M.I.A

I still remember you as a little girl who overwaters plants because she doesn’t know when to stop giving.

I promise I shall never give up, and that I’ll die yelling and laughing.

1. I never got the chance to thank you. So here you go, thank you. 2. I’ll admit that some days I still try to forget that you exist. 3. Oh god I miss you so much I’m going to be sick. 4. I always fell asleep so early. But once you were gone I did nothing nothing nothing nothing but stay up late. You were the reason I was able to sleep. 5. It’s been 5 months and it still hurts as though it happened yesterday. 6. Please stop ignoring me. 7. I thought I was getting better. But I saw you look at me today in the hallway. Oh god don’t look at me don’t look at me don’t look at me. 8. You told my friend the other day that you cared about me. I think you were lying. Is that why you didn’t say it to me instead? 9. A boy walked passed me today that smelled like you. I wasn’t able to concentrate for the rest of the day. 10. Something in you has changed. You used to be kinder than this. Are you okay?

I can speak two languages but still I don’t know enough words to describe how much you hurt me and how much I still love you after that.

Mi estrategia es que un día cualquiera no sé cómo ni sé con qué pretexto por fin me necesites