Guardian Wolf 🐺

I am tired....gotta keep pushing but in all honesty that's really all i have to say....im tired also in all honesty its been a while since I've been on tumblr and idk how i feel bout this tumblr change....mah ill deal with it

Why am i so angry? Why am i so frustrated? Why is this so hard? Why does my brain love playing tricks on me into thinking people can change when i know they won't? Why the hell does it bother into tormenting me for so much longer? Why can't i get over this crap embedded into my mind? Why can't i get it out of my head? Why can't the dreams stop? Why do i feel like a loser? Why does life fucking hate me? WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY WITH THE ONE I LOVE?!😡😭💔

Just fuck people man just fuck em....if those r the people that ruined part of who u r then fuck them....they don't deserve shit, they dont deserve forgiveness, they deserve a smack in the face and for them to rot in a prison so for the amount they damaged me to think about how many people they r willing to ruin for the rest of their life for most of the shit they did and not you....fuck them 😢😡😭💔 Congrats....you broke me

I honestly feel like a loser because i feel like I've lost my mind because of everything going against me.is like my pack turning away from me and im.becoming a lone again.....I cant give up tho but no matter how.i try i feel miserable i feel like there isnt a world for me anymore and i don't want to stress her out knowing what stuff comes into my mind and screws me up entirely.....i wanna say to people who r just screwed up just don't give up.....dont give up ever cuz there's so much more living in this life not the next but here right now ik u can accomplish things but don't lose ur mind.....not like me ~🐺 hangin on cant lose have too much to live for......

Let pain and problems go away from each other darkness diminish pls so we can finally live in peace

There r people who hate me for some actions I've done and I admit them and try to make up for them as best as possible. The people I love and treat me with respect I respect them, but to people who think they know me and say that im this horrible person then fine. Some would say "I know who you are or Ive known you for a long time" is such a load of bullcrap. You don't know me...you don't know anything about what I even feel about anything about all.of what's happening around me, so I don't know why you can pull this kind of crap, treat me like crap when I never did anything to actually harm you.....im as human as you and if u don't like the way I act then find.....to those who wanna know how im truly feeling....i don't feel too good at all.....everything is eating me up inside and if anyone wants to talk about anything and if they're feeling like crap then im here.....just cuz im dealing with my own fair share of bull doesn't mean I can't help another out. In fact, it gives me more reassurance that I am a good person in my eyes and that im helpin another person out with good intention.... Thx to people who stood by me and have a good one. Loves to all 💗 🐺

If you guys are a big fan of airsoft then check out this dude named Dutch. Im really getting into airsoft here and i really want to try it out someday. If this catches ur interest, I encourage u to watch this guy playing airsoft against six players. EENNNJOOOOYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!😋

To people i have upset and to people who have some sort of hatred towards me, I just want to say I'm sorry.....I'm sorry for everything I've done and i never ever meant it...i hope things can get better or at least reach a compromise in the future between us....I'm so sorry.....

You ever get the feeling that you wanna go back in time and just fix what you did friggin wrong???? Well truth is we all wish that but we can't, but it's okay to feel that way. Sure it hurts and it was f'd up, but how you know your a good person is that you at least feel guilt and or sadness from something terrible you have done. Truth is, I'm not perfect and neither is anyone else. The best solution is to move on and hope fot a better future...

Okay then????