Advice or a talk
So a person close to me (let's call it Mario) has a mental disorder and it has become stronger and stronger in the last two year, they told me about this problem only 9 month ago, I am away from home for university and for this I feel so bad 'cause I can't be there for them, this Mario asked me to not talk about it with anybody, so I didn't tell a soul. The only persons I can talk about this are the people who are talking care of him and I don't feel to be in a bad mood around them cause I feel selfish to make it about myself while they are suffering about this situation everyday so I feel that I have to be always happy around Mario and bring positivity, but at the same time I want to talk about it 'cause I have been hiding my pain for too long and now I am breaking down and I've realized this for real only yesterday, after too much wine I started crying in front of my friends and told them I had a problem without telling them what it was and had a panic attack (or at least I think it was) the weird thing is that I never cry for sentimental things in front of my friend. Now I feel like I've opened the pandora's box and I am warried for both Mario and relatives and for me. What do I do? If I tell someone that I am in a bad place things get worst cause become a problem on top of way more serious problems and I don't want to













