starpunk

WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE WHO EVER DOES SOMETHING? IM GETTING TIRED OF THIS FFS

maybe I should just socialise w neurodivergents only, it seems like they’re the only ones who get it

normalise replying with “fun” and “cool” to things you never asked. I didn’t ask u that, why do I need to give u a big reaction???

thats why I feel like my friendship is never taken seriously. It never was

I try so hard to fit in and be cool but I’ll always feel like Im missing something

Dina is the next AM member btw!

I LOVE DINA WAY TOO MUCH SHES SO EVERYTHING AND SUCH A HYPER UPPER AND SUCH A GIRLBOSS I WANNA BE HER FRIEND TO FAME

I would die for my hana and my dina.

every time I stop masking I feel so guilty and then go back to thinking abt every blink I take during conversations

Why do I feel like soon enough I’ll have lost everyone in my like that isn family again???

I love lying like yea u wont know the true me unless u dig in reaaaaally deep babe

Im mostly glad my friends and I never talk about out physical insecurities, but sometimes I wish I had someone I could talk to about that without turning into “the body image issues girl” or “the ex fat kid” yk?

I think I have a talent for attracting personality suckers like FFS FIND YOUR OWN HOBBIES AND INTERESTS PEOPLE, LEAVE MINE ALONE

I hate ppl who try so hard to be cutesy like just be yourself and stop saying diminutives and goofy ass words just to sound like a baby.