what do you feel about transubstantiation?

i dont want to write anymore but i gotta. man i gotta.

i feel its easy to imagine people being drawn into dennis because of his gregariousness and exciting rock and roll star life but really i think he was so gentle and calming and really made anyone he was with feel listened to and like they belonged. which is why he was evil and sucked lmao!!!

brian being big brother to the beach boys (and murry as their collective father), looking for younger friends since his teenage years so he could "make sure they would look up to [him]", preferring much younger girls, his fraternal/romantic attachment to the rovell sisters. seemingly the main relationship he sought out was the one he couldn't actually fulfill with his real younger brothers, from not feeling close with them in childhood and being degraded and emasculated by their father, being jealous of dennis for his adult masculinity and sexuality (allegedly one of brians high school girlfriends ended up with eyes for dennis), losing his band to carl and later on being humiliated by him when it came to forcing him out of the band and into treatment. big brother to the world but not to the ones who mattered most!

brian didnt even become "weird" bc of his decline he was always like that. in high school everyone was like "there was clearly something wrong with him like he was not a normal kid" because he would hike up his pants and stick his butt out or say random things or break out singing very loudly or cry a lot or couldn't drive. but everyone found him so pitifully cute and sweet he was Most Popular Boy On The Football Team.

some guy on instagram who randomly follows me for beach boys posts (i basically use instagram stories as a second blog to maintain my reputation amongst irls as weird and unlikable) and he loves to get in my dms to fight on behalf of mike love and summer in paradise. can't stress enough that im the beach boys incest person please leave me alone

the traumatic brother drama between brian/dennis/carl distracts us from all the petty gay drama between al/mike/bruce