I'm so tired of being a burden. I ruin everything I touch and everything I'm a part of. I can't keep living like this. I can't keep living in the cycle of being the worst part of everyone's life. If I was gone he would be so much happier. He wouldn't have a disgusting burden to drag him down. Fuck I wish I was dead. I'll probably need to make it happen soon. He'll be happier once I'm gone. He'll realize he could do better. I'm just a leech on him anyway.




























