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โ itโs up to you how it plays out. โ ย
โ in the end, it all lies with you. โ ย
โ your decision is the final one. โ ย
โ this will not happen unless you clear it. โ ย
โ we know youโre a fucking grass. โ ย
โ youโre a fucking dead man! โ ย
โ thanks for the tea. โ ย
โ you stand like a hard-man, donโt ya? โ ย
โ this ainโt no fucking street fight no more, kid. โ ย
โ donโt you fucking move. โ ย
โ donโt you ever fucking bring it here. โ ย
โ do you fucking understand me? โ ย
โ just keep them away from the vitals. โ ย
โ youโll have to be okay with your own company for a bit. โ
โ the mug you want will be off-guard. thatโs the time to take him. โ
โ was it worth it? โ ย
โ you just gotta decide early on on what type of cunt you wanna be. โ
โ i ainโt a funny cunt. โ ย
โ i deserve to be here and by the sounds of it, so do you. โ
โ weโre not animals. โ ย
โ look out for me and iโll look out for you. โ ย
โ you come at me with your aggression, you come at me with your bottle, you have to fuck me off, otherwise iโm gonna come on, and iโm gonna end you. โ
โ i will stab the shit out of you until you stop moving. โ
โ this is your doing. โ ย
โ i couldnโt care less how he feels about that. โ ย
โ i will lock you up for the fucking peace, do you hear me? โ
โ this is a way of life. i chose it, i live it and i accept it. โ
โ iโll take his fucking throat out next time if he donโt drop it. โ
โ they can do whatever they fucking please. โ ย
โ an act so vile, but i did it, just like that. โ ย
โ itโs amazing how easy it was. โ ย
โ you donโt know how, you donโt wanna know how, you canโt take it to know how. โ
โ donโt tell me not to defend and survive in a place where my life can end in an instant. โ
โ donโt pretend to understand that. โ ย
โ you mix violence with violence, you watch for the outcome. i mean, what do you expect? โ
โ you take away a manโs civility and he adjusts to it. โ
โ you keep smiling at the monsters that you create, โcause eventually theyโre gonna fucking chew you to the bone. โ
โ iโll have every fucking one of ya. โ ย
โ itโll make a man out of you. โ ย
โ different people, different reactions. โ ย
โ iโd like to know if i was meeting a monster. โ
โ is that how you see yourself? โ ย
โ thatโs how most perceive me. โ ย
โ do you feel uneasy, knowing what i did? โ ย
โ how about i keep my feelings to myself? โ ย
โ being forgiven can release you of many burdens. โ
โ do what you have to, survive how you can. โ ย
โ leave this place be. โ ย
โ it donโt simmer a man, it only begins to boil. โ ย
โ donโt be sorry, itโs good to stretch. โ ย
โ lost my fucking mind since youโve been gone, man. โ
โ iโm a fucking target! โ ย
โ do you wanna let me in? โ ย
โ how do you see this playing out? โ ย
โ iโm fucking warning ya, you chuck piss on me, iโm gonna knock your fucking spark out. โ
โ you gotta earn your muscle. โ ย
โ i am telling you as nicely as iโm willing to be. โ
โ my fear factor is fucking zilch. โ ย
โ next time, iโm telling you now, youโre gonna fucking ask nicely. โ
โ this is the fucking nicest iโm gonna be. iโll take your fucking head right off, do you understand me? โ
โ you leave a mark on me and iโll have ya. โ ย
โ do you have a weapon on you? โ ย
โ reminds me of me. โ ย
โ iโm a violent man, i got ire in the blood. โ ย
โ the difference with me is i could go further. โ ย
โ i donโt feel nothing, i donโt feel shit. โ ย
โ iโve tried to feel something, anything. โ ย
โ that was the first time that iโd seen anything lifeless. โ
โ i heard that skull crack, and the skin split from the bone. โ
โ that was the first timeโฆ the first time that i felt true rage. โ
โ i ainโt ever killed no one, i ainโt ever opened anybody up, i donโt know what to do or how thatโs done. โ
โ you are not allowed to crack, smarten up. โ ย
โ i hope you can forget the suffering youโve endured. โ
โ i gave up on hope a long time ago. โ ย
โ thatโs the good thing about time, it passes. โ ย
โ itโs interesting that you think youโll be leaving. โ ย
โ you are a ray of sunshine, arenโt ya? โ ย
โ you kiss too much arse you end up choking on shit. โ ย
โ i belong to no man, and no one. โ ย
โ youโre comfortable with hate, itโs how you function. โ ย
โ iโm my fatherโs son. โ ย
โ makes you jumpy and shit. โ ย
โ your family donโt wanna see you with your teeth knocked out. โ
โ game ainโt based on sympathy. โ ย
โ fuck do i have to lose? โ ย
โ i know iโm a dead man walking. โ ย
โ whatโs this supposed to do, stir up emotions? โ
โ thereโs no shame in feeling nervous and scared, itโs perfectly normal - human. โ
โ yeah, iโm scared. โ ย
โ youโre gonna have to be smarter than that. โ ย
โ i kill in dreams, i kill awake. makes no difference as theyโve become the same thing to me now. โ
โ youโre being fucking manipulated. โ ย
โ donโt start with the fucking mouth, not in here. โ ย
โ taking your mind off it might help. โ ย
โ thereโs always a way. โ ย
โ i decided to do this on me own. โ ย
โ makes me realize how human you are, in a way. โ
โ you donโt owe me anything, you know. โ ย
โ somewhere inside this horrifically violent, angry person, is a man - who is capable of bringing in good into this world. โ
โ iโm sorry that your path has led you here to this place that feels so real to you. โ
โ i wonโt be a victim. โ ย
โ iโm not a good man. โ ย
โ i donโt know how to be a good man. โ ย
โ iโm glad you realize your beauty, and your light. โ ย
โ all i can do is give you false hope. โ ย