π Β AND NOW I FEEL ALIVE, BUT NOT FOR LONG β¦Β STEVIE RIVAS.
meetΒ estella β stevie β rivas β aged twenty nine, cis woman, she / hers pronouns. musician. residing in the coral coast neighborhood of fairford, washington. single. portrayed byΒ selena gomez. penned byΒ willow.
FULL BIOGRAPHYΒ βΒ STATISTICSΒ βΒ CONNECTIONSΒ βΒ FULL NAVIGATION
π Β Β GENERAL INFORMATION .
full name / nickname:Β estella valory rivasΒ (Β legally had her first name changed to stevie, no one other aside her birth parents calls her estellaΒ )
age / date of birth:Β twenty-nine, born on april 9, 1994
zodiac sign:Β aries sun, pisces moon, sagittarius rising
gender:Β cis womanΒ (Β she/her/hersΒ )
place of birth:Β miami, florida
current residence:Β coral coast
sexual / romantic orientations:Β bisexual biromantic
occupation:Β musician
π Β Β PERSONALITY BREAKDOWN .
goals / desires:Β staying sober, maintaining a work / life balance that is conducive to her desire to be productive and her mental health, repairing her outlook on relationships, finding and maintaining the connection she so desperately seeks, finding a space where she can be open and honest about her life without the lingering fear that it is being manipulated for sales or a public persona's sake.
fears:Β loneliness for the remainder of her life, being buried alive, losing the people she cares about most and loves in permanent and irreparable ways, losing touch with herself and not being able to bounce back from it, house fires.
hobbies:Β playing guitar / piano, producing her own music, painting, cooking even if it is to little avail, writing poetry & songs, going for walks or runs especially on the beach, smoking weed, playing with the cats down at sweet whiskers whenever she's stuck in a funk, crocheting, drawing, trying to keep plants alive even though she's the farthest thing from a green thumb.Β
likes:Β getting tattoos, being surrounded by other people ( even if it isn't always the healthiest choice ), having someone play with her hair, jo malone candles, scrapbooking in her journal with polaroids and other random mementos that hold no value but mean something to her, french fries from mcdonald's, peppermint hot chocolate at christmastime, creating a song that gets stuck in your head, having complete control, the scent of sawdust, grocery shopping at a farmer's market, the smell of the ocean, traveling the world, consignment shopping, picking her nail polish off after a show.Β
dislikes:Β the idea of superiority and using that as leverage over others, the scent of vaseline, the texture of wool, having to use hotel shampoo/conditioner/soap, invasions of privacy, ignorance, forgetting her password and then having to reset it but then the website telling her she can't use her previous password, having to answer her phone.
hogwarts house:Β slytherin.
π Β Β FAMILY TREE .
parents:Β mateo rivas and amanda stohks neΓ© de leΓ³n
sibling(s):Β none.
pet(s):Β none.
π Β Β HEADCANONS .
somebody cue up this is me trying by taylor swift
still smokes weed (claims itβs medicinal) and drinks alcohol in moderation, but has been clean re: narcotics for a month now.
is A Musician with reason: why talk about your feelings when you could just write them into a song and pretend they donβt exist beyond that? is the passive aggressive type, bottles things up and simmers.Β
bigΒ fitness junkie; she goes for a walk or run every day and, at some point in the very near future, would like to run one of those 5k things.
fluent in both english and spanish.Β
incredibly good at math, her worst subject in school was social studies. it bored her to utter tears.
is the person who pulls over on the side of the road to try to help out animals because she has such a soft spot for them.
all of her tattoos are either self drawn or were written out for her by someone of significance.Β Β
being in the kitchen and cooking has become a tactile sort of therapy for her during sobriety. she loves trying new recipes, baking at random (all) hours. is she any good at it? not really, but it's a way for her to feel more connected to her family and replicate the same feelings that food brought her during her childhood. sometimes likes to pretend sheβs on an episode of master chef. sheβs a dork, your honor.
