So-Se-Ji

it’s been a difficult week. i found out that my company won’t be having a summer internal round and is unsure whether there will be a winter one as well. it’s not the end of the world, but now my career path is unclear. i will, no matter what, be a CGMBS--but when and how? the competition is high and requirements are strict in california. if i try to apply to CA schools, i’ll most likely not get in. if i try to work at another company with an internal program, i’m starting from the bottom again and who knows if i’ll be chosen. if i study out of state as a MLS, i’ll be paying high tuition. i feel helpless and mainly disappointed. it’s not the end of the world, but i’m certainly tired of having my life on hold.