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- that even if we break up, I would have little to no regrets and negativity - who means what they say and follows through on their word - who knows what real, functional, selfless love is and shows it when able too - who has my best interests at heart and communicates clearly - who knows how to properly write a sincere apology - who has more ambition than a fucking rock - who fights for things as hard as I do - who can dish-out and handle confrontation - who stands up for themselves and the people they love in public - who is decent in bed - who doesn’t hack into my email and violate my trust - who I am able to tell my whole life story to and will truly understand me - who I don’t have to inhibit or dumb-down my personality around - who isn’t scared of me.... ( I was never abusive, he was just a huge pussy) - who doesn’t judge or behave rudely towards recovering addicts - who chose to be with me out of love and not from their fear of being alone - who doesn’t avoid their problems and takes responsibility for their actions - who I don’t have to convince to brush their teeth twice a day - who has childish road-rage issues which made me unsafe while they drove - who won’t cause a scene in the grocery store because they don’t take credit - who isn’t a hypocritical redundancy like a gay conservative - who I know would be consistently great parent, even if they don’t want kids - who’s genuinely interested in supporting all of my interests and passions - who’s political ideologies aren’t those belonging to a sheltered garbage fire - who has enough real life experience to know there’s true evil in this world - who doesn’t make me feel extremely self-conscious during sex - who doesn’t make me feel like the most attractive thing about me are my feet... - who makes me feel as special as I sometimes know, I deserve to feel - who doesn’t take their frustrations out on me when life’s got them down - who I can talk to about literally anything, best friend vibes all the way through - who knows how to de-stress, pacify and ground me - I find attractive enough not to think of other people while having sex with them - who I don’t ever have to compromise my standards and self-respect for - who knows forcing their teeth in another’s mouth isn’t how anyone should “kiss” - who gets along and is approved and supported by my friends - who understands how far I’ve come from where I used to be - who I don’t have to sugarcoat things for - who knows that the love I can provide is amazing and one of a kind - who’s content boring the living shit out of me in his mom’s basement - who doesn’t cast aside your concerns and anxieties like they’re all in your head - who makes me want and need to be better every fucking day - who won’t break up with you over email in a corporate termination style - who gives your belongings back without you asking for them - who hates complacence and being a stagnant, lazy person - who doesn’t abandon someone with severe abandonment issues - who loves you at the same quantity even after the honeymoon period is over - who I’m unafraid of breaking up with because they’re pitiful and in a “bad place” - who loves and supports me for who I am and not just the mentally-well parts  - who knows how to care and walk a dog so they don’t get an early grave - who continues to be surprise me no matter how far into the relationship we are - who’s not cold and distant with the charisma of a depressed cockroach - who invalidates my struggles and my problems with them - who’s career I actually respect and admire - who would go to couple’s counselling and change for the better for you - emotionally-intelligent enough to know that someone crying after every time they have sex with you is a bad thing that needs to be addressed - who doesn’t see how much you changed so much for them because of how fragile their ego and self-esteem are with the little humility they had - who doesn’t manipulate how and when I receive bad news because it was emotionally convenient for them to break the news to me then - someone that’s not stupid enough to apologize through email after breaking up with you over email