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why does everybody hate me [remembers my behaviour and personality] why dont they hate me more

Imagine hating me when all I’ve ever done is be a hateful mean cruel spiteful fucking cunt to you

You know that thing would eat you if you died, right? *pointing to the false image of you that others perceive*

Me making a oc : i gotta figure out how this one is being tortured

Me making a oc : i gotta figure out how this one is being tortured

Me making a oc : i gotta figure out how this one is being tortured

Me making a oc : i gotta figure out how this one is being tortured

Me making a oc : i gotta figure out how this one is being tortured

Remembering things fondly is all fun and games until. The missing

see i would like to be ground up and used as fertilizer. not right now but yeah, someday

"I will grind you into bonemeal to feed my rose bush" was a threat i used so often before I realized that's an ideal burial option. messed up that the two main options (embalming & cremation) are so eco-unfriendly. Repair Reuse Recycle applies to my corpses too dangnabbit!!!

#i wanna be broth and then fertilizer HEY @catmorlandleaguette TELL ME MORE ABOUT CORPSE BROTH

I’ve started decomposing on my free time

daily affirmation i do NOT have a secret disgusting evil hidden within me that will some day make its way out

I really love the idea of sentient mechs because of all the unique relationships they have with their pilots. You can have mechs that refuse to let their pilot go because they love them so much, mechs that sacrifice themselves to make sure their pilot lives, or even mechs that hate the atrocities their pilot is forcing them to commit and will happily turn on them if given the chance. My favourite is a mech who remembers all their past pilots and has vowed not to make the same mistakes with the new one.

affirmations: i am very normal. i am not trapped in a lie of my own making. everything is fine. no one will uncover my web of deceit #mywebofdeceit

"senseless tragedy" they do tend to be, yeah

99% of sufferers quit before they find the meaning that rationalises all the pain they've endured. KEEP DIGGING DEEPER INTO THE WOUND UNTIL IT YIELDS.