I need some angst that leads to cuddling!
The villain looked horrible.
Admittedly, the hero feared theyâd be thrown out of the lair. It was a little sheepish of the henchman to call them out of all people, but the hero understood the necessity quickly. Although the villain didnât seem to be injured, it was pretty clear that something was wrong.
Theyâre barely eating anything. Theyâre not sleeping. The hero supposed it was their duty as a protector of the people to help whenever theyâd been asked to help. And, hell, something in the henchmanâs voice had really punched them in the throat this time.
Of course, they had noticed the villainâs decreasing activities. But they had never thought it was this bad.
âHey,â the hero tried softly. The villain was still sitting there on the couch, staring at nothing. They didnât acknowledge the hero in the slightest.
The hero looked around. The lair was relatively clean, but they supposed the villain wasnât the one behind maintaining it.
Usually, their nemesis was rather playful and chaotic. Flirting, taunting, smirking - it was almost part of their strategy and now that there was nothing, the hero wasnât quite sure if their nemesis was even sitting in front of them.
âI am starting to miss you,â the hero said. Still nothing.
Eventually, the hero decided to let themselves drop next to the villain and they leaned back, resting against the designer furniture.
âWhat are you doing?â the villain asked. Their voice was raspy.
âI think you need someone next to you right now,â the hero said.
âBecause someone else told you so?â They still didnât look at the hero, but the hero stared at them.
âYou know I make my own decisions,â the hero said. They looked down at their own hands. Why were they feeling anxious? The villain was by no means a threat right now.
They closed their eyes, concentrating on the villain instead of their own conflicting feelings.
This was definitely serious. People didnât stop eating for no reason.
âIâm fine,â the villain said, as if they had read the heroâs mind.
âI-â The villain turned towards them and the hero truly saw how terribly lifeless their eyes looked.
âIf your guys start calling me, itâs pretty bad,â the hero said. âAnd I want to be honestâŚit looks pretty bad. If talking is not an option, thatâs fine. But I donât think you should be alone right now.â
They stared at each other. And the hero couldnât help but stare at those red eyes, those dark circles under them. Where was that annoying smirk? Those stupid comments?
Why was the heroâs heart sinking so rapidly?
A month ago, everything had been fine. Then, the hero had left for a mission and when theyâd come back, they hadnât seen the villain anymore. Up until now.
The villain reached for the hero and gently pushed a loose stray out of their sight.
âI didnât think youâd care.â
âIâŚâ the hero stared at the ground, suddenly embarrassed. They supposed they had felt lonely without fighting the villain. They had thought theyâd come back eventually. But the villain looked like they needed weeks to recover, maybe even months. Their voice was quiet. ââŚyou know I care. You know that.â
âYou donât have to.â
âI donât really get a say in that, I suppose,â the hero said. Sometimes they wished they didnât care. It would make their job certainly easier.
Both of them were quiet now and the hero folded their hands in their lap.
Why was it, that the hero had instantly reached for their jacket when the henchman had called? Why was it that they had sprinted to the door?
Was it truly because of the henchmanâs broken voice? Or was it because of what they had said. Theyâre barely eating anything. Theyâre not sleeping.
Why did the hero care that much?
The hero was so worried they felt like throwing up. They took in a deep breath, ready to say something, but the villain was quicker.
âMy mother died two weeks ago,â they said.
âThe funeral was a few days ago and, IâŚyeah, I donât think Iâm taking it that well.â They looked at the hero again. âI just donât know what to do.â
âIâm sorry,â the hero whispered. âI know what that feels like.â
âDoes it ever get better?â the villain asked. âOr is it just this continuous cycle of pain and sorrow?â
The hero bit the inside of their cheek, thinking briefly.
ââŚyou know, grief isnât really an emotion. Thereâs a lot in there. Anger. Frustration. Guilt. Anxiety. Thatâs like 50% of it, Iâd say,â the hero said.
âAnd the other half?â the villain asked.
âUnfortunately, the other half is love. So, technically, you never really stop grieving when someone you love dies.â They paused, digging fingernails into their own skin. âWith time grief will start to look different, though. Itâll get easier because those 50% of all the other emotions will be slowly replaced by the love part.â
The hero looked at their nemesis.
âBeing loved is the closest thing we have to immortality. As long as someone loves you, youâre never really gone. So, I think you should let all those emotions happen to you. You should talk about her, remember her. But I donât think you should be alone, I donât think you should allow yourself to decay.â
The villainâs eyes were still on them. The hero couldnât read their mood, but they felt like their words had some weight.
âAbsolutely.â The hero hadnât hesitated.
And they didnât let go for a very long time.