Ryan and I began our special relationship together. I wouldnât consider us to be dating, our relationship is more of a dom-sub, master-slave kind. Ryan was obsessed with the idea of owning me completely.
He made me surrender my identification card to him as a signification of me submitting to him and granting him full ownership over me. Ryan even came up with a list of rules and regulations for me to abide by. Most of them concerning my basic rights over my body. The list includes rules such as asking for permission before I take a piss and even things as simple as touching my own private parts requires permission from Ryan too.
Although I had to give up most of my basic rights and adhered to his lists of rules, I was more than willing to submit myself to Ryan because I know he cares a lot about me.
Ryan will not intentionally show his affection for me but I can feel it through this every little actions. Once in a while, Ryan will cook up a feast for me, pampering me with his excellent culinary skills. Despite his young age, Ryan was actually more naggy than my mother. He bought me tons of vitamins and made sure I eat them daily.
Things went on like that for me and Ryan until a significant event brought our so-called relationship to a test.
The week prior to that eventful day, Ryan had repeatedly instructed me to keep myself free on that day. He never told me why, but I was more than willing to spend time together with him.
The evening before that day, I received a call from my school informing me that I was offered a scholarship opportunity. I was required to attend an interview the following day to secure the scholarship. The following morning, I woke up early and made my way to school for the interview.
The interview lasted the entire morning and by the time I was done, it was already noon. Although I was mentally exhausted, I was still glad that everything went smoothly. In fact, I was feeling rather confident about securing the scholarship. I reached for my phone immediately, hoping to share this piece of good news with Ryan. My eyes widen in horror as I saw 20 missed calls from Ryan. Fearing that something might happen to Ryan, I immediately called back. Ryanâs phone rang but he didnât pick up. I decided to rush down to his house immediately to check on him.
âRyan! Are you alright!â I exclaimed as I searched frantically around the house after unlocking the door to Ryanâs apartment.
I let out a sigh of relief when I spotted Ryan sitting by the corner of his room. He was doing nothing, just sitting down and staring blankly on the wall.
âRyan! Why did you not answer my phone calls! I was so worried about you!â I cried with tense gaiety as I made my way towards Ryan.
âWhy did you lie to me?â Ryan said after a long silence.
I ejaculated an unrestrained âhuh!â as I was clueless about just what exactly did I lie to him about.
âYou promised that you will accompany me the entire dayâŚâ Ryan added, his voice was low and marvele.
âOh! Iâm sorry. Forget to tell you that I have to go for a scholarship interview this morning. Guess what! Your man here, totally nailed it!â I exclaimed in excitement. I was expecting Ryan to be sharing the same excitement as me, but I was wrong.
âStop giving fucking excuse!â Ryan barked as he stood up from his chair and dashed towards me. He pushed me onto the walls and grabbed onto my balls, squeezing them tight.
âOuch! Ouch! Ryan, youâre hurting me!â I cried out in pain.
Ryan let go of his grip around my balls after realizing that he was hurting me.
âAnd how come the entire morning you never ask for permission to use the toilet. Donât you fucking tell me you never pee for the entire morning!â Ryan yelled.
âIâm sorry I was so caught up with the interview and I totally forget about it.â I apologized.
âThen you better fucking forget your toilet rights!â Ryan yelled.
âFrom now on, you are not allowed to use the toilet to pee!â Ryan added.
âHuh? Then how I pee sia?â I asked.
Ryan went closer towards me and grabbed me by my balls again. He held onto my balls tightly and pulled me by my balls, dragging me out of the house. He continued dragging me by my balls and only let go when we reached the lift.
Ryan brought me to the mall nearby his house and headed straight to the supermarket. He remained silent throughout the journey and I was too afraid to speak to him. It was the first time I saw Ryan this mad, I wonder just what heâs going to do to me next.
Ryan made his way to the adult diapers section and he began browsing every brands of diapers thatâs available. I remained rotted and looked at him expectantly, as I wondered just what he was up to.
After a period of serious inspecting, Ryan took a pack of diapers from the rack and threw it onto me.
âGo and fucking pay for your diapers now!â Ryan yelled as he threw his money onto me. He created quite a commotion and everyone around was staring at us. I quickly picked up the money and the pack of diapers before making my way to the cashier to pay for them.
When the cashier was about to pack the diapers into the shopping bag, Ryan came forward and stopped her.
âWe donât need a bag, he will carry his own diapers.â Ryan said in an audible tone.
The cashier started giggling as she handed over the pack of diapers to me. A fully-grown young man, buying diapers? I was still in a state of shock to be processing how much of a joke I must have appeared to the cashier.
âGo and put on your diapers and pass me your underwear.â Ryan instructed.
âHuh? You must be kidding right. These diapers arenât for me huh?â I said.
âThatâs your fucking toilet from now on! Go and change now! I donât want to repeat myself again!â Ryan exclaimed.
âBut⌠this is just so ridiculous⌠why do I have to wear this stupid diaper!â I rebutted. It was probably the first time Iâve argued against Ryan, but the thought of wearing a diaper was just too humiliating.
Ryan pushed me against the wall and grabbed me by my shirt.
âYou fucking broke our promise, youâve got only yourself to blame for.â Ryan screamed.
I took the pack of diapers and retreated into the toilet before putting on one of them. The diaper was so thick, it felt like I had a pillow in between my crotch. It was making it very hard for me to walk, and to make matter worst, the plastic on the diaper crinkled loudly each time I moved my body. Everyone is going to know I am wearing this stupid diaper!
Thankfully, I managed to squeeze that thick diaper underneath my pants and kept it hidden from view. However, I was still very conscious about the extra padding around my crotch. As I checked myself out in the mirror, I noticed how huge my butt looks now.
âWhat took you so long sia.â Ryan said as he walked into the toilet.
I stood there, looking extremely awkward.
âWhereâs your underwear?â Ryan asked.
I handed over my undies to Ryan and he immediately threw them away in the bin.
âWhat? Not like youâre going to need it anymore.â Ryan said.
Ryan made me drink a lot of water next, I had to finish an entire bottle of water before Ryan allowed me to leave.
Suddenly, Ryan grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me into one of the handicap toilets.
âRyan⌠whatâs going⌠on?â I stuttered as surprise lodged in my throat.
Ryan said nothing and proceeds to yank down my pants, leaving me with nothing but a diaper from my waist below.
âRy⌠Ryan?â I panted.
âShut the fuck up, I need to take a piss.â Ryan muttered as he unzipped his shorts and took out his penis.
He took a step closer towards me and yanked my diaper down slightly below my waist. He placed his penis inside the diaper that I was wearing and pointed it downwards.
âRyan⌠what are you⌠doing?â I said hesitantly.
Ryan let out a smirk on his face and remained focus. Next thing I knew, I felt dribbles of Ryanâs warm urine touching my dick. The dribbles soon turned into stream after stream of warm urine that splashed out from Ryanâs penis, before getting absorbed by the diaper.
As I looked down on the diaper I noticed it began to swell up, expanding twice its previous size.
I took a quick glance at the mirror and my eyes immediately widen in horror as I saw how ridiculously huge my crotch was. It was very obvious to anyone now that I was wearing a diaper. How will I be able to walk around like that?
âCome, letâs head to the arcade.â Ryan said as he let out a sheepish smile on his face.
I winched in fear as Ryanâs words sank into my head. He purposely chose the most crowded place in the mall to parade me around. Ryan must have wanted to humiliate me by surrounding me among the crowd, allowing everyone to notice the huge diaper I was wearing.
âRyan⌠please donât do this to meâŚâ I begged as I began to get cold feet thinking about all the attention I would be attracting with the huge diaper on me.
âYou better donât make me repeat myself or I will fucking make this harder for you. Get the fuck out!â Ryan barked.
I complied in fear that Ryan might do something worst to me. I waddled behind Ryan and made our way to the arcade.
My eyes widen in horror as I saw how crowded the arcade was. Most of the people in there were teens around Ryanâs and my age. I was so petrified that I might bump into my friends in my enormous diaper.
Thankfully, most of them were occupied with their games and paid little attention to me and my extremely obvious bulge. Ryan brought me to the middle of the arcade and started playing his games while I stood beside him.
Soon, I began to feel a radiating sharp pain around my abdomen. All the water Ryan made me drank earlier was starting to take effect on me.
âErmm⌠Ryan⌠I need to peeâŚâ I said hesitantly as I nudged onto Ryanâs sides.
âThen go la. Fuck sia, youâre already wearing the toilet on you. Just go and use your diaper like whatâs itâs meant for!â Ryan yelled.
âRyan⌠please let me use the toilet⌠the diaper is already very soak with your pee. I donât think it can take anymore.â I begged as I tugged onto Ryanâs shirt like a needy child.
âThatâs your tai ji, not mine! Who ask you broke the promise you made to me? I fucking hate it when people lie to me!â Ryan lashed out, grabbing my arms and hauling me forward. I slammed against him. It punched the air out of me as I felt a few dribbles of pee, leaked out of my shaft.
âCome let me help you!â Ryan exclaimed as he started poking his fingers onto my sides.
âRy⌠Ryan stop!â I giggled as Ryan began tickling me non-stop. I was clenching tightly onto my abdomen to prevent myself from wetting in public, but Ryan carried on tickling me relentlessly.
At last, I was no longer able to hold back myself. I released the flood gate as I felt warm stream of urine flooding my already soaked diaper. The diaper was soaked beyond its capacity, my urine started flooding out of my diaper and spread all over my pants. Soon, a noticeable wet patch was formed at my crotch area.
Ryan noticed it and immediately let out a loud laughter.
âHa ha, wearing diaper still can wet your pants! Everyone look at this loser who still wet his pants and wears diapers!â Ryan shouted.
Everyone in the arcade started looking at me and most of them burst into laughters as they noticed the wet patch on my crotch. My face became red from embarrassment, all I wanted was to find a hole and hide in.
âMommy see that man shh shh in his pants. Shame shame.â One toddler boy laughed as he started pointing fingers at me.
That was it, getting mock by a child was the last straw for me. I had enough of Ryanâs sickening game.
âScrew you and your fucking game!â I yelled as I threw the pack of diapers onto Ryan and stormed away.
I made my way to the nearest toilet and striped away the fully soaked diaper before throwing it away.
âFuck this shit!â I rasped, barely able to find my voice. Anguish and too many emotions I couldnât process were squeezing my body so tight I thought my head would explode. A vein throb in my temple. I couldnât decide if I want to roar or cry. I was so mad at Ryan for humiliating me, I donât want to see him ever again.
I made my way back to Ryanâs apartment and started packing all my stuff. All I need was my identification card and I am good to go, far away from Ryan. I started searching the drawer where Ryan usually keeps all his important documents.
While searching, I found a stash of newspaper articles in the drawer. I was wondering why Ryan would keep a bunch of newspapers in the drawer where his important stuff is kept.
The caption of the newspaper article caught my attention immediately.
âFamily horrifically murdered by domestic helper, leaving behind youngest child age 12.â It reads. The article was dated exactly six years ago.
My eyes widen in horror as I saw Ryanâs name appeared in the article. The truth was sliding into the light, everything was making sense now. All this while Iâve been staying at Ryanâs house and I havenât once seen his parents. I can finally understand why Ryan needs my accompany for today so badly.
âShe was the person I trusted the most and yet she took everything away from me.â Ryan said in a low gravelly voice as he entered the room.
âEveryone I cared for will eventually leave me, and now itâs you.â Ryan said, his tone casual but laced with sorrow.
I felt the soft vibration of purr settling into my heart as I can only imagine how much pain this young boy has been through.
Although that didnât justify what he did to me earlier but somehow it made me forgive him instantly. I just want to take him in my arms and shield him from all the pain heâs been going through. I was able to feel for him not because I sympathize him but rather I genuinely care for him. Ryan might have an eccentric temper but deep down I know he cares a lot about me.
âHeyâŚâ I said as I placed my arms around Ryanâs shoulder and gestured him closer towards me.
âIâm⌠Iâm sorry⌠I donât know why I did that to you. I am just so angry, angry at the world, angry at myself!â Ryan yelled as his voice became hoarse from screaming.
âItâs ok I forgive you. I am sorry too, sorry that I didnât know how much you needed me today. I should have accompanied you and be by your side.â I apologized.
âItâs⌠itâs not your fault. You didnât know about itâŚâ Ryan replied as tears flooded the corner of his eyes. He was trying his best to hold back his tears.
âSilly boy, you should have told me. We are supposed to be there for each other through tough times. Thatâs what partners are for, right?â I said as I placed my hand on Ryanâs head and ruffled his hair.
âIâm just afraid to trust anyone again. I hate to make myself vulnerable. I hate that I care for you. I hate it when the people I care for, all leave me in the end!â Ryan cried out as he can no longer control his tears.
However much of an alpha male Ryan is, however tough he portrayed himself as, deep down Ryan is just a young boy who had been through far more than what a 18 years old should go through.
It was time for me to step up and give Ryan the comfort heâs been longing for. Someone who he can relies on and cry his lungs out.
I placed my arms around Ryan and started hugging him tight as he cried his lungs out.
âRyanâŚâ I broke out after a long silence.
Ryan wipes his tears away and looked at me with those leonine eyes of his.
âIâm sorry that you have to go through such a painful past but itâs all over now. I want you to be happy from now on. If I may, will you be willing to let me stay by your side as you learn to trust and love again?â I said as I held onto Ryanâs hand, locking our fingers together.
âI know you deserve someone way better than me to take care of you, but I will do my best and learn to be a better boyfriend.â Ryan said.
âSo, do you want to start being a good boyfriend by helping me clean up this mess?â I said as I pointed to my soiled pants.
âI thought you liked it?â Ryan giggled as he nudges my sides.
âEh, please lor. Your urine stinks ok!â I rebutted.
âYou sure itâs mine and not yours?â Ryan smirked as he flinched my nipples, playfully.
âOi! Iâll make sure I pee on you next time!â I said.
âK la pee boy, come letâs get you washed up.â Ryan said as he started unbuckling my urine-soaked pants. We stripped out of our clothes and entered the toilet together.
What happened next was magical. Ryan started running the tap as he reached his hands out to check on the temperature. Once he made sure the temperature was alright, he held me closer towards him under the running water.
My eyes flickered, in a vague approximation of a flinch, except I didnât move. Not a muscle. I just stood there admiring his lean teenage frame as I watched the water flows down his smooth toned body.
Ryan placed his hand on my chin and lifted my head up, facing him.
He simply watched me with those leonine eyes of his as he noticed how shy Iâve became, his caramel eyes crinkled up and suddenly his lips split open in a wide smile filled with perfect white teeth, and a snort of laughter came out.
âYouâre so adorable do you know that? Ryan said.
I simply blushed as I became self-conscious with Ryan looking at me like that.
Ryan started leaning in a little closer and our foreheads touched. The next thing I knew, Ryan slammed his lips to mine. I hardly had a moment to react as Ryan delved inside my mouth pressingly.
I flinched and then froze under his wet tongue as it pushed into my mouth. Ryan started exploring my mouth with his tongue, sending shivers down my back as he did so.
Ryanâs mouth was not the only part of him thatâs busily working on me. His was fondling his hands on my privates as he attempts to wash me. However, things became very sensational when Ryan slides his hands around my butt crack. He was trying to wash my ass but end up stimulating me.
I had to moved away from Ryanâs mouth as I started moaning uncontrollably.
Ryan smirked at the sight of me moaning to his touch. He lathered his hands with soap and slides them in between my butt crack before using his fingers to playfully swirl around my boyhole.
âTurn around.â Ryan whispered huskily into my ears as he turned me around with my back facing him.
Ryan placed his hands on my back and bent me over as I stretched my hands out on the wall for support.
He continued to slide his fingers in between my butt crack causing me to moan helplessly.
After a period of intense teasing, Ryan removed his hands from my ass and placed them around my hips as he pulled my body closer towards him.
I could feel his massive rock-hard shaft poking onto my ass the moment he did that.
He grabbed hold onto his rock-hard shaft and slides them in between my butt crack.
All the teasing was driving me insane, I was moaning so loudly, my voice started becoming hoarse.
Ryan seems to be enjoying himself watching me moan as he started thrusting his hips against my ass as he slides his shaft around my boyhole.
âAh, just fuck me already!â I broke out breathlessly as I could no longer take the teasing anymore.
âErmm you sure?â Ryan asked hesitantly. His voice seems a little uncertain.
âYes, put your big dick in me please!â I begged, completely unembarrassed at my slutty self.
âI⌠I donât know howâŚâ Ryan stuttered.
I immediately burst out into laughter as I came to realized that my alpha male Ryan, is actually still a virgin.
âHow about you turn around and let me show you how?â I smirked.
âOi, fuck you la!â Ryan rebutted as he gently slaps my ass.
âHa ha, just put it in and the rest will come to you naturally.â I said
âYour asshole so tight can fit meh?â Ryan asked.
âPlease, I took something bigger than yours before.â I smirked.
âAre you taunting me, my little slut?â Ryan said as he placed the tip of his shaft onto my boyhole.
âIâm gonna wreck that ass of yours.â Ryan exclaimed as he started pushing his shaft into my boyhole.
âAh!â I let out a long and loud moan as I felt the opening of my boyhole expanding itself to receive Ryanâs massive meat.
Ryan started moaning out loud as the volume of his moans increased gradually as he entered my boyhole.
I could finally feel the power of Ryanâs massive shaft as it was tearing my tiny boyhole apart.
My moans started turning into soft whimpers as I clenched my teeth tight to prevent myself from screaming out loud.
Ryan noticed that I was in pain and he immediately wrapped his hands around my body, hugging me close to him.
âIs it very pain? Do you want me to take out!â Ryan asked, his tone laced with concern.
âNo! No! Keep it in!â I examined. Although I was in great pain, my slutty self was able to endure it, not till I milked Ryan dry with my ass.
âYou squeeze my hands if pain ok!â Ryan said as he held my hands in his.
I held tightly onto Ryanâs hands and found comfort in his big strong hands. The pain I was feeling from my ass gradually subsides as my boyhole adapted to Ryanâs mass.
After making sure that I was not in pain anymore, Ryan began thrusting his hips further onto my ass. Just when I thought I had already took all of Ryanâs mass in me, I felt more of it penetrating into me. Ryan continued thrusting till his entire length filled me up.
âAh fuck, this feels so fucking nice and warm!â Ryan exclaimed followed by making an animistic moan as he rests his shaft deep in my boyhole.
After getting comfortable in my boyhole, Ryan started thrusting his shaft in and out of me as I clenched onto my ass, wrapping my rectum tightly against Ryanâs shaft, allowing him to get maximum pleasure out of my boyhole.
âWah fuck! This is so fucking shiok omg!â Ryan exclaimed as he started making all sorts of remarks to express how much pleasure he was getting.
It was kind of hilarious watching the teenage boy experiencing his first anal sex but Ryan did not allow me time to mock him. Very soon, Ryan was getting the hang of it and started increasing his pace as he pumped hard onto my boyhole. He got in trance in a matter of seconds and started pounding me hard. The echoes of his balls slapping onto my ass was made audible as he fucked me hard.
I was completely taken over by Ryan as I moaned uncontrollably.
In a matter of time, Ryan was ready to impregnate me.
I felt Ryanâs body twitching violently as he continued thrusting hard against my boyhole.
âAh oh my god! I think Iâm going to cum! Where do I cum?â Ryan exclaimed.
âAh⌠cum⌠in⌠meâŚâ I rasped, barely able to find my voice.
âAh oh my god, Iâm going to shoot ah!â Ryan exclaimed as he gave my boyhole one hard thrust, ejaculating deep into my boyhole.
My boyhole began to feel very warm as Ryanâs boycum flooded me. I could feel pulse after pulse of boycum being shot deep into me.
âDam, virgin boys do cum fastâ I thought to myself as I was hoping to get more out of Ryanâs massive shaft, but I guess thereâs more to cum for me.