Elfrisuet

Hey! I think it's time to make info post or sth.

I have no idea what to write here... So... Some you can see in the picture, yea...

So, Idk, Fandoms!!

✩ My OC-s! Luca, Deamon, Alex etc... I write 'bout them sometimes but only for my close friends

✩ TMA! The Magnus Archives

✩ Malevolent - obssesed!

✩ Star Wars - don't draw but like to talk very much

✩ Sherlock Holmes - in any form (but books are my favorite)

I think that's all...

Um... I play Dnd in summer and illustrate after, but only in the summer

here I to again... I really hope I'll finish this 'cuz I start to feel kinda burned out

But!

Threshold 4... Now a little bit more serious (still with grammar issues)

I understood I have problems with noticing Arthur being an asshole towords John. I don't like it but reading about it helps. So, what I wanted to say?

I think that some part of this behavior is Arthur being scared of emotions. In general.

People don't became alcoholics whithout reason. This Is a very spesific way of respoanding to trauma. yea, the coctail of guilt and sorrow at this moment of his life was... I don't have the Word for it, but hope you understand

In the third season during "uncle ark" he was so scared to admit His emotions and they'r root that John had to litteraly pronaunce them.

And now in threshold after all the trauma we as a listeners can see that Arthur can't accept duality of his feelings towords John. and this is a part of a reason he's so hard on him even with small things like fan-mail. Maybe this distruction of relationship is a some kind of self-distraction like a guilt for not being able to forgive John and trust him, or just because Arthur so scared of emotions and feelings.

Thery'r dinamic with Arthur...

I had to lay down the floor while listening (god I love overreacting). I even forgot english to express my emotions

(I'm convinsed that last Jarthur braincell tryes to manage all the trauma and just not capable of thinking sometimes. I have a feeling in my gut that that funmail gibberish was a riddle... But I might be paranoid)