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.. as your son that makes me feel like I'm not enough as I am that I'm not really seen by my mother and that there's not a maternal relationship happening is a pastoral relationship happening and that I think is the Crux of why we've had a strange relationship.."

no words.

AND WITHOUT DOUBT

AFTER 4 F..CKING YEARS

ARMIE HAS HIS BABIES BACK IN LA!!!

I just don’t understand Dru’s motivations for speaking about her son’s situation in the weird manner that she’s chosen. I know I don’t like her dispensing judgment on him by saying he was “morally” wrong.

I just wonder… Like why is it so hard to STFU? It seems like Armie is the only one with any kind of self control in this shitty situation, which is saying a lot, yet he’s continually surrounded by a bunch of people who just talk too damn much. The sheer lack of emotional safety is just wild to me.

I don't believe anyone who was raped or abused the way Effie claims she was would wish the same on anyone else, nevermind an innocent 9 year old child. I am a survivor myself and I certainly wouldn't want anyone else to go through what I did, it's unthinkable to me. She is a true monster and this needs to be exposed.

This is one of the best interviews that I have seen since this whole thing started. Armie was very open, extremely transparent about everything from the text messages to bdsm in general which I applaud him for. He exposed the truth, he was very honest about what happened and I love that about this.

He now talking about all of this and he continues to own up to his behavior and all that is incredible to me. Because there are not many people who can or do own up to their own shit and are able to look in the mirror and is like "Okay, I did some really shitty things and I need to change it in order to not only help myself but to help myself grow into a better person."

I love the fact that he was able to come out and prove basically what most of the fandom if not all was saying to begin with. I can see the growth that has happen to him during all the craziness and that he is able to finally be okay with himself.

Through time and patience of course i strongly believe that with everything he will bounce back into movies. That is if he so chooses to do so, which I hope he does i do miss watching him. But if he doesn't and decides that he wants to do something else entirely then I am completely content as a fan of his for that also.

What I also love is the call me by your name references that he does twice. But the biggest one would have to be this quote.

Heraclitus: 'No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man.'

I mean come on Armie! you say you don't remember who said it. But you remember. Just like Timmy you remember everything too. Speaking of which when he spoke about friends, about before he was famous then after getting famous and people leaving ect.

I would very much like to think that him and Tim are still close to each other. If not closer now since all of this happened and the aftermath. I mean yeah, I wrote a fanfic about that sure, but the fantasy doesn't really measure up to the reality of it.

Please continue to grow and changing Armie you are going in the right direction. I feel it you are going to continue to do great things and sooner or later when the world is ready.

First Propylon of the Temple of Isis and Colonnade of Isis-headed Columns in the Great Court of the Temple of Isis by Francis Bedford

English, dated March 13, 1862

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