Not gonna lie.
I came into season 6 CONVINCED af. Convinced that this final season would be their love story. Convinced that weād get to see Kevin realize his love for Madison on his own. Convinced that weād finally get to see the pair of them for real. And after tonightās ep⦠I was left very discouraged.
But then I went back to THIS
I studied this scene for what felt like the 48th time. Two things struck me:
1 - Kevin says, āI am a 45 year old manā¦ā Forty-five. Now I donāt know what exact age the Big Three are at the start of s6, but Iām pretty sure 45 is at LEAST 2 years away. Ok thatās a lot of time. So much can happen in 2 years. This season has only been about 6 months. Sooooo itās not like whatever is happening now is permanent.
2 -āI told you twelve times this morningā¦ā.
I told you twelve times this morning.
āØI told you twelve times this morning ⨠With all the female clothes and makeup products in Kevinās room⦠how could Madison communicate that often without waking up in the same room as him?? Ok, itās her. I donāt buy it any other way, it just doesnāt make sense for her to say that if theyād just been texting. No, she told him herself in person. Cuz they shared a room. Cuz theyāre sleeping together. Cuz theyāre married.
I love the This Is Us writers. I do. But I donāt like the mental games theyāre playing. They really got me tonight. They really got me worried about Elijah. Iām exhausted. I cant wait any longerrrrr.
How are you holding up? Have you lost hope? Are you an unwavering firm Kevinson believer? Iād love to know.






















