Shadows in the Cave - Notes on an Incursion - The Awful Weight of Endless Days
This a final report on CASE APPALACHIAN CANARY, to be handed over to Agent BENEDICT for review and analysis on June XX, 202X. Agent GREGORY is the primary author, but all members of G-CELL have reviewed and endorsed the report as delivered.
APPALACHIAN CANARY was the investigation into the now-dissolved Q-CELL, triggered by the elaborate and clearly FOREIGN-incited murder-suicide of Agent QUENTIN and his family (as well as several close friends and coworkers) over the course of a seven day period beginning on August XX, 202X. The initial investigation was handled by QUENTIN’s comrades in Q-CELL, who clearly (correctly) understood the tragedy as enemy action but did not appreciate the extent of the threat. While G-CELL should be brought in to investigate any sign of FOREIGN operatives tracking and targeting PATRIOT agents in their civilian lives, we were only read in after subsequent events left Q-CELL clearly incapable of further investigation or of self defense. It is G-CELL’s formal opinion that the situation was salvageable if we had been involved at the appropriate time, but as it is we were only able to perform triage and after-the-fact investigation.
Based on study of QUENTIN’s actions, as well as the testimony and evidence eventually produced by QUINCY and QUILL, G-CELL has come to the following conclusions:
The newly-coined THREAT ECLIPSED SUNDIAL is an incredibly deadly and ruinous FOREIGN curse (and/or haunting). Once it has fully latched on to a victim, they will die within the next seven days.
SUNDIAL works through driving its victim into utter, murderous madness. How the symptoms manifest varies, but the victim suffers a total psychotic break from the moment they wake up the night after SUNDIAL latches onto them.
Victims of SUNDIAL do not display any obvious supernatural capabilities.
Victims of SUNDIAL do spontaneously develop a seemingly random variety of skills, and display functionally precognitive knowledge of their surroundings and those hunting them.
Despite (or because) of this future-sight, victims of SUNDIAL end their lives through suicide by proxy, allowing those hunting them to finish their job once the victim has finished his.
Victims of SUNDIAL will allow themselves to be killed only after they caused the death of several family members, friends or loved ones.
QUENTIN’s case could only be investigated post-mortem, but it is clear that he fit every proposed criteria, most tragically with his annihilation of a half-dozen close family members. The only survivor in his suburban home being his young daughter’s pet lizard (who expired for unclear reasons several weeks later).
The vector of transmission for ECLIPSED SUNDIAL is as yet unknown, as is the FOREIGN entity or cult ultimately responsible for inflicting it upon PATRIOT Agents. Contagion from Q-Cell’s most recent OPERATION seems likely, but no survivors from IGNEOUS UMBRELLA capable of seeking revenge (let alone tracking down Q-CELL and discovering their civilian identities) have been identified. Efforts remain ongoing.
Eyewitness testimony and recordings of QUENTIN’s rampage capture a surprisingly coherent madness in his constant, uninhibited monologues. Further evidence from the testimony and written record left by QUILL, both before and during her own affliction, support several aspects of his raving being particular to SUNDIAL and not random psychotic delusions.
ECLIPSED SUNDIAL is a gift of destructive prophecy. QUENTIN and QUILL were both, from the instant they woke up on the first day of their final weeks, convinced that they were doing the best possible thing for themselves and their loved ones. Within a single night’s dreams they had already seen every way things might go even worse.
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Parker,
I hope you will forgive the formality of this letter. I am at heart an old-fashioned man, and as we prepare for this great undertaking a certain degree of solemn ceremony feels appropriate.
Any wretched and forlorn child being taken into loving arms and offered a second chance is a righteous and beautiful thing, of course. But you have taken an even greater burden than most hopeful parents I do my small part to assist, and for that you have my eternal gratitude and respect. It may seem presumptuous to you now, when all I have done is made a few fruitful introductions and put a bit of fire beneath various authorities’ feet when your application was getting lost in the mess, but I am very invested in you and Adam. (Speaking of, please let me know if you have a different name in mind for your son. It’s much easier to change before all the paperwork is finalized).
You will be exactly the parents a promising young boy like Adam needs, I’m sure of it. Even if I hadn’t known you both for years, the fine folks at Wild Hearts are admirably and exactingly thorough when vetting potential parents. You’re good, clean, wholesome people, the kind that will do everything they can to bring a child up right and prepare him for the world of tomorrow.
That preparation is what I want to talk to you about, if I might be candid. We’ve talked before about how Adam is a very special child with a very important future ahead of him. He won’t be a man by government standards for a few years yet, but by the time he does the matter will already have been decided. He has a test coming that will reveal him to be good steel or dross. It is up to you two to make sure his spirit is pure and true when it is tried, and I want you to know that I am here to help you with that any way I can. Those aren’t empty words either, please at least give me some little way to show my gratitude for the weight you’re taking on.
After all, if he is tried and found wanting, he’ll almost certainly kill you both within a week.
It’s common, in our line, to speak of the apocalypse as if they have already begun. Of reality as the masses know it like an old curtain, so threadbare and fraying that a stray elbow might tear it. Of the world as helpless to resist whatever those with real knowledge and real power might choose to inflict upon it. Meaning the clever children who say these things, or perhaps whatever they believe themselves to be shadowboxing.
All so young, all so foolish. We feed their foolishness, of course. Sometimes they accomplish great things. Sometimes they destroy everything good they have ever touched. It is a worthwhile trade, so those above me say. I just wish you would stop being such idiots about it. That, and I am glad Koschei does not have me touch such foolishness myself. Twenty years spent handing knives to juggling infants is sad enough.
The world is still here, and better men and women than you have tried to change it. Mostly because it is a big and stupid piece of rock, and they were not so clever as they think. Sometimes because it is not as stupid as that, and whatever is done wounds things in a way that makes them scar. Makes them blister. Makes the world clamp down around what is done and work it away until it is all smoothed out. Is not pleasant to experience, much less to be the one picked to do the smoothing. It can happen a few different ways that I have seen, and probably more besides. You already know most of them, or at least the ones before you did. Do you read the notes of the dead ones? That patchwork horror you bow and scrape to does, and thinks you do too. It would be a good idea not to disappoint her, though I myself would just like to skip the same questions I have already answered so many times before.
Yes, that is finally a good question. There is a thing that happens so very rarely, when a thing that cannot and will not happen does anyway. It breaks the universe, which does not like to be broken. So it…rewinds, is the word? For as short a time and as small a place as can be managed. Sometimes an hour, sometimes a week. And works through it. Again, again, and again, as many times as it takes so that the thing that cannot happen doesn’t. Some soul remembers each time, maybe because they are best-placed to fix it, maybe because they drew the very shortest straw as they slept. If they are lucky, they realize what they have to do before they are all the way mad.
This has happened around your people twice since all this began, that I know. But if it happened every week, who could say? You are all mad regardless.
QUENTIN believed that he had seen every possible course of action he could take over that week, and that every one of them led to unmitigated and horrifying disaster. The details of what sort of disaster, exactly, are unclear. Careful analysis of recovered tapes and transcripts of his statements over his final week indicate he was broken and deeply delusional, but fundamentally believed he was doing the best and most merciful things he could for his loved ones.
With two surprisingly vindictive exceptions, he apologized (not always coherently, never in a way that made sense to them) to each of his victims. From those apologies, he seems to have believed he, they, and some unknown number of others were trapped in some sadistic purgatory, helpless playthings of a terrible demon. At the time, it was thought that he believed he was sparing them from whatever awful tortures the demon would inflict upon his loved ones when it reached them.
As the three Agents of Q-Cell maintained a strict operational separation between their PATRIOTIC and civilian lives, it was 4 days into Agent QUENTIN’s final, bloody week before QUINCY or QUILL had any idea what was occurring. Both then attempted to intervene, but QUENTIN proved as preternaturally capable of avoiding them as of anything else. The remnants of Q-Cell went to ground for 72 hours following QUENTIN’s death, but when no further THREAT appeared they regrouped and began an in-house investigation.
Several weeks then passed with no sign of SUNDIAL being an ongoing threat. Q-Cell, choosing to look into the danger themselves before reporting them, came to the conclusion that what happened was the result of QUINCY attempting to study some recovered FOREIGN artifact and being attacked by a THREAT lurking within or around it. The Agent, a veteran PATRIOT who had taken part in half a dozen known OPERATIONS, had apparently suffered from a clearly deteriorating mental state ever since the conclusion of OPERATION ARCTIC CHIMERA last year. In communications with his Cell-mates and to E-cell he had become increasingly obsessed with the idea of a FOREIGN spymaster or general lurking behind the scenes and specifically targeting PATRIOT agents. No FOREIGN artifact is noted as being recovered from his effects, but the pair were confident and considered the case closed. E-Cell had received and was skeptically considering their report when, just under two months later, ECLIPSED SUNDIAL returned and claimed Agent QUILL as well.
QUINCY alerted his handler at the first sign of this, and G-Cell was on location within 24 hours. We believe this is the only reason he survived the week.
This is an age of trials and tribulations, as you both well know. We are leaving an almighty mess for our children to fix, and there’s no cause to think that anyone’s going to come down and make things easy for them. All we can do as guardians and educators is prepare the next generation as well as can be done for the world that’s waiting for them.
Adam is a special boy, with a special childhood behind him and a bright future ahead of him. On the longest day of his 16th year, his will, his faith and his good sense will all be tested. He shall be taken outside of time and, like Job, tried by the Accuser and all his many-faced angels until he or the world around him should break. We may all pray it is the latter.
Adam shall live through a single, endless week of summer. If he lives faithfully, adheres to the tenets he has been taught and follows all the signs he is given, then all will be well. At the end of the week it shall begin again, he will awaken on the dawn of the solstice and neither you nor I nor anyone but him will have any memory that the week to come has already been lived. And with each endless week so lived, the trials he is put through shall become harsher, the signs he must follow more strange and terrible. When he has walked through that gauntlet seven by seven times, he will be so godly that he can see the Accuser and all his works for the lies they are and emerge from the chrysalis he has been trapped in as a truly wise and righteous man. He will see the world as it is and as it should be, stand tall among the prophets and the angels, and receive true Communion from on high without madness or fever. He will, if he lives up to all the hopes I have placed on him, be exactly the sort of man who can carry a torch through the darkness to come.
If he is tempted, or proves weak or unsteady, or succumbs to pain or pity or despair, then he will be truly lost to us. If he lives through a gauntlet nine times without seeing what is required of him or without carrying out what he has seen, then the Accusser will possess him entirely. He shall fall back into time, and a host of many-faced angels shall hide where once was his soul, and wear his flesh as their own.
I will be honest with you. We have had a few proud men and women volunteer for this trial themselves, and that’s why I’m taking such an interest in making sure Adam’s brought up right before he takes it. If he should fail, all that’s to be done is confessing your sins and taking solace that the pains of the flesh are but a passing thing.
How’s and why’s are for you and all the other scurrying scriveners to puzzle out. Some field or radiation or whatever nonsense is the fashion nowadays. Then the next step is trapping the latest class of thugs we’ve hired in it and training them for a year in a week or somesuch, yes? Idiot.
You’re all so so clever, and all the secrets of the world are games like that. No. It’s not a private thing, a vision or a rehearsal, the world is pulling itself back up the road and trying the turn again. It breaks things, just less than whatever the first problem is. As soon as that changes, it stops. I can still feel the scars, if I’m near where it happened. It’s simple, when you don’t try and make it complicated.
Which is why if you get conscripted to save the world, don’t waste any time and use whatever you need to find out why you’re the one who can make a difference. Probably need to stab a coworker, but who knows? What matters is that each loop, things break more. Shadows get deeper, monsters get bolder. The world’s full of parasites and pests which love to burrow and breed in weak and wounded places. Some of them might even pick the inside of the oh-so-chosen hero’s skull, which is when things get bad enough to worry. At least, that’s what we think happened the other time one of you was caught up in it. It would be nice to think that no one the cabal of monsters above us recruited would do things like that otherwise.
It’s, hmm, academic interest? Koschei collects strange and ancient things, of which I am one. It flatters him to know of these things, collect records and maybe a relic or two from the sites.But otherwise for everyone else? Not worth the effort. Maybe start giving better pensions to anyone who has a breakdown and starts babbling at work right before nothing happens. Save your attention for all the things that are going to kill you all, not the few helping to stop it for a while.
Once possessed by SUNDIAL, Agent QUILL proved every bit as capable and as deadly as QUENTIN before her. It didn’t help any of her coworkers or the fellow residents of her condo building, but in her bloody campaign she proved far more helpful to G-Cell’s investigations. This was largely because we were on-sight and able to see the FOREIGN parasite and its results firsthand, and partially because QUILL was an avid diarist and journaler, and in a sense remained one until the end. Inconveniently, she wrote on cheap and very flammable paper, but enough was recovered from the building’s wreckage to provide a much more fulsome picture of her mental state.
Taken together, the two cases are clear. SUNDIAL consumed the dreams of a sleeping victim, replacing them with apparently-perfect visions of the next week of their lives. Visions which run in full and are experienced as fully as any life until they end, and repeat. Again and again, long enough to seem like a truly eternal loop. As the victim’s sanity frays, the FOREIGN sadism at the heart of SUNDIAL makes itself known - a taunting demon, or just a thumb on the scales of chance, pushing everything towards ruin in a barely subtle way.
It’s a cruel game, in a way. Dozens or hundreds of repeated visions give them apparent license to indulge in every possible depravity, to become the worst and cruelest versions of themselves, and so become ABROAD’s greatest agents.
EClIPSED SUNDIAL is an incredibly dangerous hostile asset, capable of not only destroying someone’s mind this way but also of determining precisely when it is so violently broken that their next loop of the week will be a ruinous and bloody one. At which point the work is done, and they wake in truth. QUENTIN seemed under the belief that his family was trapped in the same loop he was, and only by killing them would he free them from an eternity of living out the same week. QUILL seemed much more directly haunted, her diary fragments containing numerous notes about the particular awful ways her loved ones would suffer for he rest of the week if she did not kill them quickly. The reasons for this discrepancy remain unclear. QUINCY’s apparent (5 months later) safety from SUNDIAL is also as-yet unexplained. G-CELL theorizes that it leaps according to emotional connection or someone the previous victim cared about and desired to protect, with QUINCY enjoying an unexpected benefit of Q-CELL’s interpersonal dynamics which removed him from this category in either fellow agent’s mind.
Attached to this report is a budget request for a research project identifying any possible other occurrences of ECLIPSED SUNDIAL in history. It represents a clear and present danger, and almost nothing about how it is summoned or sustains itself has been understood. Even how and why it finally transferred to QUILL cannot be guessed at - the only even slightly plausible cause is the death of QUENTIN’s daughter’s pet reptile the day before.
We can only hope it does not appear again before we’re ready for it.