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rip i changed my settings so no one could see the blog except,,,, i forgot how to take that setting oFF
i think i might start this blog back up again. im busy as hell so idk how much ill be able to be here but i miss my muses and you guys
guess whos back. back again. xanders back. tell a friend.
but legit i brought jay back from the stone ages and missed yall so come hmu (please reblog this tho)
I don’t belong much of anywhere. In the rp community, I used to have a place. I used to have friends who wanted to talk to me and didn’t do so just out of pity or need. People were genuinely interested in me, and my characters. I could talk to people easily, and they would talk to me back with just as much ease. But now, as I start to message people, they drift and make it clear they do not want to talk. It’s obvious that they don’t want to talk to me, especially her.
I knew her a long time ago. I have had the same thing happen over and over again with her. We talk, she remembers who I am, we talk some more and then suddenly she doesn’t respond and it gets obvious that she doesn’t wanna talk. We drift. The cycle repeats. This isn’t just one person. This is my fate. This has been my story since I was twelve fucking years old. It’s my fault, though. It’s my fault, obviously, for not keeping in touch. It’s my fault, for thinking we aren’t friends because of subliminal messages. It’s my fault because I think the worst. It’s my fault because I refuse to chase after someone who won’t give me the time of day.
I just get so damn tired. I get tired of looking at the same thing happening over and over again, and I get tired of seeing myself drift and drift and then get blamed for being friendless because obviously I wasn’t trying hard enough. I’m so tired of having people act buddy buddy, and then leave within DAYS. I am tired of thinking I have friends but ending up alone. I’m always alone.
I get tired of logging in and seeing my activity hasn’t changed since weeks ago, and no one cares that I’m gone. I get tired of reblogging meme after meme, ‘like for a starter!’ after another; just to get another blank activity page. I write about my feelings and wanting to quit, and no one even looks. I know that’s selfish, wanting attention for negativity but I can’t even get it for positivity. How am I supposed to react? How am I supposed to feel? I feel used and upset and that nothing pays off. No amount of writing, no amount of happy times can replace this utterly empty and soul crushing feeling I get when this happens. And trust me, it happens so damn often.
I feel like no one cares. I feel like I should leave. I feel like a piece of shit for feeling these things. But, truly, what WOULD anyone care? Who would care if I left? Who would care enough to say something, or even look at me? No one.
The busier I get, the happier I am. I have a job, and I have a nice looking report card, and my extracurricular activities are nice. But this community always holds me back, always holds a piece of my heart and says “you can’t leave”. There is always someone, some thread, some character, holding me back. I can’t say no. I can’t say I am going to leave and then just... Leave.
But I can. I can leave. And I am not going to sit around, feeling as useless as I do all the time. I am not going to wait around and feel like utter horse shit just because I put my faith and heart in people who don’t care. I refuse to let my heart get trampled on by people who don’t even know the ground they are on.
I’m leaving. I might come back. It might be in a few days, under a new name. It might be in a few months. It might be never. I can’t just sit here waiting to feel whole. I can’t make others feel like they need to support me, and I can’t make people want to be with me. I’m not saying sorry. Not to those who have followed me for a long time, who recently followed me, or I had threads with. If you are genuinely interested, you can talk to me and I will give you my alternative. But it will be on my terms.
Thank you, to those who were there from the start and those who came along for the ride. I’ve said my blogs a million times, I’m sure you can find them if you really want to continue following me.
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announcement coming soon. it’s good for me, idk. i’ve put a lot of thought into this, but was writing this diary entry and figured it would be a good exit. it has a lot of my feelings in it. you don’t have to read it. don’t feel obliged to do anything. it’s just as much as an explanation as im going to give. don’t look any further, please. i have my reasons for my post, and you don’t need to know them and i won’t tell.
thanks
when u start feeling replaced but it's ur fault bc u havent done anything lately to be included
hey there guys!!! nowadays these things seem popular, so im going to use one! this is an old revamped blog of my old muse halen talotta! she is much much different that she was before, but please like or reblog this if you would be interested in rp’ing with us! tysm!
hey guys!!! im going to be doing stuff over on my other blog, maukis, today! please follow me over there!
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hey there guys. i dont wanna b a total hardass, but please be honest about your age when someone asks. if someone younger is asking, they might be uncomfortable rp’ing with someone older. they probably have a reason. is it ok to ask what their reason is if they find your age and unfollow? no, its personal. ive had older people lie to me for years (ever since i was 12) about their age and my question was always like. why? why did you feel the need to hide your age if you don’t have an ulterior motive? i've had people way older than me lie to me about it, manipulate me, and then play the “adult” card. as a teenager, that shit is just too much for me. so yes, i do unfollow if i get an older vibe from people. i’m not saying im not going to interact w people older than me, but if i get the same vibe, that is going to be a factor. it’s like if a 40 yr old tried talking to me, a teen, in person. i would act with respect and such but i wouldnt act buddy buddy and stuff. were in two different times in our life, and right now i am supposed to respect but keep my distance from adults. even online.
and if you’re younger and lie about your age, you’re really not helping yourself. i lied about it, because of the pressure to be older and more mature, and it did me nothing. people would find out, and i would get in trouble and it just isn’t worth it. please don’t lie about your age. no one is going to hate you for being twelve or fifteen, or anything like that. and if they do, and try to force you to act older, then bolt because you don’t need someone like that. if someone says they’ll rp with you if you SAY youre one age, leave. if someone sends you nsfw asks/prompts and you notice theyre way older than you, and you feel uncomfortable, don’t answer. but don’t try to tell people you are older than you are.
please keep in mind that some people have preferences, and some people have fears. lying is really easy on this site, but lying about your age doesn’t get you anywhere. please be considerate, and not be mad if someone does unfollow for your age. it is only for their own comfort, and you do not get to make them uncomfortable just for your happiness. ty.
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First Meeting / Icebreakers
“Hi, I’m ______.”
“Oh fuck! Are you okay?”
“Crap! Sorry about that! Wasn’t looking where I was going. Here, I’ll get you a new jacket…”
“Need a ride?”
“How are you?”
“Seems like we’re gonna be stuck on this train for an extra three hours.”
“What’s your name?”
“Thank you.”
“You just saved my life!”
“Move the fuck out of my way.”
“Watch where you’re going!”
“Asshole.”
“Would you like anything?”
“You’re gorgeous.”
“Do I know you?”
“Uh, that’s my spot.”
“Oh, God, sorry! Let me buy you a new one.”
“Is that your dog? He is so CUTE!”
“Here, take my seat. You look tired.”
“Checking in?”
“Can I sit here?”
“May I buy you a drink?”
“I can spot you, if you want.”
“How’d you even get stuck in a locker, anyway?”
“Can you turn it down?! Some of us are trying to sleep!”
“Hi, I’m your new roommate.”
“I think I found your dog. Is he yours?”
“You look cold, take my jacket.”
“Hey, I think the mailman gave me your mail by mistake? [Name], right?”
“You’ve had a guy/girl over every night this week! And you’re really loud! You know how I know? I know because I live below you!”
“So, your kid apparently punched my kid in the face.”
“Bride or groom?”
“Can you switch seats with me? I can’t see!”
“Okay, look, if you’re gonna be airsick, aim the other way.”
“[Sir/Ma'am], if you don’t stop being rude to me, I’m going to give you decaf.”
“Don’t drink that! I saw some guy slip something in there.”
“Hey, is he bothering you?”
“Don’t give up your day job.”
“…Dude, your fly’s down.”
“I think you have the wrong number.”
“I’m [muse’s child]’s teacher.”
“[Muse’s child/younger sibling] was in my yard again!”
“Get out of here! This is my hiding spot!”
“YOUR STUPID MUTT RIPPED UP MY YARD AGAIN!”
“SHUT UP. And learn to stay on key.”
“Good Evening/Afternoon/Morning/Day/Night.”
“Watch where you’re going!”
“Is this seat taken?”
“Here you dropped this.”
“You remind me of someone.”
“Will you be taking this?”
“May I take your order?”
“How are you?”
“You look familiar, have we met before?”
“Be careful next time.”
“Hey, could you help me?”
“Help me!”
“I’m so sorry!”
“Are you alright?!”
“I know we’ve never met, but I think you’re beautiful.”
“I think I may have seen you before…”
“Hey! Watch it!”
“Oh my god are you okay?”
“Have we met…?”
“Were you at that one party?”
“Remember me?”
“I know you don’t know me but I love your shirt.”
“Quick, pretend to look like you’re talking to me.”
“Hey, is that your dog?”
“Service takes forever here.”
“Don’t mean to sound cliche, but do you come here often?”
“I wouldn’t sit there if I were you.”
“This is gonna be a long plane ride.”
“Can you turn that music down?”
“People are trying to sleep!”
“I’m your new neighbor.”
“Is that who I think it is?”
“Be quiet!”
“Is that your son/daughter?”
“I’ve read about you.“
“Are you following me?”
“Hey, watch where you’re going.”
“You look vaguely familiar…”
“I don’t know who you are but you don’t strike me as the trustworthy type.”
“I don’t know what you want but you’d better fuck off before I make you.”
“Sorry but I’m new around here, would you mind giving me pointers?”
“Strange to see a fresh face around here.”
“Hey you. It’s dangerous to be walking around here, you should leave.”
“Do you need help with that?”
“Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?”
“Do I know you? Cause you look a lot like my next girlfriend/boyfriend.”
“See my friends over there? They wanna to know if you think I’m cute.
“Hey handsome/beautiful.”
“You might be new, but you’re looking at the top dog around here.”
“Sorry but I’m not interested in your offer.”
“Are you as cold as you seem or do you always walk around like you own the place?”
“What’s wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“The answer is no by the way, to whatever you’re about to say.”
“Don’t bother, I’m busy.”
“No no no, this can’t be right. You shouldn’t be here.”
“It’s you, isn’t it?”
“Happy to see me again?”
“It’s been so long since we’ve last parted, hm? We have some catching up to do.”
“You looking to start a fight or something?”
“Did you think I wouldn’t notice you watching me?”
“Us meeting wasn’t an accident.”
“Hey hey, no need for that I’d just like to talk.”
“Why the hostility? Do you treat every stranger this way?”
“I see no one has ever bothered to teach you manners.”
“Come with me, no time to explain!”
“Look, you’re in danger. You need to do as I say.”
“Are these guys bothering you?”
“Hey, leave him/her alone!”
“You look tired. Need a ride?”
“Shit shit, are you okay?!”
“Give me your belongings and you won’t get hurt. Sound fair?”
“Well look what the cat dragged in.”
“Never thought I’d see your face again.”
“Are you drunk? Hey, you can’t be walking around like that, be careful!”
“You look like bad news….”
“I hope I’m not being too straightforward, but are you single?”
“Nice to meet you.”
“Hello!”
“Oh! Sorry! I didn’t mean to bump into you!“
“Hey, uh, do you happen to know where a diner is? I’m lost and hungry.”
“You new in town? You have that ‘lost puppy’ look.”
“How are you doing today?”
“Whoa, that’s a really cool jacket/dress/shirt! Where’d you get it?”
“So, my friend and I can’t choose who wins. I need your opinion. Who would win in a fight, cavemen or astronauts?”
“I like your beard.”
“So… about Madonna… how old is too old?”
“Is the line always this long at this coffee shop?”
“Did you know… -insert random fact your muse would say here-”
“Do you know where the nearest coffee house is? I’m in desperate need of a pick me up.”
“On a scale of 1 to 10, how likely would me landing a date with you be…”
“Can I buy you a drink?”
“Mind if I join you?”
“I know it’s super weird to approach strangers, but I think I’d disappoint myself if I didn’t at least say hello while I had the chance.”
“You know that look indoor cats get when they finally escape the house, then immediately regret it? That look is written all over you face right now… You okay?”
hey guys so i started school today and??? if these classes go by how much hw i got today idk if i will be on here much LOL
underage!!! smut!! is not!! cool! or! sexy!!! its illegal!!!
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❝ oh! do you want that teddy? ❞ vivien crouched next to the child, smiling as he pointed to the animal they were looking at. vivien didn’t know where their parents were, but... this kid was cute and way too young to be here alone. ❝ would you like me to buy that for you, hm? ❞
centerstriked.
a ride ? which would mean he owed this guy a debt ? kai’s immediate response is no. the word is on the tip of his tongue. but time was of the essence. he had to go home to help start dinner. if he couldn’t hail a cab ——– okay. okay. compromise. slap on a smile. put on the charm. ‘ yeah sure. that’d be great, ambrose. the name’s kai. do you know the flower shop on third street ? you can drop me off there if it’s not too much trouble. ‘
❝ oh, cool! nice to meet you, kai! the flower shop? hmmm, i think so! d’you live near there? it’s no trouble at all! oh, here! ❞ he opened the passenger side to his car, a beat up truck by the name of frank. it looked like hell, but rode nice enough for him. ❝ the passenger seat belt is a bit wonky, but toggle it and it should click! ❞ after saying this, he got into the drivers side and ( after a few tries ) started the car.
