiring the Royal seal, matters requiring a royal endorsement, pardons, judgments, invitations, rebuttals, census data, crop yields projected or actual, livestock records, water rights, Sumptuary laws, taxes taxes taxes...
even when the royalty look like they're just fucking off to have fun, they're doing Socially Mandated Fuck-Off and Have Fun Time
Tournaments? Gotta show you're manly and virile through sport, or the nobles will supplant you. Feasts? Gotta show you're wealthy through conspicuous consumption, or the nobles will supplant you. Patronizing the arts? Gotta show you're cultured and erudite, or the nobles will laugh at you behind your back and probably supplant you.
Lawyer here. Here’s some more mundane/modern ones for you:
Invoices.
Intake sheets (information about new clients. The one for my firm is 13 pages and requires an hour long meeting. Then you have to do something with the info gathered)
Data entry for invoices and intake sheets.
Billing. (More involved than timesheets because you’re justifying to clients why you’re getting paid so much).
Form letters.
Taxes. Including 1099s for any contracted work.
Bank statements/accounting spreadsheets. Gotta track how expenses are trending.
Insurance documents.
General messages. Lots of office still use a paper system for missed calls and “important” stuff because it just works better than emails and chats for some people.
Memos. Big enough office to have at least one attorney on payroll? You’re getting memos about every legal question and concern and contract. It’s how we’re trained to communicate in formal settings.
And if you want to get into modern military, the forms are numbered, and people will refer to them by either their actual name, or the number. (Have you filled out the 4187 for this? Yes, I filled out the personnel action form.)
If you want to add a rage level, there’s the Regular Paperwork and then the special hell of Fuckup Paperwork.
Cause there’s the invoice, and the follow up invoice and the we are about to have a problem follow-up invoice.
There’s the incident report and then the I swear I yelled at that worker about this don’t be mad at me if they do it again second warning documentation
The requisition form and the it has been six months now get me the fucking thing or you’re gonna hear from Cindy escalations form.
why is it that when im reading fanfic i feel like i have a fairly good metric for if something is characterized accurately but when im trying to write suddenly its like ive never seen this character in my life. would he say that. would he fucking say that. suddenly i have no idea
Found some old art I did way back from 2021. this was done in my old art program, gimp. I belive this was a redraw from the ova, and a mixed of the horror i felt watching this part.
its interesting to see how good it is.
I also went looking at some old art which had a very different artstyle, there one art that i want to redraw.
my spy vs spy isn't over, its just now being joined with jojo
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Summary: For having previously been strangers sent to die in a blood ocean, Simon really cares about your wellbeing once you both are recovering on Erid.
Warnings: Simon and teen!reader story. Platonic character and reader fic. Bloodymary if you squint or wish to see it. Gender neutral reader (no specific gender, anatomy, gender specific pronouns used for them). Mentions of both canon injuries and additional injuries and sickness in the reader (broken leg and respiratory infection, along with implications of them throwing up/dry heaving in the past as a side effect of medication). Reader having nightmares. Simon being burdened.
Author’s Snip: A reel of a woman singing and playing You’ll Be In My Heart from Tarzan on an omnichord to a foster kitten came across my feed and then I listened to Safe and Sound from The Hunger Games, and it was all over from there.
Notes: The reader is meant to be somewhere between 13-16 but they act younger but I’m just gonna say that its because they feel safe enough to actually act like a kid around Simon (and Grace).
I’ll shut up now. Enjoy! And don’t be afraid to request. Reblogs appreciated but no pressure.
Word Count: 1.8k
He’s always with you. No matter what, he made sure that he was always with you from the moment you two were saved from the wrecked submarine, even when he was still in terrible shape. Making sure you were okay, healthy, eating, happy. It was almost comical if it wasn’t so sweet to Grace.
Simon had opened up a little about how exactly you two ended up in a submarine drifting in a planet full of blood and why he cares so much for you. Hearing that you two were pretty much strangers at the start of your misadventure only for you both to fall into such a strong familial bond was touching. Grace could only think back to all the times he found himself having that bond with his students who lacked that type of structure in their lives, but he couldn’t imagine being in a scenario like you and Simon where you two were the only ones each other had while believing you were left for dead. But that last part didn’t matter to Simon anymore once he understood that you were in the clear. All that mattered to him was that you were okay. Grace could see that in the way he tended to you.
“You should really eat.” Simon tells you as he sits at your bedside. You were sitting up against that head of your medical bed picking at the food that the eridian nurses had brought you to eat. “I’m not hungry.” you shrug.
“That’s bullshit and you know it, kid. You haven’t eaten since you woke up. There’s no way you’re ‘not hungry’. You’re just being picky.” Simon claims. “I’m not being picky! I ate those shitty rations they gave us on the sub! I’m just not feeling hungry.” you argue before having a small coughing fit from raising your voice. You were still recovering from your respiratory infection that you got from breathing in some of the blood that leaked into the sub. You were improving with the help of the antibiotics that the biodome team had synthesized from the med bay of the Hail Mary, but you were still in recovery that’s why Simon was on your ass about eating before you were given another dose.
“Well if you don’t eat then you’re going to have a bad reaction to your meds. You were dry heaving for an hour till the side effects wore off last time, and I don’t want to hear that just because you said you didn’t ‘feel hungry’.” Simon counters as he points a finger in your face in a scolding manner. You stick your tongue out at him in response. “Just take a few bites so you can have something in your stomach for it to bind to. You don’t have to eat all of it.” he suggests.
You look down at the tray and then back to Simon who’s looking at you like he always does when you two bicker over petty things. You sigh in defeat and start taking small bites out of the food. You can see Simon giving you a quick “That’s what I thought” look before getting to leave you to your meal.
It was when he was leaving that Simon saw that Grace was in the next room looking over your charts with the medical crew and heard the whole conversation. “That was a pretty good way of taking care of a case of the ‘I-Don’t-Wanna’s, Simon.” Grace smiles. “Uh, thanks.” Simon nods, “You’d think you’re trying to feed them dirt or something.” he jokes dryly.
“I can’t taste the difference!” you call from inside the room before starting to cough again. “You’ll get your fevers back if you keep shouting!” Simon calls back, making Grace laugh.
Simon seemed to have a very teasing-tough love way of taking care of you. You liked to get on each other's nerves in a way that you can really only see with people who have a deeply rooted bond. But Grace could also see the softer side of it when he looked long enough. After you were cleared from your respiratory infection, you had a new hurdle to get over. While Simon lost his arm, you had sustained a severely broken leg. Thankfully the doctors managed to save it and put it back together, putting it in a cast till all the bones healed. It wasn’t a problem at the time of your infection since you were kept on bedrest and moved around with a wheelchair. But you had come to the point in your physical therapy where you had to try walking without any supporting aids.
“I’m going to fall.” you say as you tightly grip the bar which was your only sense of support. “You’re not gonna fall.” Simon assures you. “I’m going to fall.” you repeat more firmly as you look down at the line of tape that Grace’s set on the ground to give you a direction to go. It was so simple and you had done it a million times before during past sessions. The only difference was that it was leading away from the wall where you couldn’t hold onto the bars to help you.
“And so what if you fall?” Simon asks, “You navigated a submarine in a blood ocean and faced an eel monster. You’re brave enough to walk on a line and take a little fall.” he said.
“That’s because I wasn’t alone.” you retort, probably not meaning to have it come out the way that it did, but Simon caught it. Because of course he did. He covers it up with a sigh and walks towards your side and hovers his remaining hand behind your back. “I’ll walk with you to make sure you don’t fall,” he says. ”Promise?” you look at him. Simon has to fight off another sigh before saying “I promise I’ll walk with you.”. You hesitate for a second before nodding and letting go of the bars. You extend your arms out a bit to keep your balance and occasionally feel your back brush against Simon’s hand when you stagger a bit in the first few steps but get better at maintaining a good enough pace considering your limp.
“See? You don’t have to worry about anything. The stuff you did before was the most of it. ” Grace says, which gets you to look up from your feet walking in the line and smile. “It’s just weird getting used to walking on my own again.” you say as you try to keep eye contact with him. “I know! It was like I was a huge baby when I first recovered from bedrest. I still have to use a cane sometimes since my joints are too old for Erid’s gravity.” Grace mentions as he watches you make it to the end of the line. “You’re already half way done.” Simon announces, “You just gotta turn around and walk back.” he says as he leads you into pivoting around and start the trek back.
“You both make it sound so easy but you’ve got both your arms to keep you balanced and Grace had a whole caravan to help him do it, I bet. I only had one arm and one rock to steady me. I kept eating shit when I first started trying to do it with no help. I had to keep looking down to make sure I was doing it right.” Simon explains as you walk. “You didn’t want me to help you, Simon.” Grace remarked. “Can I have a cane when I get better at this? My leg is still a little stiff.” you ask, both to genuinely ask and also interrupt their bickering. “Sure.They can even make it whatever color you want.” Grace says.
With a few more steps, you successfully make it back to the wall and bar. You look up towards Simon only to realize he’s not there. He’s over where Grace is, having snuck away from your side while he was talking. You scoff, “You’re such a liar, Simon!” you laugh.
“I said I would walk with you. I didn’t say for how long.” Simon claims.
You try to make your way over to him to give him a few playful smacks but stumble forward after your leg buckled and nearly fall before you catch yourself and straighten out, seeing that Simon was bracing to sprint and catch you if you didn’t.
Of course, Grace doesn’t see all of the moments between you and Simon. Most of the time he finds himself coming in at the end of them, but that doesn’t make them any less visible.
It wasn’t too unusual for Simon to be up early, sometimes he’d even beat Grace at starting the day and sitting in the dining area. But every now and then he will find the both of you together.
You’re sitting close to Simon, resting your head on his shoulder and wrapped in the blanket from what he thinks is from your bed. Your eyes are shut and your breathing even and slow, like you’re comfortable enough to fall asleep for a brief moment. Simon sits as still as he can for you while managing a sip from his mug, looking up towards Grace once he spots him. Both men give each other a nod as a hello and the blonde quietly starts making his own morning coffee. Grace knows this scene well. He’s seen it before and has gotten an explanation in the past to know why it's happening.
“I thought I heard someone walking around last night.” Grace comments to make small talk. Simon grumbles out an ‘mhm’. There’s a moment of silence only filled by the coffee machine bubbling into life and brewing the liquid inside till Grace speaks up again. “How bad was it?” he asks.
Simon looks to you, seeing the dark circles around your eyes and the way you twitch slightly in your sleep. “Not as bad as they used to be, I think. They said that they’re more like flashes in their head now. But…” Simon explains before he pauses for a moment in hesitation, looking to Grace before finishing the last part of what he was going to say. “They were shaking when they came to me and they sounded stuffy, like they were crying but trying to pretend they weren’t. And they got up with me instead of staying in bed.” he admits. Grace nods.
“They’ll be okay.” Grace assures Simon.
“You think so?” Simon asks. Grace nods again and smiles.
“They have you. I think that’s all they really need to know everything’s okay.” Grace answers.
“It wasn’t okay when I didn’t know what to do back then. They just cried and I didn’t know what to do so I just held them. I don’t even know what to do when they cry now.” Simon confesses. “Just be there.” Grace tells the man. “As long as a kid has their person with them, nothing matters. They’ll feel better. Sometimes it even works the other way around.” he says as he gestures back to you.
Simon takes another look at you. He doesn’t know if it’s just the moment or if you really do look calmer, but it helps ease Simon’s worries.
omg hi idk if u take reqs rn but IM SOOOOO SO SO OBSESSED W THE JASON W DAMIAN FICS as the pseudo mom w the dino nuggets LMAO if you could…. could u make some more when dami opens up more/opens up to be more affectionate/allow affection from reader and can (maybe) get comfortable enough to allow reader to cuddle with him? as an affectionate person w cuteness agression i wanna squeeze dami so bad MY MATERNAL INSTINCTS FOR THAT BOY IS SO STRONG HAHAHA LOVE YOUR WORK SO SO SO MUCH!! i have dreams about ur fics actually its crazy😭
Crumbling Walls
{Damian is getting comfortable}
summary: Damian shows up at Jason's apartment but not for him.
contains: Jason's Partner!Reader, Gender Neutral!Reader, Little baby Damian, future sibling-in-law bonding, mentions of possible bullying, napping, pets, lots of physical touch, talks of food, very domestic
author's note: I'M SO SORRY! I want you to know that this is genuinely the nicest thing that's ever been said to me and I know this is months late but the end of fall semester killed me so I haven't been doing like any writing. ANYWAY, I hope you like it!
word count: 849
Waking up from your nap on the couch, you’re met with a figure looming over you and a weight on your chest. The weight was a white fluffy mass curled up almost on your face, obviously Princess. The figure wasn't hard to figure out either as he begin to speak.
“It is midday, why are you resting?” Damian practically scolds but you don’t take him very seriously as you sit up, gently displacing the feline as she hisses and prances away.
“I have the day off and I’m tired,” You answer simply as your eyes glance to the clock in the corner of your living room, “Aren’t you supposed to be at school?”
“Classes have ceased,”
“It’s 2 in the afternoon,” You rebut, “And Gotham Academy is across the city.”
“Irrelevant,”
“Jason isn’t home,” You comment with a yawn, “At least, I don’t think he is.”
“You think I don’t know that?” He scoffs, “I am well aware of my brother’s location. I was expecting you when I arrived.”
“That’s sweet, Dami’” You smile, watching how he crosses his arms, barely meeting your eyes. “Is something going on?” You move a little to the left on the couch and pat the cushion next to you, gently encouraging him forward. He takes the seat but leaves a good eight inches between the two of you.
“My peers are not to the standards I have set. They are immature, uneducated, and do not respect their superiors,” He insults as you tilt your head at the comment, deciphering the ‘I’m better than everyone’ front Damian puts on.
“Damian...” You start, keeping your tone soft as you know he might get defensive. “Are your classmates being mean?”
“Nonsense, getting upset at comments from those children is beneath me,”
“So, are they talking about you?”
Damian pauses at the comment, not enjoying that he let his situation slip, “Obviously, the Wayne name is revered,”
“Of course...” You agree quietly, nodding along as he clearly doesn't want to really talk about it at this point in time.
“...Todd has said that you’re affectionate,” He mentions dryly and he glances at you, trying to be subtle as he’s totally not hinting at anything.
“Would you like a hug, Damian?” You ask, opening your arms for him. Damian scoffs at the offer but leans into you, his are tentatively wrapping around you. Your arms wrap around him gently and give him a soft squeeze while he relaxes into your touch and you rest your head atop of his.
The two of you sit together on the couch and he leans into you more. You start to loosen your arms around him only for a moment and he tightens his arms around your waist.
“Don’t leave...” He mutters into your chest and you sigh, gently petting down his dark hair.
“I would never leave,” You reassure him, keeping your voice soft as you squeeze him again. You wince a little as you notice the afternoon sun rays landing in your eyes. “Hey,” you start again with an offer, “You could join me for another nap before dinner?”
“That feels as though it would ruin my sleep schedule,”
“You’re already going to be up all night fighting crime. Shouldn’t you rest up for that?” You comment, offering a different view of the situation.
“Tt,” He scoffs, “What are you making for the meal?” Damian asks as he looks up at you.
“You’re the guest so you can pick. Jason and I didn’t have any plans.”
“We are having the pasta you made previously,” He states.
You laugh quiety at the stern command, “The Mediterranean pasta? Yeah, we can do that.” He just nods at the agreement happy with the future meal. You gently let him go as you lay back on the couch again, moving over to where your back is pressed to the back cushions of the couch.
Damian lays down in your arms, his head resting against your bicep as he wraps his arms around your middle again as he becomes more comfortable with your protective touch. You fall asleep first due to your already tired state but Damian follows quickly after, dozing off in your arms.
Jason arrives home around 2 hours later, being greeted by a suspiciously quiet home and a certain child’s shoes and school bag left at the door with his partner’s footwear. He slips off his own shoes and creeps down the hallway and into the living room as he looks over the back of the couch. A soft sigh escapes his lips as he takes in the sight.
You’re laying on the couch, very peacefully asleep with Damian nuzzled into your chest and a white ball of fluff laying between the two of you and the pitbull curled up at your feet. Jason rolls his eyes in a playful manner, taking the blanket from the back of the couch and covering the cuddle pile.
He leans down and presses a soft kiss to your forehead and pats Damian’s head before going back into the bedroom to clean himself up for the night.
extra author's note: Happy New year! I am genuinely sorry it took me so long to get to this :((
They're everything in between (the cleaner's POV of your relationship with enjin)
★synopsis: You and Enjin's relationship cause quite the confusion within the cleaners, so they try to decipher it together (aka they gossip about you guys)
★ tags: crack fic, implied more than friends, gossiping, slight manga spoilers about Amo and Fu, she/her pronouns for reader, in denial of feelings
★ A/n: Yeyyy I finally uploaded this, I was supposed to upload this earlier, but I was busy with my research defense. This is basically a song fic as their dialogues are lyrics from "in between by Gracie Abrams" so I'd recommend listening to that while reading, enjoy! all images used were taken from pinterest, I do not own any of these pictures and full rights go to the owners.
When Rudo first meet Enjin he thought he was an asshole. He still does occasionally; When Enjin wants him to learn something on his own, and only giving him straws of hints to grasp onto. Now his viewpoint of the blonde has significantly improved, especially with how he does try his best to help Rudo with his endeavors in going back up to the sphere. As well as uplifting and mentoring Rudo in his own very bizarre and laid back way.
But then his entire perspective of the man went askew the moment you came into the picture.
You were so grounded. In the way that you carry yourself and how you treated others. A constant stability in the unpredictable world of the Ground. Always true and loyal to yourself and those that you love. Perhaps that's why people often gravitate towards you, whether it be for comfort, any form of physical affection or simply to talk and seek advice. you were there with open arms. Never speaking in any unkind manner, but quick in mind with how you deal and respond to unnecessary comments directed at you or to anyone on your team.
Rudo could never forget the time when you were always asking about Regto; about his features, his personality, everything about the man that stepped up in rudo's life. Then a few days later, handing him a perfectly drawn portrait of his adoptive father that you commissioned from remlin . The way your hand softly held his gloved ones and told him "It's okay to let yourself mourn, even with all that anger bubbling up inside you; after all, what is grief if not love persevering?"
so yeah, Rudo might be slightly attached to you, he might even owe you. A lot.
So imagine his shock to see the first time you and Enjin interacted with each other. Two completely different vibes, completely on the opposite sides of the spectrum. You were stable while he was spontaneous, but the way you two worked so well together was unbelievable. You grounded the umbrella user, while he taught you how to indulge in a little thrill from time to time. Not to mention how you softened up the man. For someone who claims to hate clingy people, he seemed to turn into one with you. You were no exception. The way you let yourself let go of your reigns a bit and just be carefree with Enjin was fascinating to watch. You both brought out different sides of each other that no one else knew about. Especially with how you two talked to each other. Inside jokes and endless banter. Rudo couldn't help but just stare at you two every time.
Of course he would surmise that you two were together! But he never assumed unless stated, so he never said a thing.
On one occasion, he was staring particularly long at Enjin, who was cackling alongside you as you tried out the new energy drink the suppliers got everyone. The young boy observed the way the blonde was wiping off a few droplets of juice off the side of your mouth, not missing the fond look Enjin gave you. And you beaming at him in return. Rudo was staring so hard that he didn't even notice the rest of team akuta standing beside him to watch the nauseatingly tender moment in front of them.
"you just can't come between them huh?" Riyo suddenly mused, making Rudo jump at the sudden noise.
"they've kinda' got their own thing" Zanka agreed.
Rudo looked to his side to see the rest of team akuta as well as Amo, Fu, and Follo observing you and enjin from a good distance in the lounge area.
"how long have you guys been here?" Rudo huffed, waving hi to a smiling Amo who waved at him first.
"a while" they said in unison.
then they turned to watch you and Enjin once more. This time he was animatedly telling some juicy gossip—he got from the next town over—to you, while you watched him with your chin resting on the palm of you hand, your smile wide and eyes crinkled. If the kids didn't know any better, they'd say that your eyes were sparkling while gazing at Enjin.
"I just wished that he'd stop pretending that he wouldn't let his choker ring for more than a couple seconds every time she calls" Follo blurted out.
"Amo thinks that nice lady and stinky face might be two hearts just falling in and out of love for something…new. Even though Amo knows that stinky face doesn't even deserve to be near nice lady and her warm welcoming scent" Amo noted, a matter of factly. Pouting in disgust at the way Enjin leans his head on your shoulder as you talked.
"You guys are just noticing this now?" Another voice spoke up, but it wasn't from the initial crowd of young onlookers. This time it came from a bored looking Semiu, accompanied by a smiling Gris and an amused looking Tomme.
"Mannn, if you guys only knew" Gris chuckled.
"I just wish that you guys could see how their faces lighten up when they see each other again after being separated from a mission" He proclaimed, sipping on the can of beer resting on his fingers.
"Can't really blame em' with their shared cold and empty past, they know it's been enough of waitin' on somebody who doesn't care" semiu remarked, having known you both the longest as well as knowing your backstories alongside the boss.
"But she knows his name, and she knows he'll always be there; same goes for him."
Then their eyes were on you and Enjin once more. You were wiping something off his jacket as he leaned down to whisper something to you, his hand covering his mouth from their groups perspective; so they might never know what the blonde said to you. Whatever it was, it made you gasp and chortle for air. He laughs alongside you, smiling at your eyes, your smile, pushing your glasses up from falling off your face.
"Don't even get me started on their late night calls" Tomme sighs, exasperated. She's unlucky enough to have been in the room next to yours—where she could hear every little conversation you had with Enjin, and every time, on the clock; Enjin would call you at 10 pm on the dot. Even when you two just saw each other a few minutes ago or when Enjin was out and about to who knows where. Even when you had nothing else to say; Enjin would be there, voice coming out of your choker, complementing every little thing about you. How beautiful you are, funny, and smart like nothing he's ever seen.
"Glad to know that he's good to her." Gris remarked.
"They seem to want each other, so what are they really?" Rudo seemed to voice out the very main thought of every single person in their steadily growing group. With no one to give any answer to that question.
"Probably friends or more…and everything in between" another voice spoke, this time it came from the meek and quiet healer of the cleaners. Eishia was quick to look down as the others sent their gaze her way, her words echoing between the silence of their thoughts.
Makes sense
"They definitely toe the line between their friendship" the honeyed voice of tamsy muttered, arms crossed above his chest. Raising an eyebrow at the not so friendly way Enjin was now currently holding your hand, gliding his thumb back and forth above your knuckles.
No matter how many times you two denied or rejected the idea of any romantic implication between one another, there was definitely something brewing between you two, no matter how slow the burn may be, all must inevitably boil over until these feeling couldn’t be withheld anymore. Holy ground was beneath yours and Enjin's feet, all you both had to do was fall.
"Did'ya guys know that Enjin absolutely HATESS it when she's crying?" August's boisterous whisper (he'd consider it a whisper in his book) caught their attention. Not expecting the platinum blonde to even have any interest in things that don't relate to his fashion line or family. "Eishy told me once that when Enjin took a particularly NASTAY hit from a trash beast and couldn't even stand up, she practically flooded the infirmary with er' tears and ya boi Enjin didn't even care about his sick injuries and just hugged her–EAOUCH!" the zap of electricity made the ends of August's hair stand up, Eishia was clutching at her brother's forearm, face flushed with embarrassment.
"Brotherrrr, you weren't supposed to tell anyone that! You promised"
"Speaking of stories, for someone who loathes high maintenance people, Enjin sure is super clingy when it comes to her…what's up with that?" Surprisingly, it was fu who asked the question.
Riyo smirked and leaned into Fu's direction, whispering her words quietly, but just enough for the group to hear. "One time he kept on calling her on her choker nonstop to ask when she was coming home from her mission"
That made Fu (as well as the others from the group) even more confused on where you two stood between each other.
Gris pat Fu on the back, shrugging. As did all the others who've watched you and Enjin's relationship for months and years. They've got no answer to that, but they do know that even at you and Enjin's worst, they know that you two will still be okay.
★ Additional A/n: I'll also be uploading the part 2 for the zanka fic, so stay tuned for that! lots of love, mwuah!
For @rac0ongirl13 and all the people under that post that wanted this!! Absolutley loved the concept!
Also!! Please Please Please send me asks, I would love writing for you guys!
Lion hybrid! Reader x wolf hybrid!141
Hurt/comfort, reader gets neglected and stops taking care of themselves, guilt from 141, general angst
Mini pt. 2 blurb
You had been on the team for almost a month now. Transferred from your old team, your pride, by Laswell for your skills that she believed would round out the 141. At first you were ecstatic, the 141 were legendary and you were so, so eager to prove yourself. And sure, they were cold at first but that always happened at the beginning! Besides, you were a different species, but surely they would warm up eventually, right?
Wrong. Every. Single. Time. You tried to be friendly you were rejected. Even a month in, whenever you tried to rub against them or even sit a little close you were met with snarls and orderes to remove yourself. Any attempt at grooming was met similarly. The last time you brought food to the group, takeout you knew they liked from watching them constantly, you found it in the gargbage an hour later, untouched. You tried to convince yourself that it was just the species gap, that wolf packs were just too different. But after a while it was hard to blame it on anything besides yourself.
So, you just kept pushing. Taking on harder solo missions, getting a new pr everytime you trained, becoming even more violent on operations. But still, absolutely nothing.
Your state was getting sad at this point. Your mane-like hair was slowly matting. Your skin was dull and almost waxen, your nails were cracking. Sorely missing the mutual love and care of your pride. Your room was barren, cold and ultiltarian. The blankets that had been scented by the rest of the 141 to introduce you were the only things on the bed, even though the scents had long worn off. Your appetite was almost non existent. Lion hybrids were innately social creatures, and your insticts being so blatantly ignored was taking a toll.
But through it all, you were still trying so, so hard to prove yourself. Bringing food every week to their den, knowing it would be rejected. You didn't get close to touching them, but you still were vicous to any person who harmed them on an op. They didn't have to know that you spent hours in the laundry room just to be around their scent, right? Just to pretend for a little while that they liked you- that you weren't being rejected for reasons you didn't know- that you were warm and accepted and curled up in a pile of your pride-
It came to a head when you were stumbling hard during training, dissapearing shortly after. When Price found you, curled up in a tiny corner of the laundery room, your nose buried in those blankets they gave you so you would recognize them as friendly when you were first introduced. Gaz trailed in soon after. He noticed the horrible state of your hair, matts forming throughout it. Horrifying for a lion hybrid, notorious for being incredibly clean and proud of their hair. How you shook- the tear tracks on your face. The look he shared with John said it all- they had fucked up. Hard.
Because of course they rejected you- their pack had been so established for so long, and their instincts screamed at them to not trust you. A feline- not one of them. The food you kept leaving was insulting- did you think they were helpless pups? And the scenting- it grated on them like nothing else. But you were so capable on the field that they hadn't paid attention to how bad you were getting. Price scooped you up without a word- when did you get so light?
You woke up hours later. Surrounded by blankets- and so, so warm. You were still so out of it- barely conscious as you started purring, loud and deep. You kneaded the soft fabric, your mind stuck on the feeling of being with a pride. You didn't question it when a pair of hands started brushing your hair, your little ears flicking as your purring grew stronger. Eyes closed in complete bliss- you weren't able to put your finger on what felt wrong until a scottish brogue rumbled from the side.
"Isnae like we meant ta do it to the lass-"
"Did it anyway. Isn't that right, cap?" Another voice- this one lower. Rougher. Ghost- your L.T-
You fought your way out of that soft, safe headspace, a warning snarl slipping out as you wiggled out from under whoever was grooming you- Kyle, you realized as you opened your eyes, glaring at the group. Disorented and so, so stuck in your insticts. Letting out another little snarl when Price appeared. You didn't trust this- it had to be a trick- it couldn't be true-
"Easy there," Prices voice was low and soothing. His hands held palm out, like how one would approach a dangerous animal. Which, you supposed, is what you were currently. "Don't be scared- you haven't done anythin' wrong-"
It was enough to make you stop snarling, but you were still shoved in the corner of the den, a circular pit filled with blankets. It was so- so hard to remain tense, your head was still so fuzzy, and it felt so good.
You missed the concerned look from the rest of your team when you collapsed back down with a sob when Gaz hesitantly ran his fingers through your hair, going back to grooming. You missed the short curse Ghost let out when you nuzzled hard again Gaz's stomach, purring loud when he picked at the matts.
You were completely starved. Starved of touch, affection, basic maintenance, of being able to indulge your instincts. How could they have ignored you like this? And for what- because they were too comfortable with their existing pack dynamic? Just because they were wary of you being another apex predator, a feline at that? Soap was quickly sinking into guilt with just how desperate you seemed as Gaz gently combed your hair, with you nuzzling him and rubbing all over his stomach and chest, purring up a storm.
Price left to get you some food, and to call Laswell to ask for help. He wasn't too proud to acknowledge just how much he had fucked up. Ghost remained at the edge of the den even when Soap climbed in and started to help Gaz with your hair. It really was bad. He got a good look at the sorry state of the rest of you, how dull your skin was, how lean you had gotten. He almost started whimpering when all you did was lick a little at an old cut on his hand, eyes completely closed in pure trust. How could you be so friendly after all they had done? So forgiving? You were an almost pathetic sight with how you were basically groveling at the affection, getting completely drunk on pleasure from what was the bare damn minimum. Ghost knew exactly how. After so much coldness for so long, the first touch of acceptance, of warmth, was completely overwhelming.
All any of them could think was, how in the hell do we fix this?
All done! Hope everyone likes it, I really enjoyed writing it!!
You had been terrified your entire pregnancy. Not of being a mother. Not of König. No— you were terrified of the size of the baby.
Because your husband was a mountain of a man.
Nearly seven feet tall, broad enough to block the entire doorway, hands so huge they made coffee mugs look childish. König looked like the kind of man built to father massive babies with bowling-ball heads and shoulders wide enough to ruin your life on delivery day.
The closer you got to your due date, the more emotional you became about it.
“König..” you whispered one night, staring at his chest while he held you against him, “what if your baby comes out built like a full-grown toddler?”
He nearly choked trying not to laugh.
“Our baby is not coming out with a beard, Schatz.”
“That’s not funny.”
“It is a little funny.”
You’d smacked his chest weakly while he kissed your forehead, though the poor man did try comforting you afterward. He promised he’d stay beside you the whole time, promised your body was made for this, promised doctors existed for a reason.
Still, you expected pain.
Expected terror.
Expected to hear nurses gasp in horror at the giant infant you’d somehow created with this massive Austrian soldier.
Instead—
Your baby arrived…..tiny.
Absolutely, unbelievably tiny.
A little thing wrapped in hospital blankets, blinking up at the world with huge blue shiny eyes and the faintest dusting of strawberry-blonde hair across their soft head.
The nurse placed the baby into König’s arms and the sight almost made you cry harder than labor itself.
Because König looked gigantic.
His enormous scarred hands cradled the baby so carefully, so delicately, like he was terrified even breathing too hard would hurt it. His shoulders shook beneath quiet laughter, stunned and disbelieving.
“So small..” he whispered.
Your baby’s hand curled around one of his fingers— and couldn’t even hold all of it. König stared like his heart had been ripped straight from his chest. Meanwhile you were still emotional for an entirely different reason.
“That’s it?” you croaked from the hospital bed. “That’s what I was scared of?!”
König outright laughed then, deep and breathless behind his mask before he leaned down to kiss your forehead repeatedly.
“You were very brave for surviving our terrifyingly tiny child.”
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Yeah yeah came back wrong came back haunted but what about came back completely the same?
Everyone walking on eggshells around you, they look at you with haunted eyes, they treat you like you’re about to break.
They don’t see you the same, they desperately hold onto you with fingers that are too tight. Everyone speaks to you like you’ve become somebody else, forgotten who you were, no matter how many times you try to tell them you’re here and you remember.
I adore fanfics where a group of dysfunctional (young) adults gain custody of a small child and have to grapple with the fact that they are the best choice of guardians this kid has.
taking off a mask to reveal what lies beneath as a romantic gesture is overdone, and besides i want to see the romantic or even platonic potential of protecting someone's identity beneath the mask, without any expectation of ever being allowed to see what's under it. picking it up and holding it gently to their face when it's knocked off and they're in danger of being exposed, without trying to catch a glimpse of what they "really" look like under there. throwing yourself in front of them to hide them from view while they put themselves back together without taking advantage or looking back to see what you're protecting. learning to read them by body language, tone of voice, and behaviour so well that you never need to see their face to feel like you know and understand them.
a recent sketch of my monster!simon but like.. near the most 'human' he can look. i'll post the other wip and thoughts below a cut, and a speedpaint!! but.. can u see his mouse split.. ehehe
i drew this one a while back! but i wasnt happy with it. im trying to design my own version of a survives!simon, but.. changed. and i want to design him a prosthetic arm :]]
but i like the idea of his mouth being like the eels— splitting open, lots of teeth. clearly teeth were growing on him from his mutation so why not grow each time he shifts? ofc, a few of them remain. his human teeth are sharper, there are a few stray ones on his cheek, etc.
and scars!! everywhere!! from the radiation damage, the loss of his arm, and general injuries. i also like to think with his mouth splitting, the skin never 'heals' properly, so thin scars remain along his cheeks and chin.
and the white in his hair is a result of the trauma to the cells there!! where his head splits pretty badly. but also.. spreading the white streak agenda.
i started my clip studio recording a lil late but.. u can see some of my process here!! LOL
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● NOTE: If you've never seen Nikto from COD before he does have acute dissociative disorder, so at times he will refer to himself as 'Us/We' a bit randomly.
"Shhh Shh"
You softly coo, gently laying your daughter down in her crib. The two month old finally going back to sleep after she fussed for a bit after you fed her.
Her little mitten covered hands rubbing against her face as she yawned. Settling into the soft mattress of her crib, squirming for only a moment before she settled back down. Carefully you give her the pacifier which she took with ease and fell asleep.
Even with all these late nights and admittedly tough time, you couldn't help but admire your daughter. She was truly beautiful in every way, you assume some of her features came from her father- You knew the blue eyes were from him for sure. The rest you had to peice together.
It had been.. Well not your best moment in life the way Ava was conceived, a simple hotel room meet up from some random guy you kinda sorta knew.
From what you could even remember it was Nikto, however you doubted it was his real name if you'd honest. You knew for sure he was Military somewhat, though you leaned closer to he probably did shady shit for the military, You knew for sure he was Russian and from how he used 'We' and 'Us' when talking about himself occasionally- You knew he was most likely.. unstable.
However in reality it wasn't your problem to deal with.
Being a simple friends with benefits, if you could even call it that.. You two would only shoot a short text to each other when he randomly strolled into town, Often fuck in a near by hotel or at your place then leave. It was physical, damn near transactional.
It simply worked well since you liked the spooky mask wearing type. You blamed dark romance books- And you were sure he was just content with a drifting girl willing to fuck.
When Ava was created, you think the condom might have broke. You panicked, Deciding that it was best to cut your loses you ditched your number and his- Essentially tucking tail and running.
As you said- Not your best moment..
However it lead to the best thing in your life.
Your little Ava..
Smiling to yourself you make sure the blanket tucking her in so she couldn't roll was secure before slowly stepping out of your bedroom to not wake her.
You would have jumped in the bed immediately afterwards but truly you needed some form of snack and some much needed water. You didn't even remember if or what you ate for dinner but you knew you needed something now.
Walking through the dark livingroom you felt exhaustion practically weighing you down. Yawning a bit as you muscle memory your way to the kitchen as you took a sec to look at the stove clock- It was close to midnight, Which gave you at least 2 to 3 hours of sleep before Ava woke back up.
Grabbing a pudding cup and a glass of water you make your way back out- it was these brief moments you were thankful your apartment was small. Made the distance for what you needed incredibly short.
As you went to make your way back you heard what could only be described as a scoff- Turning fast you look at the direction of the noise and see a dark silhouette seated on the couch. Your eyes wide as fear washed over your system.
Your mind racing at the intruder- Robber? Serial Killer? What if a ra-
"привет (Hello)- (Y/N)"
Oh..
You suddently wished it was a robber..
Reconizing that voice immediately as you stand there, The figure reaching over to the livingroom lamp and flicking it on. Sitting there in what you assumed was the closest to Civilian clothes that Nikto ever wore since it was always the same outfit he would meet you in. Black jeans, a dark gray hoodie and the balaclava entirely covering his face save for his eyes which damn near stared into your soul.
"We have missed you"
He almost growled out, staring at your deer in headlights look- You could swear his eyes almost seemed amused at this. Rolling up to his feet he walked to the small mantel and reached for the framed photo of Ava when she was first born.
Wrapped in a pink blanket with her little hat and even having her bottom lip poked out like she was pouting- It always made your heart melt when you looked at it. It seemed to also catch his eye..
Nikto holds up the picture frame to you for a second, he looks at it calmly as he steps towards you- His feet almost sounding like cement blacks with how heavy they are.
"What's the baby name?"
He commands. Leaving no room for conversation by his tone alone.
"...Ava-"
You whisper out. He hums, you see him slightly turning his head side to side like he was juggling with liking the name or not.
"Alisa would be better.. She looks like one"
He mumbled, But shrugged. Seemingly made peace with it as he opens the back of the frame of slide the photo out- Folding it once before sliding it into his pockets for a keepsake it seemed. You deciding not the protest since you had copies even if the scowl on your face said otherwise.
"You didn't tell- Why"
"..I dont know. Just didnt want to call"
You manage out- You couldn't help but be panicked really. His tone was hallow and tinted with irritation- Besides it was odd.. You two hadn't really had much conversation during your previous meet ups, sadly this being the most you two had spoken to each other in a single setting.
"If you know how to call to fuck- you know to call for this"
Nikto said with a huff. You couldn't really argue that, but turn away from his gaze as if confident and trying to take some sort of control of your home which he damn near dominated.
"Get out- Besides you dont even know if she is yours so you have no ri-"
"I wouldn't be here if she wasnt.. besides we know you're not a whore otherwise we wouldn't have touched you. Desperate is different then whore"
Ouch- You wince at his comment as well as feel a stomach dropping fear hit you. He knew for sure, which ment he found ways to confirm that left you in the dark. Looking up at him you can tell he knows what your thoughts are on his words, as if you're as readable as a picture book.
"She is mine. So no need to lie"
Unsure how to respond you look down at your feet- Unsure of how to navigate or proceed.
You feel his eyes linger on you- Even in the comfortable clothes you knew he could tell you were still recovering.. plush from having Ava.
Specifically looking over each change in your body as if scoping out the damage to his property which made your face burn.. However couldn't really tell if it was from embarrassment or not.
He huffed before walking past you towards the bedroom were he knew she was- Your Instincts stepping in as in a flash you stood infront of him blocking his path to her. His eyes narrowed down at you, Before a amused chuckle leaves him as he lowers his head slightly to meet your eye level.
"Move- Wanna see her."
He said slowly but sharp enough that you could take the hint. You stood your ground adrenaline already high as you looked ready to try and fight him- seemingly finding your reaction admirable in some way at being willing to defend your daughter even in a obvious losing fight if you tried- he sighed and roll his eyes.
"She is my Дочка (Little Daughter) I will not wake or harm her."
He said rather annoyed, Staring down at you as you hesitated for a split second before lowering your guard and slowly leading him to your room. Opening the door slowly as you peak on to see Ava still asleep, as Nikto stepped in behind you- His footsteps now silent unlike before as he walked to the crib and looked down.
You stood there, Still close as it felt almost uncomfortable by how silent he was. Just staring at her.. You couldn't even tell if he was blinking or not. He didn't touch her either, just keeping his hands firmly to his side and watching the rose and fall of his daughter peacefully asleep.
He only moved with Ava squirmed a little bit from her tucked in state moving her little arms for a second before settling back down as she tried to spit out her pacifier- You stepping over to return it to her, knowing she would wake up far to soon without it. The man taking a single step back to allow you to do this.
Nikto watched you now, He gave a sigh. Seemingly satisfied for whatever he was looking for, Glancing around the room he saw your phone and picked it up quickly.
You were fast to try and take it from him however he kept it out of reach. Unlocking it, Which scared you at how easily he did it- before seemingly adding his number.
"We will be back, Set up a better arrangement later"
He mumbled, Before handing your phone back to you. Which you took and stared at him, well that intense gaze that was damn near unreadable. Snapping you from this he gestured to the bed, a silent command to lay down.
Your movements a bit slow but you did it, Sliding under the covers of your rickety bed as you stared at Nikto still standing there between were you laid down and the Crib were Ava slept.
His eyes still staring down at you as you laid there- now absolutely terrified.
"When we call.. Pick up"
Nikto huffed out, turning as he walked out of the bedroom. Pausing briefly at the doorway as he glanced at Ava once again fast asleep.
"I hate tracking off the clock. So dont try anything-"
He mumbled, before walking out of your bedroom and closing the door behind you. Leaving you there in the dark damn near shaking in your own bed as you listen to the soft noises of your daughter sleeping next to you.
oh, you're not...! — coltland x reader (separate) ft. coltland twins au
summary: your boyfriend has an identical twin, and while you can easily tell them apart by now, you've had your mix-up moments in the beginning.
.✦ ݁˖ colt seavers
as much as you try to stretch out your sleep, avoiding getting up up until the last minute, you somehow manage to get up earlier than ryland at times.
there are days where his schedule allows even the slightest flexibility, letting him get some much needed sleep, and while you're only slightly jealous of the sight of him curled up all cosy under the covers, you can't help feeling happy for him.
not bothering to cover your mouth when you yawn, you put some water in the kettle, setting out two thermoses you prepared last night on the counter before sluggishly making your way to the bathroom.
you might have taken some time going through your usual routine, sleepiness applying a speed decrease debuff to your movements, but it still comes as a surprise when you step back into the kitchen once you're fully dressed, only to see ryland's broad back hunched over the table, nursing a cup of coffee, the fox print of his signature cardigan across his broad back making your lips stretch in a smile.
he does get up earlier than needs to occasionally, just to see you off, which is the sweetest thing ever.
"morning, baby," you call, placing your bag by the doorway to pick it up on your way out, "i made you some turmeric tea," you pour the now boiling water in the kettle to the thermos containing said tea concoction, "i promise it tastes nowhere near as bad as you think it does! in fact it's really good for digestion, which you really need to supplement considering how inconsistently you eat. i'll have you know, i got colt's number and i will snitch on you if you keep skipping meals — and no, popping a handful of almonds in your mouth does not count as one."
a beat of silence passes, and you worry he might've fallen asleep on his cup of coffee. approaching him from behind, gently cupping his chin in your palm, you lift his face up so you can press a soft kiss on his cheek.
.... funny. did he forget to shave? his beard scratches your lips moreso than usual.
pulling back to ask, rather, tease him about it, you're met with the wide eyes of... not your boyfriend.
"oh my god!!" both your hands fly to your face to cover your mouth, the fact that you let go of your thermos not even registering, "colt?! i'm so sorry—!!"
colt's hand juts out the moment you let go of the thermos, effortlessly grabbing it and putting it on the table without even breaking eye contact, a stupefied, silly grin on his face.
"all good," he wheezes, though it does nothing for the mortification swallowing you whole.
"i didn't realise you spent the night—" you spit the words out at light speed. you weren't even expecting him to be around, thinking he's left the night before.
colt nods with understanding, supplying; "you did go to sleep before we did..." though you don't even register the words, wildly gesturing around, and not even prostrating yourself feels good enough for an apology.
"the cardigan, i though you were ryland—!!"
"all good, sweetheart," colt repeats, waves you off with a smile and a thumbs up, "i thought ry was behind you or something, didn't realise you were talkin' to me." then, shrugging, "then again, you thought you were talking to ry, and my back was turned while wearing his goofy fox cardigan, so." he pats your shoulder reassuringly, "not exactly how i envision starting my morning, but no harm done."
"still—"
"you're gonna be lateee," he drawls, chuckling at the situation still, "go. i'll make sure he gets the tea and drinks it." he places your thermos back in your hands, shooing you to the door. "call me any time he gives you trouble, especially regarding taking care of himself. he's been like that since his academia days, as if pushing the human limits of sleep deprivation and lack of proper nutrition itself was an academic accomplishment. i can hold him down while you feed him something proper."
"thanks," your murmur, hurriedly wearing your shoes, scrambling to get your bag, "thank you. sorry again—"
"stop acting like you stabbed me half to death! t'was nothing, now shoo!"
patting down your pockets for your keys, you nod, giving him an awkward wave before setting off.
"..... hey, stuntman. why the fudge are you shooing my girlfriend out of our apartment?" ryland is leaning against the doorway, arms crossed, squinting at his twin, and not just from having been woken up from his peaceful sleep.
"gracie, ry, my bestest little bro! ok, so, funny thing—"
.✦ ݁˖ ryland grace
waking up to an empty bed is nothing new when colt is in shooting season.
unfortunately, you senses aren't so keen as to tell apart the half-awake midnight kisses coming from a half-awake burst of affection from the good morning or have a good day kisses he places on your skin when he has to leave before your alarm is not even close to going off.
slamming your hand against his pillow, you're kind of mad his face is not here in the first place. fisting the memory foam like a stress ball, you pull it towards yourself, if only to get a whiff of his shampoo before it fades completely.
you should get up. rolling around in bed feels less meaningful when your limbs aren't tangled with his.
getting yourself a good, warm beverage should help lift your mood a little. you can even stare wistfully out of the window like a victorian woman waiting for her husband to return from the war while you take tiny sips.
one step into the kitchen, one step out. you lean back on your heels, stretching your head to get a better look at the figure standing in the middle of the room.
so you managed to catch colt before he left, after all! what's next, the tooth fairy being real? your somber mood instantly vanishes.
he's wearing one of his beaten, stretched out shirts, the colour dull from having been thrown in the wash haphazardly many times, regardless of whether it was a load of colours or not.
there's the silhouette of the massage device he uses for physical therapy under the shirt, moving the fabric ever so slightly while vibrating. the sight itself is nothing special, colt uses it all the time, but the way he takes care of himself even when you're not looking makes you happy in a way that you don't have to worry as much.
it's not like you can help it, though. he does look a bit smaller compared to what you're used to. is it for the new role? what kind of a character was ryder playing again? you can't really imagine that manchild put in any kind of effort to shape his body according to a role, since he's used to everything being catered to him instead.
colt takes the remote and stops the massager just as you draw near, hand reaching behind to remove it, though you're faster; and it's resting on the coffee table within seconds, finally allowing you to wrap your hands around his torso, burying your face in his neck—
with a startled squawk, he flinches violently in your arms.
for a second, your heart lurches to your throat, thinking you've hurt him somehow.
"did i hurt you, honey?" grip loosening, you try to mask the devastated look before you lean forward, "are you okay?"
.... a pair of wire rim glasses sit crooked under his jaw.
"holy shit—!!" the words tumble out of your mouth before you can stop them, "ohmigosh, ryland!! i'm so sorry—"
said twin raises a hand to pacify you like you're some kind of pterodactyl as he doubles over with muted coughs, likely choking on his spit from the sudden inhale, and it works, funnily enough.
"'sskay," he chokes, and you can do nothing but purse your lips as you pat his back from a safe distance away, heart creeping up your face from embarrassment. "...gimme'inute—"
".... uh, does he need cpr or something?"
colt stands on the doorway, sweatpants loosely hanging on his waist, a damp compression shirt sticking to his skin.
... oh. he was probably doing his morning workout.
it's also funny how his first reaction seeing his brother choking is stand where he is and point at him. makes you wonder if this kind of thing happened a lot in their childhood for him to be so unbothered.
"nnough—" ryland protests, swatting at colt's direction sharply, face as red as yours probably from the lack of air, shaking with laughter.
"wanna fill me in on what's going on?" colt turns his attention to you, thoroughly entertained even without the context.
closing your eyes in surrender, you open your mouth to explain, though ryland beats you to it.
"i'm the favourite twin in all universes," he smirks, having pulled himself together enough to stand upright.
colt plays along, clutching his pearls, though ryland doesn't let you suffer long.
"i was trying your massager for my back, the one you said would help with the tension," he takes off his glasses which were barely hanging onto his face by a thread, and places them on top of his head instead. anywhere but his eyes, apparently. "she thought i was you and greeted me as such, that's all."
"that's such an amateur mistake, baby," colt coos, eyes crinkling with mirth, "were you so sleep deprived that you gave my brother good morning privileges before me?"
"i just hugged him!!" you whine, crossing your arms, "i was even worried your back was acting up, or you lost weight because of ryder or something—"
colt is quick to take on the opportunity and point an accusatory finger at his brother, "hah, scrawny!"
"not all of us jump off of buildings for a living. get off my back, stunt guy."