* MR. AMERICAN DREAM! ᴬᴾ

the biggest being that my grandmother fell very ill with congestive heart failure. those closest to me know that my grandma is pretty much my favorite human and it was a stressful month of her being in the hospital fighting to survive. i very rarely left her side. luckily she’s finally home but her life isn’t going to be the same without constant care which means starting tomorrow night, i’m officially moving back in with her. 

then there’s my job, which literally sucks the life out of me. i’m a bartender now and my entire schedule changed. i work more hours, strange hours, long hours. when i am home, it means eat, pee, sleep and do it all over again.

i’m however going to try to make it work! i would love to still rp here and on a separate blog i’m currently not vocalizing to the community ( but i’ll probably be found anyways lol ). if you’d like to talk more, i’ll be on DISCORD and soon skype again, and sometimes IM but i very rarely check that.

❛    if we weren’t here on business, i might ask you for picture.    ❜           @spangling     /    sc.

               ❛     i  haven’t  shaved  in  a  few  days     ;     i’m  sure  it  wouldn’t  be  a  pretty  one  .  next  time  ?     —  what  do  you     HAVE  FOR  ME  ?     ❜

i always say they’re gonna open soon, but i never actually get around to it ? & it’s not that i don’t want to make themes for other people anymore, because i do ? i have in the past, & it’s one of my favorite past times ! but i don’t have enough time on my hands currently to dedicate to my own blog ( s ), let alone promise to start something that i know i can’t actually be on top of constantly.

❛        HUH    —        ❜        A   GLANCE    toward,    before   staring   down    at   his    :     practically    dissipated,    held    betwixt    eager   grip.      a   realization   …    the    web    -    head   will   eat   anything    !      slowly,   what’s   left   of   bread   is   lowered,    throat   clearing   with   nod.         ❛        YEAH   …    totally,   yeah.   YANNO,     i   was   JUST   thinkin’   the   same   thing   !           ❜

hello all 500 of you ! i’ve been here for less than a month, & it’s been such a wonderful experience so far ? i’ve gotten so much closer with so many good people that i never want to lose. i’ve taken on the challenge of developing a character completely out of my COMFORT ZONE ( but i’ve also wanted to play for a very long time ). all of this has helped me flesh out my writing, & showed me what i want to be capable of doing as an author ( blogger ? rper ? ) !  every new interaction is a blessing ♥  

though STEVE & i are still getting to know each other, i’m excited for what’s to come. thank you again for sticking around !

a SPECIAL SHOUT to: @reactoring / @astralord / @gambithief / @atrocitaes / @destroyalist / @vrooms / @viduamor / @gammamade / @partofwar / @maryjne / @morbidpath / @websavior / @webfluid & @prodigicals !