don’t mind me

you were talking to other girls even in 2014. you we’re doing whatever you wanted. you didn’t care. and what sucks is that if i asked you, you’d still lie. why? why pretend that you’ve always been so loyal and that what changed you was something so recent? a shitty job. a difficult relationship. why not just admit to me that you’ve always been like this? always looking for more. me crying and telling you that you hurt me doesn’t change who you are. who you have been. who i’m sure you’ll be. you won’t change for anyone and i don’t know what will make a difference but maybe if i’m gone. maybe. but it didn’t change you when your ex clocked out and it probably won’t change you when i do. you’ll find someone else to charm and hurt. it’s so easy for you, it’s like breathing.