Something Else

Now, in this moment, seven years ago I was losing you. I know you won’t remember, it’s right you don’t. Actually, I didn’t too for the last two years, as I didn’t remember the other iconic dates. I can’t really say why I come up today with this thought, I can just say it’s hard thinking about that you were in my life so much time ago. And trust me, I tried so hard to get over this, I’ve tried a lot, I’ve even done sometimes, with the help of the awesome girl I do actually have on my side. It’s just that sometimes I go back to the time where you were on my side, more or less. I know you won’t remember those last moments, when the “I love you” I told you was lost in the air, “when your eyes was full of tears” as long you understood you were losing me. I just wanted to tell you that in this day, in this sort of anonymous recurrence, I miss you.

Never

Not even once

I thought I deserved it

One

Or at least a moment

To explain

To expose myself

But never