on whatever wilde was on

thEnd, the great impersonator and charades seem to be the holy trinity of this album, imo, they are the essential threads that hold together everything about it, the truth, the parts she tells us and the ones she doesn't, def find these to be the most important songs of this era and album, you may find a bias here, but oh they are the greatest songs that actually whisper everything you need to know, in a way, the start, middle and ending, now that deluxe is out, I see how the road started with thEnd, and tgi comes at the mid stage where the album feels almost as hopeless for lack of a more apt word, it's magic in its own way, tgi speaks of larger than life lyrics, charades is so king of the bonus tracks, it speaks more so to fans and asks the hardest question, it's a bittersweet song until the album ends, and you find yourself in the sweeter timeline, ashley finally home.

if god is a man then every father is a god who hates his children but pretends to love them all