me: they are not in love with me. they are just being nice; we are friends, and i trust that they would confess if they felt stronger feelings than that.

brain: oh. well if theyre not in love with you then they actually secretly hate you and wouldnt even notice if you dropped dead right now

me: -__-"

He came to me

So suddenly

When he had said "hi"

I knew that he and I

We were meant to be

~~~~~

We became quite close

For it's him I chose

My thoughts to share

For him to care

Said things only he knows

~~~~~

It's too good to be true

That an angel such as you

Had answers you brought

To the questions I sought

Tumbling from out of the blue

~~~~~

Love is a fickle thing

As precious as a diamond ring

It can be so smooth

With the power to soothe

It makes your heartstrings sing

~~~~~

But everyone knows the other side

Which all who knows it tries to hide

Smoothness turns to rocky stone

And you've never felt so alone

What else is there I haven't tried?

~~~~~

From our love a tree grew

With leaves of every green hue

But then he came

You had no shame

And from our tree you flew

~~~~~

Why did you do this to me?

What is it that made you see?

That you preferred him

That you wanted him

That you're better with him than me?

~~~~~

And so I await dawn

And for our affair I mourn

Up on our tree

I replay the scene

Which reminds me that you're gone

~~~~~

Since you left me, I

Breath my steady sigh

You came to me

So suddenly

What changed between you and I?

~~~~~

He came to me so suddenly