hi !

life update: incoming patho pre-resident 🤓

life update: nearly a year into internal medicine residency lol 🤘🏻

life update: second year and a half

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

life update: incoming patho pre-resident 🤓

life update: nearly a year into internal medicine residency lol 🤘🏻

I have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of peace

“what cannot be said will be wept”

I’m fine

I need divine intervention

U want something and then when u get it it’s like omg………… I’m scared

You’re never alone. There is always calming cat.

CRIDMIS TEE!!!

I used to be 21 but now I'm 24. so you can understand why I'm so freaked out

november 2023 update - licensed medical doctor

over 8 years later and still wondering if my grandfather is proud of me

11 months later and i have 2 grandpas to visit now

life update: i'm alive

tumblr being all adults nowadays is so funny because my mutuals are either unemployed chainsmokers or Ezra, Bioengineering PHD Candidate at University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill

one of the important lessons to learn about adult life is that the gap between an unemployed chainsmoker and a bioengineering phd candidate is actually not that large

“We are taught how to save lifes, so sometimes it’s hard to let go and grant a patient’s right for good death.”