In my opinion, the '80s and the '90s never happened, because I'm still living in a world of sexual repression as a gay man, at the hands of--SHOCKINGLY!!!!!--gay, or I should say "gay," men.
What I want to see and connect with isn't there, when obviously it should be, so I'm forced to use AI, drawing, and writing to express those desires and fantasies.
The boyfriend that should've taken me on at 19--at the latest--never showed up. In fact, no gay man--or at least, no gay man who is worth being called a man--wants me.
The gay community is openly eugenicist, classist, and elitist. Those who look average but who fall beneath the pretty boy angel twink thoughtless dipshit ideal are BRUTALLY excluded. A small and ruthless clique of Gen X and boomer pedophiles run the gay community and it shows it what is promoted as popular in this world. Those, especially average young gay men with daddy issues and sub complexes, who desire raw, natural, conventional, and traditional masculinity are shamed, deprived, and excluded by this small clique of fem and pretty boy-obsessed narcissists. It's like we're living under a regime of straight men who are simply attracted to boys, and we aren't allowed to have what we want. We're never allowed to have what we want. What we want--what really makes us happy--is never there. It's always only about them. We live under a regime of narcissistic pedophiles.
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