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healing is such a peacefully chaotic process. i think im finally on my healing journey but intentionally. before i used to do the fake social media bandwagon "healing" methods and now im actually doing the work. its so uncomfortable and rewarding at the same time. my life fully shifted when i turned 25 and man, what a fucking change everything has been for me. good and bad experience. having trauma come up after you think it didnt affect you anymore, realizing you need therapy and you truly cant do it alone really changes your world around. but i know i can do it. its gonna be a process but im starting now and thats all that matters actually. im doing the work and things are gonna be okay.

i’m always a fool for love. i love love so much. it’s so beautiful in every way you can love someone and how they can love you back. it teaches you so much about yourself, your life and the relationship. i love seeing two people who are so deep in love it makes my heart feel so much, mainly happiness and sadness. a sadness that i fear i will always be the love to love the person more, but a happiness that it’s out there.

i miss commenting and chatting with active blogs. it’s a ghost town here now😔