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nobody teaches you how to go about life when you didn’t expect to be alive this long

I dont belong here, i dont belong anywhere.. I dont want to be here anymore

"i'd kill for you" okay but would you heal for me?

“i act like things don’t affect me, but in reality, i just process everything alone.”

“i care, just not enough to lose myself again.”

The literal meaning of the word "relationship" is the way in which two people are connected. But if we define it differently - then it's more like a ship, if it sinks, it will sink as a whole, and if it floats it will float as a whole. One part of ship won't tell the other part, "you sink and I won't". No! Whatever happens, happens mutually. Thats what true intimacy means. If you are in a relationship, then your opponent has to be with you, whether you are on the ground or touching the sky, whether you are in your highs or lows. You cannot love your opponent on a conditional basis. If it's true Intimacy, then it's strong else it's a toxic shit that needs to be let go of.

More water. More walks. More honest conversations. Less overthinking. Less proving. Less pretending everything is fine.