angel

my family might stop financially supporting me (outed) (horrifically) (like Shane & Ilya style) (but with less clothes on) and my income does not cover food and housing yet so if anyone has somewhere I can stay for a little in or near chicago or advice on situations like this plz let me know 😭 I have 0 savings and I don’t start my job until Thursday & I won’t get paid until even later so I’m really not sure what to do. I’m pushing moving out as far off as I can but it’s a volatile situation and idk what to do. any help is so appreciated.

And it’s like angel why did you let yourself become so reliant and in such a precarious situation? I don’t know 😭 I wanted that degree I used all my savings partying in Spain and I couldn’t get a job in Spain because I barely had residency. like okay oops

I have to call my parents after being outed and them seeing me making out w a woman in a hot tub AND having to pay $1200 for the hot tub cleaning fee bc I spilled alcohol in there 🫩🫩 like OK just spit balling I could ask them to just help pay for my housing for a few months so that I can have enough money to move out on my own because if I move out right now, I am kind of fucked. I really don’t want to beg just to go live with them and go back to acting now that the seal is broken so to speak. like they will want me to make up for it in a way and I really don’t want to.

I definitely do have psychic abilities though but it’s just not relevant to my life right now

angel you’re being crazy again

“your value is not dictated by your weight” “your value is not dictated by your education” well then what IS it dictated by i need a number here 😭😭😭😭

okay we will deal with the problem tomorrow on more than 3 hours of sleep and 100% sober🙏🙏 thank u to everyone who has been so kind it rly means a lot

I’m about to start listening to lil peep again it’s literally that serious

🙋‍♀️ I did call my ex on the way home from the bar the day after breaking up with her to tell her how lonely I am since the breakup. so like in case you were wondering what emotional terrorism ive been inflicting on the world.

mandy milkovich was so real I need a gay boyfriend rn