Alone
That is all you have ever been, alone. Nothing more nothing less, but when those two… hero’s entered your life it felt so fake.
You felt like you didn’t fit in, no… you didn’t deserve them you kept on telling yourself that. Even if they tell you that you do deserve them. But then again, you felt alone, you did not have controle on your powers or even your life.
They try to help, they really do, but you are just afraid you hurt them, just like you hurt your parents. Even if you didn’t like your parents at all they where still your parents. They didn’t deserve to die a horrible death, they didn’t deserve to suffer like that.
“(name)?” You slowly lift your head as you heard wandas tired voice ring out in the room. The morning sun was shining down on wanda’s face making her look even more beautiful in your eyes. Her tired blue eyes stairing right back in to your own (e/c) eyes, unsure of to look at her or not, eye contact still made you nervus from time to time.
“(Name) please look at me?” Her voice was soft, sleep still heavy on it. But that didn’t make her any less beautiful, nothing can in your eyes, same always goes for vision. He always tries to help you, sometimes it works sometimes it doesn’t. You didn’t really turn your head to her but moved your eyes over to her making eye contact.
“What is the matter, miláčik?” A soft sigh left your lips, your feelings rising in your throat. Words seem to be out of this world for you for a second, as your head felt down. “I feel like I don’t belong.” Slowly standing up you walked over to the bed, vision seem to still be a sleep. Even if he didn’t need it, it made him relaxed and happy. It made you smile seeing him sleep, it brought some calmness to you. Was that even a word ‘calmness’. A small shock of your head made you look down at wanda once more. You sat down, the bed dipped a bit, it felt soft against your hands.
“It feels like, you and vision are way to good to me. I can’t control my powers-” Soft hands took hold of yours, lifting them to her lips, giving them a kiss. “You got them more under controle, and you do belong. vision and I love you so much.” A soft smile pulled at your lips as, you felt tears spring to your eyes as her hands let go of your hands. taking hold of your face, your hands over lapping hers, pushing your face into one of them and kissing the other one.
“I’m sorry that I’m like this, doubting everything I do.” Hearing the blankets move you looked up seeing vision sitting up, even in his human 'form’ he was stil beautiful. He moved with such grace, making you doubt even how you move. “(Name), don’t doubt yourself, you are beautiful just the way you are. We love you for you, not for what.” You softly smiled as wanda softly pulled on to your arm, asking you to join them in bed.
A smile pulled on your lips once more, as you climb over wanda and laid in the middle. Where they liked you the most, they could both hold you close. Once in the middle, vision pulled you down on to his chest. As he ran his through your hair, as wanda layed her head on your shoulder. “You are very precious to the both of us. nothing can change that.” Visions voice washed over you as his voice rumbled his chest. Wanda’s hands found yours under the blanket as vision had pulled it over the 3 of you.
“Never forget we love you with everything we have.” “Know you both are in my thoughts and weighing so heavily in my heart all the time. Know that I love you both so much and I’m so happy to know that you love me both that much too. And I want you to known that right now, I could not take the change of losing you.” Your voice wispered out in to the room, as wanda hugged you close, as vision kissed the top of your head.
No more words where spoken in the morning, no more need to be spoken. Your words was more than enough to know that you loved them with all of your heart. Slowly the three of you fell back a sleep, and for once you didn’t feel lonely or that you didn’t belong.
You belong, you felt loved and there was no better feeling in the world.
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