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It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere
i'm too afraid to talk about suicide to any person in authority irl precisely because of this. it's literally "you wanna kill yourself? get sent to this death-proof place indefinitely until you say you got better!" and it's fucking horrible
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It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere
My friend really changed once she became a vegetarian
its like ive never seen herbivore
The worst-sounding piece of advice I've ever been given that does actually work is to frame your health concerns as coming from someone close to you, whom you do not believe. Tell your doctor that you've been having pain and your mom/friend/partner thinks it might be an ovarian cyst, but you don't think so because the pain is much more intense and it has to be something else. This gives your doctor an unseen third party to fight instead of you. They can't just tell this third party, who isn't present, that you pulled a muscle, they now need to prove to this third party that it is not an ovarian cyst.
At which point they will find an ovarian cyst, but they now get whatever fucked up satisfaction they derive out of proving you wrong, because you didn't believe it could a cyst at all, but guess what? They did find a cyst! It's such a good thing you didn't listen to your intuition and came to them to verify your lay diagnosis from that third party! Bonus? Doctor doesn't have to feel like they look stupid in front of a patient, which is really what all this is about. Not your health, why would you think your medical diagnosis is about your health? It's obviously about a doctor's potential ego.
And apparently this works. Apparently you just need to be able to always play 4D chess with your medical professionals in order to find an avenue of advocating for yourself and getting you medical needs met. Isn't that great?
I hate it here, actually.
Marxism is about changing the current state of things in practice, not about mental masturbation. this is why liberal institutions view Marxism-Leninism with such hostility. it's fine to teach sophisticated seeming versions of Marxism in the university when they're detached from revolutionary practice. it's fine to give their authors air time on your shows or write ups in your magazines. the same goes with platforming anti-communist socialists who condemn Marxism-Leninism, and with it all the countries in the world that have made significant steps towards building socialism. the construction and reproduction of this compatible left by liberal institutions is a powerful weapon for making sure that imperial core socialists are anti-communist, and are detached from practices that actually threaten to overthrow capitalist rule. don't fall for their bullshit when Marxism-Leninism is right there
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"yes, i know western media lied about iraq, cuba, vietnam, china, palestine, libya, pakistan, yemen, and somalia, but north korea?? no way, impossible!! they would NEVER lie about north korea!! this is the one time they are absolutely accurate and telling the truth!!!"
that's how most of you sound.
the strawmen have helpfully showed up in the notes to make the point
The most racist losers alive are in the notes posting links to youtube horror channels as proof that the CIA propaganda is true
Heard a car horn today that was tuned to a fifth. Fucked up, kinda delightful
I want people to understand how jarring this was. Most car horns are either a single tone or two tones somewhere in the neighborhood of a minor third apart:
Pretty normal rush hour sounds, yeah? But this thing sounded something like this:
Fucked up! Didn't even realize it was a car horn at first, I didn't know what the fuck it was! It was weird as hell!
unexpected sounds can really shift your whole perception of a space.
the fact that it's even lower than the other ones wtf
I'm starting to job search for the first time since 2020 out of necessity for survival, but I'm realizing I have a HUGE issue with not only customer service (anxiety gets so bad it triggers speech loss AND narcolepsy episodes, lmao), but *especially* authority figures. Like 98% of the issues i had at / the reason i quit past jobs was bc of the people in charge of me. I hate that i have to ask permission or run thru a chain of command to do otherwise simple tasks i can knock out in 15min. I hate seeing the people "in charge" sit on their ass and boss and jerk us around and having to suck it up or risk my employment. I hate that I am expected to drop things or change my schedule on a whim to cover someone else, and that it looks bad on me when I have to say "actually, no, I can't do that."
But i also don't want to BE the guy in charge, y'know? I want to just be the little rat in the walls that barely anyone sees/talks to, gets their shit done, and leaves. Every job I've ever had stresses and frustrates me so much on a daily basis my mental health starts to dive after a few months.
I LIKE working. It's not a "don't tell me what to do" thing, I don't mind getting a to-do list and being sent on my way. I just hate the bureaucracy that surrounds work. It's something that viscerally does not mesh well with the way my brain functions.
I know there's not really any advice to give on a systemic issue like this but i guess. Does anyone, blogger or follower, have tips & tricks on how to at least *cope* better with it? Or how to advocate for myself better when I can barely speak? It's so difficult and has led to me being taken advantage of and/or bullied at work, again, at basically every job I've ever had. I'm not officially diagnosed bc of discrimination/other issues, so it's not exactly reasonable for me to ask for accomodations for a condition I can't "prove" I have to a potential employer. I just kinda have to deal with being seen as "that guy" everyone thinks is weird and annoying and insists upon certain things for "no reason" (even tho I'm chronically struggling to seem friendly and Never A Problem For Anyone Ever, lmao). Even when I THINK I'm doing a good job at masking, I've spoken to old coworkers after months of getting to know them, and learning it wasn't doing shit to hide this strange obtrusive energy I guess I give off that NT folks seem to have a fucking 6th sense for.
(god sorry im rambling. I think i just want to know if anyone else feels this way??? Like it can't just be me right??)
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Hey Nonny. I can tell you that I 100% understand this feeling. Now, I do work full-time with a boss... and 98% of my stress comes from her. Because it grates on me. I do not like being told what to do outside of a general task. I need time to think, plan and execute the task. Micromanaging me just makes me anxious and angry.
And I've also had people below me and I suck at that, too. I do not like confrontation and I don't delegate tasks very well. Just let me do it!
And yes, I think I'm excellent at masking...until coworkers tell me I'm rude, or saying the wrong things etc.
And I'm very sure lots of followers experience similar things.
And just for funnsies: many (not all) autistics very much struggle with positions of authority.
Autistic people perceive authority differently, which is seen in children and adults and when they are supposed to respect authority or assu
holy shit i stutter so badly in debates when i feel like the person i'm talking to's speaking in bad faith because the suspicion that they are makes my brain panic and go "oh shit they must be another authority figure that will deny you your voice"
your weird obsession with moral purity is degrading your critical thinking skills and poisoning your ability to empathize with other people btw
your weird obsession with moral purity is degrading your critical thinking skills and poisoning your ability to empathize with other people btw
dialectical materialism's the antidote to all this btw. no more dogma, instead you do things in a scientific manner based on material impact to determine how to help people. i love dialectical materialism :D
your weird obsession with moral purity is degrading your critical thinking skills and poisoning your ability to empathize with other people btw
your weird obsession with moral purity is degrading your critical thinking skills and poisoning your ability to empathize with other people btw
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Welp, you asked for it (and i wanted to make it!) more togore because i actually love him now
Togore design by @chapstickkkkk !
TW: TRANSPHOBIA, MISGENDERING, AND CURSING
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drawing him 5 billion times to make up for getting even a tiny bit suspicious of him in previous chapters
Rodion Raskolnikov. Brush marker.
