august will bring an unnamed circulation to my fingers and scraped lungs from sweltering heat. it will crawl inside of my skin indefinitely, leaving me itching for something dishonest and alluding. my bookshelf is trying to escape my bedroom and circle back to where it belongs. lately i have been wondering if i should leave with it. turn my furniture into a body and hold its fickle hand

i got in touch with one of my childhood summer camp friends today who was also one of my dad’s nurses a couple of years ago and she said that when she was in his hospital room with him she told him that her and i had been longtime friends. she told me that when she knew him he seemed like a great man. something about that mended a piece of my soul that i didn’t even know existed

the forces that bring us together as a whole are much stronger than the forces that divide us!!!

i love you from the inside of my childhood

there are openings in my roots that define who i am, like a tree and its rings. my soul bends the walls that cradle my ego but the days are growing shorter and are no longer able to fit my body inside of them

i finished both the neon evangelion genesis series and the movie that concludes the series so naturally i am unsure of what to do with myself now that it’s over. i am thinking of rewatching serial experiments lane as i haven’t watched it in quite some time

when the stars are expanding and the moon is half full i stretch my neck into the sky and take a large bite. sometimes it tastes savory like the dusk and sometimes it tastes sweet like the dawn

sending u omens from the olive garden bathroom

the stag is like the wolf just as the horse is like the magpie. they all circle back to some kind of god

does anyone want to go with me to see maurizio cattelan’s embalmed horse statue that hangs from the ceiling of the casa de serralves exhibit?

planted my rosemary seeds, finished reading my current book, did a load of laundry, updated my website, ate a chicken salad sandwich. this day has been very productive and therapeutic for me