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This blog explores darker writing themes, so if you're not a fan, DNI! Block me if need be...If you're a minor, DNI!
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What might you expect in this blog?
I'm experimenting with more taboo topics so this list will increase with time!
At the moment, what I've explored: Non-con/dub-con, CNC, somnophilia, kidnapping, humiliation, primal play, bondage, stalking, voyeurism, age-gaps, piss kinks, rough sex, choking, unhealthy power imbalance, taboo relationships (student x teacher), degradation kink, fauxcest/stepcest...
What not to expect?
This list will grow with time, since I'm not really sure what I'm not into...
At the moment: scat, gore, underage/illegal age gaps....
Currently not accepting requests! ❌
Senku Ishigami Masterlist
Xeno Wingfield Masterlist
Misc.
Status Key:
🐝-Means I'm a busy bee, or beezy (beezy=busy...It's lame, I know). Not active on Tumblr due to personal matters (college, work, etc.) Typically means I'm not going to be active for a while (days, weeks, who knows)
🐱-I'm lounging around like a cat, and I'll post randomly.
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I had this rough idea for a series/fic, still revolving around older men ( I can't help myself) for StanXeno!!!
I was thinking of a fic that changes POV every chapter. Like one chapter is Stanley's and the other Xeno's. But the storyline of the fic is that Stanley and Xeno have been in a relationship for a while, but they're having issues. Things are getting stale, and they always seem to argue every other day. Without the other knowing, they go to a bar after a long day of work (the other not there), where they unwind, get a drink, and start making small talk with the bartender.
One day Xeno vents to the bartender, and the other day it's Stanley. While venting, the bartender gives advice to both Xeno and Stanley without realizing that their regulars are each other's partners.
I was thinking of it being some sort of comedy and slightly angst fic. If I get around to writing it, it would be one of the few works that isn't x reader!!
I could never find your favourite out of Stanley and Xeno lol. Your content is pretty balanced, what's your actual biased thoo??
WHAAAA?!?!?! REALLY??? I felt like I've mentioned wanting Xeno to creampie and breed me like a bazillion times!!!
Xeno, Xeno, Xeno....MY MAN, MY MAN, MY MANNNNN!!!!!!
If I could have one wish, it would be for old man Xeno to be real and knock me up.
I actually don't care much for Stanley, which surprises me. I thought I would be more into him, but it's like meh! If I were as passionate about Stanley as I was about Xeno, I would've written so many StanXeno x reader fics by now. But Stanley is growing on me, so maybe....
kind of random but i read a hentai recently that i thought you might like? it reminded me of the teacher student one i think you mentioned awhile back
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OOOO!!! That's a good one!!! Hehehe, I like how you read a hentai and thought of me 🥹 We're all just gooners here!!!
Since we're on the topic of hentai....I HATE HOW AI HAS INVADED MY GOON MATERIAL!!! LIKE THERE WAS A HENTAI MADE ENTIRELY OF AI?!?! Or even AI translations that don't make sense?!?! UGHHHH!!!!
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I finally decided to have a dedicated Ao3 account for this blog instead of continuing to publish my works under anon!
Do I delete my old works and reupload them under the new acc? Or just reupload them and keep the old works floating around under anon as well??? Or just reupload the ones that are still going to receive updates??? EEKKKK I'm not sure!!!
I need classes to start again. I can't write without the stress of exams on my back. I write under pressure. I keep switching between my WIPs, but nothing I write feels right. I'm overthinking what I write.
With all this free time, I've been doing some reading and art! I've already tripled the number of books I finished last year (it was one)!
So far I've read:
Acts Of Desperation
Lolita
My Dark Vanessa
Two Can Play
Currently reading or on tbr:
White Nights and Other Stories
Fermata
Annie Bot
I've always been doing some rp with my mutual!!! To get the creative juices pumping!!!! RP is soo much fun!!!!
Anyways, I don't know when I'll upload any fics?!! I've been trying, but I seriously don't like anything I'm writing. I've rewritten ch.2 of Off the Menu like 7 times already. I'm stuck at 2.5K words. I know what I want for chapter 2, but I'm just not writing it how I envision it!!!
I'll try to complete some requests, cuz the last yap session helped me loosen myself up. If y'all want, sneak peeks of any of the works I have, lmk! I'm like at 1.7K words on the StanXeno x reader smut fic. But I'm also thinking of doing a non-con drabble smut fic of StanXeno chasing after the reader...
I still haven't watched the ending of dcst...IF I DON'T FINISH IT, IT NEVER ENDS!!!
I got these done 2-3 weeks ago?? And I took this photo a week after I got them done, so you can see some of the polish chipping :(
I googled Xeno nails and got inspo for Xeno's Xs (Thumb and middle) and the white stripes (pinky) on my nails! I didn't want a simple black for my pointer and ring fingers, like most inspo pics showed, so I decided to go with chrome/silver for them as a nod to Xeno's claws!
My hand looks so weird in this!!! I can't pose my fingers for the life of me!
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I've been a fan of you for a few months now and you're one of the person who inspired me to make and share my own blog! I love your smuts soo much and I really wanna write my own one as well.
Right now I have one completed smut but I'm lowkey struggling on my second one😓 Do you have any specific tips for writing them??
Like I feel so awkward just describing the moment, everyone told me to focus on the sensation but how am I supposed to do that when I don't even know what the characters are doing 🥹🥹
Honestly, my biggest advice is to become a gooner. Sounds silly, but I think it works. Believe it or not, I'm the biggest virgin there is, but I manage to write smut decently cuz I'm a gooner!
Consume smut! Read how they describe actions and the vocabulary they use! I think most of the time, writing smut scenes isn't just about describing what they're doing to each other, but about how the characters feel. Which leads us to the next reason to become a gooner!
Read hentai and/or watch porn. Don't know what the characters are doing? Visualize it! It helps describe the scene when writing! Like, describe how cum runs down their thighs, and how the character can feel its warmth as it runs down! It allows you to visualize things you might not have thought of before, to describe them! Honestly, visualizing it would def help with focusing on the sensation, because then you know the parts of the body that are affected to describe! Does that make sense??
Also, reading/watching smut will give you new ideas of kinks, positions, and sometimes plots!
It's very normal to feel awkward writing/describing smut! I was like that at first too! I kept whining to my mutual, " Why does writing smut feel so cringe/weird?" and eventually that feeling went away. Trying new things will always make us uncomfortable, but the more you write, the easier it gets!
I REALLY HOPE THIS HELPS YOU!!! I REALLY WANT TO HELP, but I genuinely feel like I'm the worst when it comes to advice!! But this is quite literally what I do, cuz I'm a virgin and therefore have no experience in being bred, but reading hentai/smut helps me!!!
Just wanted to say that you're art is sooo amazing!
I have recently hit a pretty bad artblock and can't motivate myself or find inspiration to go back to my devious little sketches. Movies are usually the way that motivates me the most.
Got any recommendations? They can be dark if that's what you're into
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Awww nooo!! Not a case of artblock!!! Ugh, hate that for you! I hope it goes away soon! I absolutely adoreee your drawings!
Movies recs...I actually don't want many movies, unfortunately. The movies I can name off the top of my head that I've watched recently are: The Secretary, Look Back (def watch), Oppenheimer, and Chainsaw Man! I enjoyed each of these movies for different reasons!
Not a movie, but I've been recommending this anime, Smoking Behind the Supermarket with you!!! I absolutely loved it, and some scenes just remind me of how I imagine pathetic old man Xeno!
Sorry I couldn't be much help! I'm more of a song person when it comes to inspiration!
I was originally going to turn the sketch into a watercolor piece, but I got so into it that I don't want to mess it up! But gosh, adding the red hues to the sketch... so tempting!!!
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So like, Senku writes his name on just about EVERYTHING so I was thinking "would he be the possessive type???" Imagine for whatever reason Senku gets jealous of someone/something for whatever reason and gets possessive over reader??? It's a tame request so feel free to add anything you like but If you've written something like this this, please ignore this!!
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Warning: Mean!Xeno, marking, scratching, mentions of blood, dacryphilia, fingering...
A/n: Eek! I hope this is good! I always overthink requests! Like, did I read/interpret the request right?!?! Is this what you want!?!?
Xeno would never admit it outright; he's too proud to admit that something as trivial as jealousy could possess him. Unlike Senku, who would mark himself on just about anything on you, Xeno keeps you like a bird in a cage. He can't keep his hands to himself, digging those metallic claws into your waist as he presses himself against you from behind, whispering blame at you.
"You were laughing awfully hard…what was so funny?"
When Xeno is jealous, his voice deepens, grows raspier, and becomes even more sarcastic. His eyes are a strange blend of cold and teasing, often staring down at you as he lifts your chin with one of his metallic fingers.
He follows you like a shadow, sending death glares to anyone who dares look your way. He always seems to find a way to keep his hand on you—on your waist, lower back, shoulder, or resting his arm on the top of your head. He needs a way to claim you without saying it out loud.
Sure, you can let some time pass, and his jealousy would dissipate, but an even faster way is hard, mean sex. The way he marks you is the redness and puffiness of your eyes as your tears trinkle down your streaking face—the skin of it raised from his claws digging meanly in, agitating the skin. He talks cruelly in your ear, and it's nothing but degrading and belittling words to trinkle more tears as you accept your supposed faults.
He loves to hear how you whimper and whine as the pointed tips of his claws drag across your skin, and the moan you tried to suppress when he digs hard enough that blood trails after his touch. He leaves the mark of an X across your cheek and right above your pubic region.
Once the jealousy has seeped out of his system, he licks the marks he's left on you, pressing kisses to your skin as he praises you for being so good for him. Those mean metallic claws of his lie beside him while you writhe on his lap, and his fingers plunge inside you.
"Darling, you know I love you, right?"
A/n: Gosh, I love Xeno!! I actually got Xeno-themed nails done a week or so ago, I love to see his X on my fingers!!
I hadn't even realized in my sleepy state I forgot to turn on anon asks... Seeing your notification pop up that you answered my ask scared the literal Christ out of me holy shit
And dw, you didn't sway me! I've just been loving xeno more and thought now would be a good time teehee
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Whoops! Do you want me to delete that ask to save your anonymity?
Ok good! I'm sure I'll fall back in love with Senku, but at the moment I'll cherish the time being squeezed between Xeno and Stanley! Lowkey tho...I love Xeno more than I love Stanley 🫣
