you better hold on tight, spider monkey

just got hit with the sudden realization that i am closer to age with Canon Annie Cresta than Chapters 1-12 Deep Dive Annie Cresta

not to keep brokepersonposting but i will never forget that when i went to get my tooth filled as a last resort bc it was impacting my sleep + focus + overall quality of life and the person at the clinic was straight up chiding me (a grown ass woman) about not coming in sooner. we had made small talk where i mentioned i was serving + going to school and when i told him i just didn’t have the money to go in sooner he was so genuine when he asked “why?? doesn’t your job give you dental??” like dude my job doesn’t even give me a shift meal

not to sound broke and bitter but i’ve been seeing so many “things that are worth the money <3” posts on insta and it’s genuinely pissing me off because i KNOW that spending 100+ dollars on work boots will most definitely last me my entire career but HOW am i supposed to DO that when i don’t even HAVE 90 dollars to myself at any given time

friend clocking out of the last shift of the job they quit asking me when we’re going to the club when i genuinely have 82 dollars to myself at the end of the month. it’s so fucking over