Esoteric Enigma

Earlier I was driven to achieve goals and be disciplined out of a desire to improve myself but the eendhan (fuel) was anger towards myself but I realised that is awfully convenient to this harsh world who would rejoice in my suffering

Why not make love my eendhan just like it was depicted in Dhurandhar?

Dhurandhar made me realise that one can certainly have Nazar and Sabar and Honsla to achieve one’s goals with the eendhan being love

Jassi’s drive to survive and his grit and determination was Love after all

First love for his family (he was willing to sacrifice himself so that his family got a pension) then as he continued his life as a spy , he realised the sinister terrorist activities being planned against India , and Jassi was deep down patriotic (he joined the army training place way before anything ever happened to his family because his forefathers also served the nation and he wanted to do the same)

So it was love for his family’s survival and his love for his country that became his eendhan

Lastly it was his love for Yalina and Zayan that was his final eendhan that helped him emerge victorious

So my point being , love is a powerful eendhan (fuel) to achieve one’s Goals

And I’m sure as hell fuelled up by love for myself and motivated to prove to myself that I can achieve my goals , I’m no longer going to destroy myself or shame myself into achieving goals

Instead I’ll love and care about myself and use that to fuel me and motivate me to achieve all that I want