you better hold on tight, spider monkey

i looove snoopy. unfortunately i dont have any unpopular opinions on the comics but for book tropes (or like fanfic tropes) i HATE slow burns. like why cant they just date rn

second of all i think katniss is literally such a sweet and kind soul and it pains me that she has such a negative opinion of herself. i know that sounds kinda dramatic lol but it’s genuinely so sad that she has such a meager support system and never got to really experience a life by herself. (not literally by herself! i just mean without the context of being pushed into a box labeled Hunter or Victor or Lover). obviously the relationships she forges with haymitch and peeta are unique because they are one of the few people in the nation to go through the games + an entire war and coming together at the end was undoubtedly so healing but i just wish katniss had more time for self reflection and personal growth that we as the audience got to see

and yes as much as i joke about having a goldfish memory or hating school it is still something that, on paper, i am good at. my discipline isn’t perfect and i could have worked a lot harder but there is still something to be said about what i’ve accomplished so far. so if im smart enough to do all that, what the fuck am i doing? why am i losing sleep and not able to eat without feeling like im going to throw up and thinking about This so much that my head actually physically hurts. why do i continue putting myself in upsetting situations. how did i manage to get so attached to someone that very few people actually genuinely fucking like. why have i not figured out how to leave. why do i still kinda not wanna leave. when will i want to leave. am i going to be in these situations forever. do i want to be in these situations forever. why isn’t he changing—for a long period of time—for me. i know he loves me so thank god that’s at least one less thing for me to worry about but why does he wait until things get really really bad to start being vulnerable. why could i figure out how to do all these other smart things but when it comes to this i am hopelessly and frustratingly dumb. not even pitiable. why have i lost friends and argued with family members about him and how can he honestly say that no one likes him without acknowledging that means he is the actual problem. why and how and when

hello miss molly girl (can i call ya miss molly girl??) thank you for asking. i love salt and vinegar i am a salt and vinegar truther make fun of me all you want you still can’t get between me and salt and vinegar chips