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character b is laying down, burning with fever. character c comes and frowns. “They’re getting worse,” they murmur, gently placing a cool, wet rag on character b’s forehead. Character b whimpers, not liking the feeling. It burns. They reach up a shaky hand, trying to push the rag off, but character a grabs their hand. “Leave it, kiddo,” they say. “You need it, it’s helping. Don’t touch.”
Fever
Inspired by this post. With thanks to @edutainer2022
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Blue eyes flashed, hard and as unforgiving as a glacier, but Virgil was made of sterner stuff and he merely folded his arms, raised an eyebrow and waited.
The hatred in the eyes didn’t diminish but the body sagged and he knew he’d won this round…
OOOH! I think I sensed a fever fic and had to pop in to see! Poor Virgil. Por Scott - POOR EVERYONE. Of course VIrgil wants to shield everyone! Hopefully Scott will have no memory of this once the fever breaks...
why is it always a male character going mad avenging his dead wife and never a female character cradling her dying pure of heart husband in her arms then dragging the whole world down with her
First of all, this is a very clever use of this gif. Secondly, fuck you.
Write that one-shot. Those 3 chapters will be the best 10 chapters you ever wrote

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Estera Ch 40 - Jam
Story so far (index post for the whole story inc fanart etc)
(From 34 for the story of what’s going on right now and this particular day out they are having)
Previous Chapter 39
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There was jam on the tip of Scott Tracy's nose.
Another brilliant chapter. Just love watching these two interact. Very much here for the truth or dare! Can you imagine!
As promised, here is Bez:
Niebieski!
He is the oc of the wonderful @idontknowreallywhy !
Even if Estera is destroying me...
Aaaaaaahhhh!!! Oh he’s wonderful! Look at him! Ha oh yes there will not often be anything taller than him 🤣🤣 (Scott and he have that surprise in common 🤣 ever seen how Scott looks at the Mechanic? Should be illegal to be taller!)
His little bow tie!!! His little soft expression!
@sofasurf look! Looook! It’s our Bez 🥹
Fun fact! His surname is Hermaszewski because some Polish surnames (including this one) adjust for gender - it’s essentially “son of Herman” or “daughter of Herman” and I picked it for two reasons: Herman means “warrior” which fits Estera in a number of ways which will become apparent if I ever get writing her story properly again. But mainly because Mirosław Hermaszewski was the first Polish cosmonaut and given Estera means star… it seemed to fit :) Did I go down a rabbit hole with the names? Why, naturally… 😁
I cannot express how happy this made me when I woke up this morning - thank you!!!
Oh my goodness! I couldn't love this more! He's so CUTE!
Fire Pits and Twiddly Bits - Part Two
part one AO3
Alan strolled across the main living room, all his focus on the snack that would soon be his, just so long as…
“- Hey Alan! Have you got a minute?”
There it was, right on cue, there was always something. But being always ready was kinda part of the deal in this family. So he spun on his heels, making the soles squeal on the hardwood floor.
Unhinged screeching
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*cries on you*
*New character unlocked*
Betty!!!!😁💕
Fantastic follow up.
Confirmation that Scott knew more than it appeared in part 1.
Love the sense of the reversal of roles - Alan instructing a bigger brother for a change.
Lovely way for Alan to see his musical talents have been noticed, and are appreciated by the island's resident muso!
Cethair (Bit 3)
Óen | Cethair - Bit 1 | Bit 2 | Bit 3
Glossary (contains backstory spoilers)
This is going ever so slowly, but here, have some more.
I hope you enjoy it.
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Virgil’s heart was weeping.
With both grief and terror.
The night air was bone cold and sucked the heat from his body through the many layers he had piled on, but fortunately the wind had died down leaving the darkness calm.
Dá’s massive wing strokes were reassuring in their steady strength as she supported her glide towards the beaches.
On their left, Scott was silent and almost invisible in the dark. Óen’s flight was ever silent, the lack of moon leaving the frail starlight inadequate to outline the night fury.
His brother shouldn’t be here. He should be in bed. But Virgil didn’t bother to waste his breath because he knew that Scott had to be there.
They all had to be there, for good or ill.
This was why John on Cóic, equally silent on his right, held young Alan, dressed in warm flight leathers far too big for him. Unlike Óen, Cóic caught all the starlight and reflected it back into the night, every feather glittering, her vast wings dwarfing both Dá and Óen.
But it was Virgil and Dá who carried the most precious and fragile burden.
Gordon was wrapped in healer’s cloth and sheep’s skin, strapped to Virgil’s strength. In the darkness, his mortally wounded little brother was more ghost than alive.
Virgil treasured every breath against his neck. There was terror that Gordon wouldn’t make it to the beaches. There was terror that he would.
There was no changing Scott’s mind. The injured and newly made Flaithri was steadfast and willing to do anything to save their little brother. John had been reassuring, Cóic warbling encouragement to Virgil at his questions.
There had been an answer. One of the sea had answered and it was wildly appropriate and felt determined by fate considering Gordon’s love of the water.
But the sacrifice was an unknown that terrified Virgil. A dragon willing to give its life force to heal another was fantastic myth and made a great story around the evening fires. But those myths all ended in tragedy and loss.
But what choice did they have?
Scott’s voice had been pain itself.
Dá warbled quietly and banked to the right, gliding down towards the waves. She back-winged ever so elegantly and touched down softly on fine pebbles.
The sea hissed at them.
Cóic landed at a distance, giving them room, while Óen did the opposite, expertly diving in close, likely to save his rider from walking too far.
Virgil and Óen had a long-standing agreement where the dragon’s rider was concerned, and Virgil couldn’t help but love the night fury for it.
So, of course, it was Scott who reached up to help Virgil dismount with his burden.
Virgil grit his teeth but didn’t say anything. He did his best to not place strain on his eldest brother, yet dismount without hurting his cherished burden.
Fortunately, John soon arrived, taking over from their limping brother.
The slice in Scott’s thigh was the only reason he wasn’t holding Gordon. Every screwed up muscle in the man’s face begged to bear his little brother’s weight in this, but Virgil wouldn’t allow it.
Scott wasn’t the only one who didn’t want to lose any more family.
Once Virgil had both boots on the ground, Scott stepped in close and peeled back the healer’s cloth from Gordon’s face.
Even in the darkness, the burns scarred their little brother’s visage. Each breath was strained. He was mercifully unconscious and limp in Virgil’s arms, the contrast between his active and boisterous self ever so heartbreaking, emphasising the reality of what they could, were likely, to lose.
Scott’s forehead briefly touched Virgil’s.
“There is hope.” It was whispered.
Please, let the gods be merciful to his little brother.
So it was Virgil, with his brothers beside him, who stood holding Gordon to his chest and confronted the unending waves as Cóic bellowed a call into the darkness.
TBC
Oh this is visceral.
The description of the dragons in flight, the terror of the brothers. I actually loved the image of John holding a too small Alan- it just emphasised the response to the threat, they unite to face Gordon's fate together.
Gordon unconscious and the hope from the sea but the price...Nutty!! What is the price????
Ah Nutty. @gumnut-logic rewatched httyd over Christmas and just stumbled on this for a re-read. Brilliant as always!
@sofasurf I fell head first into HTTYD fandom over Christmas as well!
Ahhh, the price…the price is Gordon can never leave the sea. Not for long. He must always return.
That complicates everything 😁
Also….::tackle hugs you to bits::
Nutty
(Who can’t see anything Irish or HTTYD without thinking of the Tracys 😁)
Also…haven’t I written more of this or was that a day dream?
::falls backwards into the field of clover giggling:: I missed you too, @gumnut-logic
Oh wow!! What a price to pay! Such clever mixing of the two lores!
I'm gonna say more was a day dream... Unless maybe there is some hidden in your computer ::looks over your shoulder::
Cethair (Bit 3)
Óen | Cethair - Bit 1 | Bit 2 | Bit 3
Glossary (contains backstory spoilers)
This is going ever so slowly, but here, have some more.
I hope you enjoy it.
-o-o-o-
Virgil’s heart was weeping.
With both grief and terror.
The night air was bone cold and sucked the heat from his body through the many layers he had piled on, but fortunately the wind had died down leaving the darkness calm.
Dá’s massive wing strokes were reassuring in their steady strength as she supported her glide towards the beaches.
On their left, Scott was silent and almost invisible in the dark. Óen’s flight was ever silent, the lack of moon leaving the frail starlight inadequate to outline the night fury.
His brother shouldn’t be here. He should be in bed. But Virgil didn’t bother to waste his breath because he knew that Scott had to be there.
They all had to be there, for good or ill.
This was why John on Cóic, equally silent on his right, held young Alan, dressed in warm flight leathers far too big for him. Unlike Óen, Cóic caught all the starlight and reflected it back into the night, every feather glittering, her vast wings dwarfing both Dá and Óen.
But it was Virgil and Dá who carried the most precious and fragile burden.
Gordon was wrapped in healer’s cloth and sheep’s skin, strapped to Virgil’s strength. In the darkness, his mortally wounded little brother was more ghost than alive.
Virgil treasured every breath against his neck. There was terror that Gordon wouldn’t make it to the beaches. There was terror that he would.
There was no changing Scott’s mind. The injured and newly made Flaithri was steadfast and willing to do anything to save their little brother. John had been reassuring, Cóic warbling encouragement to Virgil at his questions.
There had been an answer. One of the sea had answered and it was wildly appropriate and felt determined by fate considering Gordon’s love of the water.
But the sacrifice was an unknown that terrified Virgil. A dragon willing to give its life force to heal another was fantastic myth and made a great story around the evening fires. But those myths all ended in tragedy and loss.
But what choice did they have?
Scott’s voice had been pain itself.
Dá warbled quietly and banked to the right, gliding down towards the waves. She back-winged ever so elegantly and touched down softly on fine pebbles.
The sea hissed at them.
Cóic landed at a distance, giving them room, while Óen did the opposite, expertly diving in close, likely to save his rider from walking too far.
Virgil and Óen had a long-standing agreement where the dragon’s rider was concerned, and Virgil couldn’t help but love the night fury for it.
So, of course, it was Scott who reached up to help Virgil dismount with his burden.
Virgil grit his teeth but didn’t say anything. He did his best to not place strain on his eldest brother, yet dismount without hurting his cherished burden.
Fortunately, John soon arrived, taking over from their limping brother.
The slice in Scott’s thigh was the only reason he wasn’t holding Gordon. Every screwed up muscle in the man’s face begged to bear his little brother’s weight in this, but Virgil wouldn’t allow it.
Scott wasn’t the only one who didn’t want to lose any more family.
Once Virgil had both boots on the ground, Scott stepped in close and peeled back the healer’s cloth from Gordon’s face.
Even in the darkness, the burns scarred their little brother’s visage. Each breath was strained. He was mercifully unconscious and limp in Virgil’s arms, the contrast between his active and boisterous self ever so heartbreaking, emphasising the reality of what they could, were likely, to lose.
Scott’s forehead briefly touched Virgil’s.
“There is hope.” It was whispered.
Please, let the gods be merciful to his little brother.
So it was Virgil, with his brothers beside him, who stood holding Gordon to his chest and confronted the unending waves as Cóic bellowed a call into the darkness.
TBC
Oh this is visceral.
The description of the dragons in flight, the terror of the brothers. I actually loved the image of John holding a too small Alan- it just emphasised the response to the threat, they unite to face Gordon's fate together.
Gordon unconscious and the hope from the sea but the price...Nutty!! What is the price????
Ah Nutty. @gumnut-logic rewatched httyd over Christmas and just stumbled on this for a re-read. Brilliant as always!

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A first line that just popped into my head a while ago. You know I like to write weird things on occasion so here it is. You can let me know what you think. Its another one where I am not really sure which brother it is. Whump but not really angst? Maybe. Who knows!!??
The ending has given me grief but it's there now and is a good as my mushy brain can get it.
Physics
The explosion, he mused, probably shouldn’t have come as such a surprise.
It was always going to happen, a matter of when not if. They had hoped to have more time but it would appear that was not to be.
Okay, reading this made me think of this picture. So, even though the picture is of TOS John, I decided the fic is from TAG John's perspective.
@tikatu oh wow! I hadn't seen this but YES! That's what I was imagining. I also don't really know which brother it is but it did feel Johnesque when I re-read it there!
A character seeing another injured and freaking out, heedless of all reason and surroundings, with a single-minded need to treat the injury, protect their companion, stop the bleeding, their companion's life is at stake- and it's not until their companion's voice and its litany of reassurances finally filters through their haze of abject laser-focused panic that they realise it's not quite so bad as they initially thought.
Ok so this happened. Written really quickly so consider the typos a gift.
Panic
“Noooooo!”
Alan wasn’t even aware it was him screaming, “Nooooooo- Scott!”
Everything else vanished around him; the terror of being held at gunpoint; the pain in his head; the shouts of his own name over comms.
“No! Scott!”
He half ran, half fell the rest of the way down the hill where his brother's prone body had rolled lifeless seconds before; minutes after the man and the shouting; seconds after the gunshot had shattered the silence.
Squirt-a-saurus!!!
@janetm74 - A rare blond dinosaur. Native to just one small private island. Smaller than the other predators found there but no less protective.
Estera snippet (although no Estera in it)
Right, this is a little gift for @idontknowreallywhy and @sofasurf as it nudges itself into their series. This comes just after Scott finds out that John and Virgil have been speculating about his love life, or lack of. which you can find here . This part is just a snippet of slapstick no tricky subject matter, but the rest of the fic comes with its own Trigger warnings for post traumatic stress, so have a care of the tags if you go back through the rest of the story.
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John looked at Virgil.
Virgil looked at John.
There was a split second pause then virgil moved. Like a coiled spring he vaulted over the back of the battered old leather couch that lived in his studio. As he leaped he grabbed the ratty multicoloured cushion that was leaning dejectedly against the arm rest. It was a garish mismatch of crocheted scraps that Gordon had cobbled together early in his yarncraft phase. He had decided that it was so ugly that Virgil could keep it in his studio without fear of spoiling it. It had been languishing there ever since, gaining the occasional paint splatter, waiting for its moment to shine. It soared through the air, spinning slightly until it smacked into Johns stomach with surprising force.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA-
Id forgotten this one
@womble1 superb. This gets better every time I re-read it!!
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Soup
Just a one shot that popped into my head today. Not my finest. Some Scott dad feels.
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The sound of sniffing and a muffled cough floated across the lounge. Scott set down his data pad and looked down at the miserable heap of blankets that shuffled into view, collapsing like a puppet with cut strings onto one of the couches.
If you squint I am claiming 'smirk' in the fluffember prompts. It's a little shoehorned but I hope you will induldge. It's very silly🫣
I wrote this when I was sick in bed and it's a present for @idontknowreallywhy a soft furnishings fan and because she really helped hold my hand through writing Recrudescence. *Hugs tight*
@womble1 it's not strictly whump fluff but I hope you'll appreciate the soft furnishings reference!
Anyway, even responsible brothers sometimes aren't... Gordon to the rescue?
Adulting
"Grandma's gonna to kill us!"
"Us! I'm denying all knowledge of this." There were sounds of dragging, a thump and, was that a giggle?
"Shhh! Your fingerprints are all over this too, Spaceman."

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A little something inspired by @squidsinashirt RP response about oxygen mixes for deep dives. It's from me, so yes it's silly.
Virgil's eyes darted to the side as he heard the Comms connect a second before the hologram phased in on ‘Twos dash. Gordon looked even more blue tinted than usual, the depths four was currently swimming at adding to the atmosphere.
Fabulous as always!!
Baby
Know if been AWOL for a bit, my muse has taken an extended vacation and real life got super busy, good but busy.
Joy of that though is getting to find and catch up on all the fab content that's been going on.
Found this WIP in my notes and thought I'd toss it out- see if I can jump start the creative side of my brain.
Only a vague recollection of where I was going with this and actually two different versions of the opening. So Here's a hasty mash up of them which i didn't cheapen by proof reading so... Also not my usual main character!
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Scott was the worst.
He was an unfair know-it-all who thought he knew everything and had the right to boss Alan as he saw fit. In fact all his brothers thought they were the boss of him. Just because of an accident of birth order. Alan Bartlett Tracy, Rescue operative, astronaut and arguably (depending on the brother and circumstances around the topic) genius, was also, he mused darkly, the littlest brother. It was one of the unalterable facts of the whole stupid universe- The sun would always rise; E would continue to equal mc2; Virgil would always be a caffeine addict, and he, Alan Bartlett Tracy would always be the baby.
Obviously I'm gonna have to do something drastic to fix this...