you can do everything right and still feel sad at night

When he tells you how much he missed you while he’s inside >>>>>

Please I just want to feel fucking safe and looked after I’m so sick of being terrified

Loving me must be so fucking hard and I'm so fucking sorry

One of the most dangerous things in the world is not being able to say no to people because you don't want to upset them or dissapoint them. This will completely ruin your life in every way possible, at work, in your private life, your sex life and your friendships. It's a way of removing your own consent in your own decisions and go against your wishes, it is always a crime against yourself. Let yourself have a say. Upsetting people is better than traumatizing yourself.

Ich fühle mich schuldig für Sachen die ich nicht beeinflussen konnte

Entweder ich bin viel zu viel - oder viel zu wenig.

Und irgendwann bist du einfach nur noch still. Viel zu müde von diesem ständigen Reden ohne Veränderung.