FallenSon

I cant keep living like this. Everyday is worse then the previous. And things wont be better any time soon. Its time to leave a place where im not longer wanted. A place where i cant feel happiness anymore, and place that makes this depression that much worse. And the worst thing is at the end of the day no one will know how bad things truly are. Things are getting worse and theres nothing i can do to stop it. So i have to welcome it as its an old friend.

I just want my bestfriend back

This is one of the nights i would call you and youd pick up the phone and tell me not to worry. Tell me everything would be ok. Tell me you always be here. Ive tried keeping my light shining kayla.. But i cant seem to keep it from dieing out

This blackness is getting bigger everyday. No one can see it slowly taking me. I feel as though the ones around me could care less if I was here or if I hadnt been. I'm losing one of the only people that truly cared. Everything is falling apart and when every piece has finally touched the ground. Then I will have finally lost everything.

I put it all in a locked box. Then threw the key in place where even I won't find it.

Please god help me