things start off normal, making out and grinding and groping... but once they start actually touching me, they notice how i try so hard to keep my breathing slow and deep, or how i stop their hand right when my legs start to shake

once we start fucking properly, they notice how i keep stroking my cock and then abruptly stopping when my voice breaks. they ask me if something is wrong, and i assure them that im having the time of my life. curious, they ask if im having trouble cumming, and i tell them "oh, i don't cum anymore, dont worry about that!"

they keep fucking me slow and deep as they ask me to explain. i tell them about how im happier when i just edge myself drippy and stupid, and how cumming takes all the need out of me. how i keep my libido high and my hole pliable with edging. "trust me, youll like me better this way"

but, of course, i tell them that if they REALLY want me to cum, i can. for them. and, secretly, i really want them to say yes and make me cum around their cock. its my favorite way to cum, after all. but deep down, i know that ill feel better tomorrow if i hold back and dont give in.

maybe they toy with me, rubbing me as they fuck me faster. they get me close, tell me to ask them for permission to cum, and then. they stop. they feel me clench around them and cry out, but relief doesnt come.

I don't need brains. I need to be filled and dumb.

No words just whining on someone while they play with my chest and clit