lulu

I waited for you, just for you to end up choosing someone else.

I was always yours, but you were never mine.

no matter what, i constantly get excluded, maybe i should just give up on trying to be worth anything to people

when is it gonna end I’m tired

In the most positive way, I think I've lived for too long—seen too much, felt too deeply, and now, everything feels unbearably heavy, like I was never meant to last this long and carry all of this.

The emptiness is consuming me, must I really suffer so much?

realizing you were never actually loved by someone who acted like they did has to be top 3 worse feelings

life is so exhausting. happiness never lasts.

I don’t like this life can I leave pls?

some days i feel like i never have enough time, other days I stare at my ceiling waiting for the days to pass me by, hoping I can sleep a bit longer to speed up the waiting, the constant agony of wanting to be anywhere but the present

the guilt of the past and the fear of the future is enough to have me grounded to this horrible spot forever

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

and right when you think you’re getting better, it all goes to shit.

Sometimes I wish the ground would open up and swallow me whole; I feel like that’d be a great way to go