snap memories constantly be like “ope, here’s your ass”

i feel so shitty about myself. getting older is scary and hard because like all i’ve ever wanted is to be a pretty girl and im just never going to be. this isn’t me fishing for compliments because it doesn’t matter what anyone says, what i see in the mirror isn’t a pretty person. yall are nice to me, but no one has ever picked me. i’ve never in my life been the person in the room that people are drawn to. and as i get older, it only gets worse. it’s fine, i’m fine. i’m just feeling particularly shitty today and i had to get it out so i don’t cry at my job like an idiot

getting it eaten from the back is quite literally all i can think about currently