Ok y'all. I just watched the Twilight movies for the first time (I read all the books when they originally came out and saw Breaking Dawn pt 2 in theaters just to see how badly they pulled off Resume's aging process) and I am obsessed all over again 😖 So then of course I read Midnight Sun (which said the age range for readers was 12-18 so I was ATTACKED). Now all I want to do is binge the movies every day, re-read all the books, and laugh at Cullen Family memes. I avoided the films for so long cuz I didn't want the adaptation to change how I pictured everything but I finally gave into curiosity and now my Twilight phase has revived like Spanish Flu Edward. There's something so charming and hilarious about this series once your frontal lobe is fully formed and you're no longer swooning over every move Edward makes. I guess it's nice to rediscover something that brought you joy after years of constant joyless responsibilities (I may have ignored my homework and bills for 4 straight days while watching/reading oops). Also apparently with a clear head after all this time I'm actually Team Jacob??(15-year-old me is shook). And it is very unsettling watching him fawn over Bella while knowing this time around it's just cuz he feels an attachment to one of her eggs 🤦♀️ Anyway, here I am in my late 20s with a secret Twilight blog so my main blog doesn't get overrun while I admire RPatz in blue tint and laugh at Bella's total lack of fashion sense (I don't care that it was 2005, there is no excuse to wear a brown turtleneck). Please be my friend and tell me I'm not alone
























