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Hi! Just wanted to write this introduction post since I'm planning on actually posting here on this blog more often instead of just reblogging posts. I have no idea how to write introduction posts so expect this post to get edited a lot (if tumblr will let me)
My name is Illyia M Gotoh (she/it), I'm a 19 year old trans lesbian living in Western Australia. I'm a whimsical and silly brainrotted girl dog thing. I'm unemployed, but I'm a writer and I'm currently working on my RPG inspired Visual Novel, "HIMESEN" :D
Important info about me:
I'm currently living in an extremely abusive and rapidly worsening household; I'm not going to traumadump on my tumblr but sometimes I will talk about it when relevant. Any help is appreciated but for the most part I'll be okay!
I've got a lot of disabilities, if you want a list I have Autism, ADHD, DPD, mobility issues, some kind of tic disorder (probably Tourette's), PTSD, General Anxiety, and body dysmorphia. Most of them won't really impact my posts but the Dependant Personality Disorder (DPD) is sometimes quite hard to manage since every interaction I have with someone can be stressful, so please be patient if I sometimes say or do strange things <3
My interests:
I'm named after the game Rune Fencer Illyia, which you can currently wishlist on steam and the epic games store; it's a cute metroidvania where you play as a young girl named Illyia searching for her twin sister! (it's actually peak)
I'm super super super super into bocchi the rock (I am also named after it, so, kind of a given). I know a lot of the songs on guitar and I'm collecting the manga
here's a list of some other stuff I'm super into
Celeste (best time I've gotten was 39 minutes on Any%)
Guilty Gear
Horror as a whole, it's very queer and I'm a huge fan
Resident Evil and other survival horror games
UT:DR
Being a huge lesbian I love women they're so pretty (waow...)
HIMESEN:
HIMESEN is an RPG inspired Visual novel that I am currently Developing!
HIMESEN is a story about a Himesen, a mage with chronic pain who uses a wheelchair, who lives with her caretaker in a tall tower deep in the enchanted forest. One day, her caretaker goes missing and Himesen ventures out with the assistance of a party of heroes, on a quest to find out what happened to her caretaker. But some of the people that Himesen is forced to travel with on her quest aren't as heroic or nice as they claim to be...
Currently I'm very early into development and I haven't created anything for the actual game yet, but I am hoping to begin the actual development this year once I've written more of the story (currently I've written about 25% of the story)
Conclusion:
uhhhh in conclusion...... >_< Like my posts pls I'll give you $0 if you do :3
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Recently, a lot has happened in my life. The most notable thing is that has happened is that I am being kicked out of my parents house due to my disabilities and their unwillingness to accommodate for them, so I am homeless for the 3rd time in my life as of today. It sucks but at the very least it means that I'll be able to return to my game testing, I'll be be able to start focusing on my youtube channel, I'll be able to finally start development of Himesen (of which the story coming along quite nicely, and I've gotten lots of very very enthusiastic feedback from people I've shown it to), and most importantly: I finally, for the first time in my life, will have escaped my abusive parents.
but one of the many unfortunate things that have come from this, is that I've been unable to bring my beloved guitar with me, and I'm being forced to give it to a guy (not a family member) who is very very transphobic and has threatened to assault me over it
I have made a few. adjustments to the guitar though, just to make sure that he will like it ^-^
I also made some adjustments to the action, the truss rod, and the wiring ^-^
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*test driving a car with the salesperson in the car with me* hey do you mind if i test the sound system with my music?
yeah sure go ahead
*connect my mp3 player*
*song starts and the vocals are clearly my voice*
i love crashing my car, crashing the car i'm driving is my favourite, the only thing i love more than crashing cars is crashing cars with other people in the car with me
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much like kikuri I also have a happiness spiral to avoid having to worry about my real world issues but instead of drinking alcohol I just periodically microdose watching my little pony friendship is magic (and drink alcohol)
went out with friends today in my white ass neighborhood and a bunch of teenage boys were harassing us because I dress like a cartoon character and my friend dresses like a wolp (with a tail and everything, waow) and they were all taking photos of us and shoudting at us, and then this guy came up behind us, held out his hand as to stop them, and very loudly said
STOP! that's a they them. LEAVE. THEM. ALONE!!!!!
and they were trying to make fun of us, but it was so funny we genuinely stopped caring about anything they said because there's no way they can recover after that one
I'm a trans girl who hangs around a lot of extremely hot goth women; all of my friends are either goth, emo, punk, or some variation of alt, and they all dress in extremely dark colours. They're all also very hot which like oh god I'm a lesbian. I dress in extremely bright colours, I own a rainbow shirt like this one, I own those overalls, I also have a giant rainbow lollipop and a propeller hat, and I look GOOD in them when this outfit comes together, so whenever I'm out with friends I stick out so so much, which my friends love since they think it's cute. I bring the lollipop and the propeller hat with me everywhere though, because I have a long running bit where every time I meet someone I try to convince them to wear the hat and hold the lollipop and let me take a picture of them in it so that I can add it to my collection. I have an album on my phone filled with a bunch of goth women wearing propeller hats and holding giant rainbow lollipops
Here's a photo of me dressed as Bocchi while wearing it as a treat for everyone
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