“You’re always complaining about being fat and you still always say you’re craving sweets”

I bury the pain deep within me, as though by concealing it I might preserve your happiness. Yet in silence it ferments, molten and restless, until it swells into magma. And when at last it breaks the surface, it does not appear as sorrow but as wrath — a torrent of fire. I wish I could bare to you the wound itself, the trembling heart beneath the ash. But who would dare descend into the crater of a living volcano?

I miss December 2022 me which is kind of a really bad thing

He would never know how many times I’ve told myself I love him, but I’ll probably say it 1000 more before I say it to him

i love you but I don’t know how to tell you so I just keep it to myself and hope you’ll say it first

And now what? Do I reveal the parts of myself I’ve spend years hiding? I’m not even sure I could find them anymore

bro I’m like the same height/weight as Shay Mitchell what do I have to do to look like her 😭

Sugar free/zero cal/diet all day. I want to be skinny, not healthy

I’m never dating a skinny man again(they’re the worst) he’s gotta be at least like 180