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dude i almost got scammed by a bot lmao it looked legit too, i gotta keep my guard up (guys if i ever ask for your bank number its the real me. definitely give me your money)

if i had a button that allowed me to disappear completely without any trace i would press it

worst shit ever just happened. i was in my room getting ready to go out and i heard my sister asking my mom if she thought id actually be able to make a living out of music. mom said no and sighed about how she doesn't know what to do and my sister told her that it's just a phase. i opened the door and told them i heard everything and they apologized(my sister didnt mean it probably) and i genuinely want to kill myself because i realized that no one in my family trusts me. no one belives me and thinks I'm just a stereotypical emo kid who'll end up in the streets if i dont get a proper job as a fit member of society. what the fuck man i want to cry

decided to stop being depressed. i need to care for myself and LOCK TF IN ON MUSIC.

i thought the point of an 'indie band' was that anyone can play music, not just priveliged dumbasses WHAT'S THE POINT IF MY ENTIRE COUNTRY IS MUSICALLY SO DEPRIVED AND I CANT MAKE AN INDIE BAND IF I DONT GO TO COLLEGE AND SHIT?! ITS RIDICULOUS!!!! i should NOT be looking at people playing music freely with friends and feel like THAT's the distant dream i want to accomplish. i should be able to do that. i hate this

just watched the backrooms movie and it LIVED UP TO THE HYPE. it was genuinely terrifying and it was the best horror film i've seen in my life highly recommend to whoever hasent seen it yet (watch it at theaters if you can, the visuals and the audio is insane) KANE PARSONS IS A GENIUS WHAT THE FUCK??????

i feel like whatever i do i always end up hurting people because i'm a piece of shit. maybe it would be better if i just stopped talking to them, eventually i would drift apart and i'd be really lonely but if they don't reach out to me that must mean that i'm not even that big of a priority anyways. it might be the best thing i could do for them