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more doodles ! some of them recs, some of them just personal ones (i added alternative text to all of them, those with the caption between "" were the requests ^^)
I also have a Bear Rug(ish) that I enjoy petting! The bear, Herbie, is mounted the wall. He's a valued member of the family, and you can stroke him gently as you traverse the stairs (which I think Shane also enjoy)
obsessed with this!! #myshane love to pet the rug and traverse the stairs
gay scott hunter in the brooklyn art gallery: they’re going to kill me for talking to another man
shane hollander in his fortress of isolation: nobody will shoot me with a gun for being gay in my canadian mansion, because they can’t, because i am off the grid
ilya rozanov [thick russian accent]: i am going to live forever and never die and if i die who gives a fuck theyre pussies for killing me honestly
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TRANS DARRY MY BELOVED!!!!!! MY ANGSTY LITTLE GUY WHO COMMITS FRAUD!!!!!!
woah guys who said that. n e ways.
this is tulsa, 1967. and theres just fuck all to be learned about gender and transness, so to be clear: darry does not consider himself to be trans. no one knows that's a thing for basically another two years. no one really knows what going on, that includes Darry.
darry's transition was less of a transition and more of a... collection of traits that led up to high school
he started wearing boys clothes, mostly because he wanted to help his dad on roofing sites, the little osha violation, and because frills and pink are not exactly greaser
his parents called him dar anyways, so going by dar or darry was easy.
in the summer he was 13, he cut all his hair clean off. his parents were a little mortified, but took it in stride, albeit with some mild confusion. they assumed he'd just grow it back, didn't say anything when it stayed short
when people assumed he was a boy, he didn't correct them. his brothers noticed, and followed suit. they considered it a kind of inside joke, i guess, and it spread to the gang.
suddenly, two-bit's siblings knew darry as the third curtis brother
the summer he was 14, going to high school, Dallas appeared. Being from the streets of new york, he's the only person who actually has a concept of transness
He asks if Darry is short for Darrel, like his father. Darry says yes.
Later that day, he offers to take the high school registration paperwork out of his mother's hands. Darrel Shaynne Curtis Jr. is what he writes as his name.
Suddenly, all his teachers and classmates call him Darry, ask him if he's new in town. If he's trying out for any sports. He wasn't planning on it, of course, but he knows he's got a decent arm from throwing a football around with Daddy. Football is a no-go, but he makes the cut for centerfielder, and he's shortstop by sophomore spring. His parents go to every game.
They're calling him head boy. Prom king.
There's a scout at one of his games, encourages him to apply for a scholarship at University of Oklahoma. The name thing poses an issue--this isn't some podunk high school in the Tulsa suburbs that won't look twice.
They don't have the money anyway, but UO lets him defer a couple semesters. His dad's so proud. First Curtis to go to college. First Curtis man to graduate high school.
Do you think Shane ever comes home with Ilya from a long day of practice and his brain is a little scrambled because it's full of plays and strategy and how to tighten up their passes. So when Ilya hands him a ginger ale and says he's going to order in something for dinner, Shane's like, "Sounds good. Thanks, bro." And then as he realises what he's said, he's like, "Shit, I mean—"
"Bro? BRO?" says Ilya, his hands on his hips. "My name is Baby, or 'Love-Of-My-Life', or 'Beloved Husband', or 'Rozanov' if I'm in trouble. Just like you are now, Hollander."
And that's all the warning Shane has before he's tackled to the couch, and Ilya's kissing him relentlessly all over his face and neck, more to tickle him than anything. In between all the kisses, Ilya is like, "What do you say, Hollander? Do I have to keep helping you remember my name?"
And Shane's laughing so hard he's crying like "No, no, I'm sorry, baby! I'm sorry! I'll never call you bro again." And finally Ilya stops and presses one last kiss to his lips, this one softer and sweeter.
"Okay, good. Now let's get some dinner, bro."
And Shane rolls his eyes, but he leans up to get another kiss from Ilya.
A WHOLE MONTH SINCE THE LAST SET OF SHITPOST BLINKIES??? my sincerest apologies. i hope there is at least one here that u connect with on a spiritual level. again, if anything confuses you, taking a peruse through my #fandom joy tag might be a good place to go find answers.
as always feel free to save & use!
Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Yuna Hollander, David Hollander
Additional Tags: Childhood Memories, Childhood Trauma, Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
Summary:
Based kind of loosely on a post by @bipolar4autistic on tumblr regarding Shane and Ilya’s childhood stuffed animals and what happened to them. Ilya also meets Shane’s extended family.
I’m so mad about the pictures not working omg.
ANYWAY @bipolar4autistic I changed kind of a lot of your premise. Like more than I realized now that I went back to read the post again. So I really hope you will maybe forgive me for that and like the story anyway. If not I can maybe try again or something. When I write I just kinda start writing. Head empty-no thoughts vibes.
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steve is all angles and muscles. he is rough around the edges and angry to his core. it shows in his appearance and even his clothes. his hair is locked in place with grease. a sharp, strong nose, angular eyebrows, a mouth that’s most often scowling. denim on denim; he’s encased in the tough fabric.
soda is different. he wear his heart on his sleeve, unafraid to laugh or cry or yell. he feels everything so intently. his face is always crinkled in some kind of emotion, whether he’s grinning with excitement or thinking hard, with his eyebrows furrowed. he’s been called soft his whole life, but that doesn’t stop him from feeling. from living. his movie-star features are softer and more delicate, and the flannels he loves are always soft and warm.
soda is labeled a bawl-baby, a pretty boy.
steve can’t remember the last time he cried, and nobody has ever called him pretty.
steve is afraid of hurting soda with all of his sharp edges, afraid of crushing him under the weight of his anger.
but soda is more than his softness, and he knows steve is more than his anger, too.
he is determined to show steve that it’s okay. it’s okay to be tough; the world hasn’t been kind to him, but soda will be. it’s okay to let people in. it’s okay to sit with your emotions— all of them.
soda kisses the bumpy, broken bridge of steve’s nose and calls him pretty and wears his jean jacket and steve can almost feel himself melting.
cherry tells ponyboy why she thinks the socs struggle:
“did you ever hear of having more than you wanted? …. it seems like we’re always searching for something to satisfy us, and never finding it”
ponyboy proceeds to tell her about mickey mouse (he explicitly says he doesn’t know why he could talk to her and that she’s the first person he tells about this):
“soda never really wanted anything except a horse, and he’d lost his.”