Dusting Cobwebs from my Soul

This is probably a very dumb question, but would deities walk away from me if I am unable to do my normal devotional work? I mean it's dumb I know, but my anxiety has been destroying over that last few weeks. I have not been able to tend to my deities. I honor Odin and Loki as my main deities. I haven't been able to do anything for Them, due to some new illness that has cropped up in me. Everything has been catching up to me, the illness, my chronic pain, mental illness and I have been absolutely knocked on my ass. I had gone to a group that I have been in for awhile and was hoping for a little support and received 0. I was shamed for my illness and disability and even called a "shitty pagan" and even told that Odin would most likely walk away over my weakness. I have already left that group but what some of them said has been gnawing away at me.

I'd like to add that Odin is still here with me after 6 years of little to no devotional acts for him.