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Ngl sobriety was the best thing that happened to me

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Btw, I know it can be annoying (and maybe uncomfortable) to see ppl talk about their sobriety, but it is so important to support those who are. It takes a community's worth of support to enter recovery, please gas up your sober friends, for a lot of us it's life & death.
Your best days are ahead of you. The movie starts when the guy gets sober and puts his life back together; it doesn’t end there.
— Bucky Sinister
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You are good enough.

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Life is worth living.
happy disability pride month to mean cripples, nasty addicts, people with down syndrome who arent nice and talk constant shit, wheelchair users that WILL run you over, autists that dont care and arent about to pretend to, people who lie to their psychiatrists, people that sit on the floor in public places with no benches, amputees that lie profusely about "what happened"; to the "noncompliant", the "drug seeking", the "mean", the "difficult" and the "undeserving", and so on and so forth, i love us all and we deserve the world actually mwah mwah
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Surgery information, possible ED and SUD trigger warning. Content is still geared towards pro-recovery.
Surgery scheduling was deeply unkind. Surgery is at 2:50pm tomorrow, which means fasting from 6:50 till then and missing lunch and treatment-mandated snack. So. I have to do plan b in my discharge paperwork. “If you are going to miss meal times, eat prior rather than waiting until after the time conflict.” So I have to wake up at the ass-crack of dawn (worsening my eye disability which requires more sleep to stay moist and a headache I cannot take NSAIDS for so thanks doc) to get my meals and snack in so that I don’t have a nutrition deficit.
Also, I should not have to argue to NOT get drugs this hard. Like, the default for a day procedure with minimal invasiveness should be “You don’t get addictive drugs!” But no. I got “Are you really someone with SUD? You’re rejecting drugs and we have no record of treatment.” To which I said “Umm the self-disclosed hospitalization OD from 2021 is in there. I know cuz I put it in there. Someone with nearly 6 years of sobriety WILL reject drugs.” So they spent 10 minutes digging in my chart only to find it, and say “Oh. It is in here. Congrats! But still tell the anesthesiologist prior to procedure again.” Like….. What?!? God give me the strength to do this and not slap a bitch.
Some is better than none. Some is better than none. Some is better than none. Walking for three minutes, is better than nothing. Drinking a glass of water and eating a snack, is better than nothing. Wiping down the counter, is better than nothing. Small things are not nothing. Small things are not nothing. Small things are not nothing. You don’t have to achieve grand things if all you’re capable of right now is the smaller things. They are still achievements. Don’t do nothing just because you don’t think you’re capable of doing bigger things, just do something you’re capable of today. 

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disabled people who are never getting better are still worthy of life, still worthy of protection, and still worthy of having a voice in our communities
Ok, this is a long shot, but I’m going to ask.
Is there anyone else on here that has OCD? And not the “tee here, I alphabetize my bookshelf” OCD, but like “my brain keeps telling me the world is going to end if I don’t do this thing but every time I do it, it just makes my brain worse” and “fun fact, it’s now considered an anxiety disorder which totally makes sense because I’m terrified like all the time” OCD.
I thought it was just anxiety. Went in for an autism assessment for other reasons, and the psychologist informed me “so, the repeated intrusive thoughts are what we call an obsession and the drive to check on [concern] is a compulsion, so technically not anxiety.”
(Which was actually super helpful, because the closest my GP could get was GAD, and that just didn’t feel right.)
So, the question:
Does it ever just walk up and smack you so hard it makes you actually dizzy? Like, your breath stops for a moment, your head spins, and you have to reach out and steady yourself on something? Like, that’s not just me, right?
Yes. I was diagnosed with OCD. There are different subsets of OCD like contamination OCD, harm OCD, checking OCD, etc. I got diagnosed with OCD for contamination in 2022 (COVID was FUNNNN). I couldn't leave my house prior to treatment in 2022. I had meltdowns when people came to see me (family, friends) and they didn't wash their hands enough or wear masks. Every cough set me on edge. It's worse because I am immunocompromised as well, so I did have real reasons to be worried that exacerbated my brain.
I went through NOCD for ERP therapy, which is the gold standard for treatment. It was covered by insurance and it helped me learn how to deal with it. I am what the app calls a "sustained conquerer" and I haven't had OCD active in my brain since 2022 after just 6 months of treatment. I leave for work during the week whereas before i could only do remote work.
OCD is an anxiety disorder because it produces so much anxiety in you if you do not engage in compulsions to deal with the triggers.
I would check out ERP therapy. It changed my life and helped me to get into remission from OCD symptoms. There is hope, and it can be treated. NOCD was an excellent company to go through.