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I miss the old me, the sensible optimistic girl with a wide smile plastered on her lips

The one who loved life

Who anticipated it

Who welcomed it with open arms

Whose mind wasn’t her enemy

Whose thoughts weren’t consuming & enervating

Now I feel crippled, decrepit

Living feels like a task

Saturated with gloomy thoughts

Terrified,

Terrified if it’s going to stay like this

Terrified that this heaviness may entrench herself too deep

Too deep it might leave a scar

A scar that would hunt me for the rest of my life

#my poem #love poem #poetry #love #i love you #i love him #i love her #passion #inspiration #heavenly delusion #delusionship #delulu #let me live in my delusions #journal #journaling

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“You were once wild. Don’t let them tame you.”

— Isadora Duncan

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Marcel Proust, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Marcel Proust

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Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

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Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Vita Sackville-West, featured in The Letters of Vita Sackville West & Virginia Woolf

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Virginia Woolf, from a short story featured in The Collected Short Stories of Virginia Woolf

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Yosano Akiko, from a poem featured in River of Stars: The Poetry of Yosano Akiko

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Luo Zhicheng, from a poem titled "Love Poem," featured in Modern Chinese Poetry: An Anthology

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Sara Torres, from her novel titled "X Is Where I Am," orginally published in March 2026

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One thing about me, is that I will always figure it all out in the end. Everything will work out for me the way I desire it’s only a matter of time. I have this belief deep rooted in me that life will open its arms for me, whatever I have been asking and praying hard for is already on its way. I don’t even have to worry about it because I know God has my back.

#my journal #manifesting #menifestation #it girl energy #heavenly delusion #let me live in my delusions #trust the process

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i think humans are meant to lay in bed with the love of their life all winter.

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Olga Knipper-Chekhova, from a letter to Anton Chekhov featured in The Selected Letters of Anton Chekhov

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Rainer Maria Rilke, from "Letters to a Young Poet," originally published in 1929

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Albert Camus, from a notebook entry featured in The Complete Notebooks of Albert Camus

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