My relatives yell at me and berate me and laugh at my complaints of heart pains, not believing, not calling doctors to home (dad even wished me to die when he was drunk, yes, really). I don't know where and who to go. I'm locked inside, also (only let outside with dad). They always promise me they would free me but they don't do it. Yes, I am 25 years old.
I would probably need a surgery, if that even would help me with heart, as I underslept too much and broke my DNA. I don't know outcomes of possible surgery, but most likely I would not get it, given my relatives decide everything and I have no money. Worth mentioning, dad and granny are also authoritarian (while mom is easy, yet she locked me too).
My passport is expired, I've hid it from mom who stole it before. I can't renew it due to schedule mismatch of me and passport makers. (And, as I have no passport, I have no means to receive any money transfers from one of my mutuals, either).
Since my word about my health matters not to relatives, I asked my very few friends to convince my dad calling 89040857010 (Russia). However, they didn't reply. And one of them I once hurt and he doesn't talk to me anymore and avoids all mentions of me, understandably, but he is the only person who could call my dad...
(I will also mention that my town and region are attacked by neighbour country - I know that Russia provoked it, but residents are peaceful and I'd wish no one in any part of the world to go even through our scale of danger. I hope it ends soon... It's so wrong).
I feel like I'm going to die before this year ends. And I would also be forgotten, it seems. This is super scary.
Yes, I tried calling police but mom lied about not having keys as she knew opening door to police would free me. I tried to tell my story to the only neighbour I know full name and phone of, she believed me and wanted to help but dad smooth talked her and convinced to keep silence... I tried talking to my only older cousin still in touch with my family, but she didn't help. I can say understandable, but I'm still scared. I know, I'm not the only one, there must be tons of people who no one helped - which is horrible...
Also, dad lies or warns me they with granny would call people from mental ward to take me if I would continue asking police or would try to free myself... I've been there once, also because of them and I don't want to return ever, they'd just take phone and wouldn't help with health, and would only berate me more. (Russian clinics are super bad).
